I Finally Chose to Go

Uterus Removal Operation

"Lo's ready, isn't he, Var?" valdo asked once more before they entered the operating room.

Vara shook his head slowly, "gue isn't ready at all, Do. What if we just take the operation down?" asked Vara with a hopeful, parched face.

Valdo sighed and exhaled slowly. He has tried repeatedly to give understanding to Vara about what they will do, and Vara has agreed to it. But now that the time had come, the woman had even changed her mind all of a sudden.

"Lo don't see the team of doctors are ready all waiting for you to come in? And you want to do that? " Valdo appointed a team of doctors who were ready with the attributes of their surgery.

Even all operating equipment is also ready to be invited to fight with the disease that lodged in Vara's body.

"But I was so scared, Do, " said Vara with tears flowing back.

"Fear what, Vara? There was me who always nemenin lo during in dalem, and all the doctors were also ngingukung elo, "

"Gue was afraid, how would my life go ahead without a womb, Do, "the woman was weeping in disgust.

Valdo was silent, he could not comment on it.

"Gue's really a handicapped woman, Do. Even at my young age, " continued Vara again.

Vara's words were successful in making Valdo also shed tears. Although he was a man, but he understood how Vara felt. Already several times he met with women who fared the same as Vara, and all felt devastated when they had to carry out the surgical removal of the uterus. Especially if the woman is young and has never had a child like Vara today.

But what else if it is the best way out for Vara himself. For the health and survival of the woman in the future in order to return to normal life without experiencing prolonged continuous pain. Even chemotherapy can not cure cancer that he suffered for the last few years.

"Lo's not flawed, Vara. Lo the perfect woman! Don't ever say that, "exclaimed Valdo, angry at the hurtful words.

"Gue's flawed, Valdo! I can't have children! I'm a woman man-"

"Stop, Vara! Don't go anywhere with your talk! " Valdo yelled cutting off Vara's words which he found useless.

Vara grew more and more bothered after hearing a jolt from Valdo who is his cousin.

"Now you think it's okay, Var. Before you make this important decision in your life, "

"Lo listen to my talk well, you digest it well. Do not let the decision you will take this time will make you regret for the rest of your life later, "Valdo holds both shoulders Vara who is still shaking because of crying.

"Lo know your disease is a dangerous disease, right? " Vara nodded.

"Gue also knows, if you are not barren. Lo perfect, lo good, lo .. not flawed, "

"And maybe you can still get pregnant because you are not barren. But pregnancy is very risky. Not only for yourself, but for children who will later lo bladder as well. Do you know why? " Valdo got up from his seat and knelt before Vara, who was lying in a cage.

"Because your cancer cells have spread throughout your uterus, and it greatly affects your health and your content later, "

"What do you have, writhing a baby who does not know anything, is not wrong anything should feel the pain of cancer since the baby? He had to suffer from cancer all his life? " Vara shook her head with continued questioning.

"What do you have, if your child will also suffer pain as you have been rasain? " Vara is back.

"Then, will you still maintain your uterus if it will only make your cancer cells spread throughout your body if the longer you maintain it? "

Vara roared at Valdo's lengthy explanation. He realized that he was selfish if that was what he chose, if he preferred to maintain his uterus to be able to conceive his own biological child.

He will never have the heart to see a tiny baby who should have been born in the world healthy to be able to get happiness, it will get a disease if the baby is present and born from inside his womb.

"No, Do. I don't want to be an evil mother, I don't want my child to understand what kind of pain I feel. I don't want my son to suffer from a disability like me, huhuhu... "

"Keep, now what's your decision? I will not force you to not want to. Because who will live your life, yes you yourself, "Valdo bowed resignedly. After his efforts to persuade and convince his cousin to live longer.

"Gue wants to, Do. I want to live longer than the doctor's bonus. But... What if Adrian is angry with me, Do? "

"Lo tetep has not spoken to your husband if you have to undergo surgery to remove the uterus immediately? " Vara shook her head slowly.

Valdo exhaled somewhat rudely, "huh anyway, as long as you agree that I wake up the love of sales and understanding of your husband, "

"Don't you also want to have children from Adrian, huh? Adrian's new wife is pregnant, isn't she?" valdo reminded.

Vara who had wiped her tears now forced a smile, "yes, really. At least I'm going to be a mom, right? The baby was Adrian's son, my husband, "

"Yes, that's why you have to be excited to heal. Let you take care of your child later, "Vara nods and carves a smile.

"Thank you, Do. It's so good with me, "

"Together, Var. Lo sodara I, we have to help each other. Enough of him who does not want to help each other with us, " Valdo said insinuating someone.

"You know, Do. Not good enemies continue to be the same sodara, let alone Valdi'kan lo twin sodara himself, "

"Hmm, "Valdo just cleared his throat without answering Vara's words.

He pushed Vara's braggar into the operating room where there were already several doctors ready to remove Vara's uterus that had been contaminated by cancer cells.

The operating light started to light up after Vara nodded steadily and closed her eyes. Valdo steadied his heart and prayed that the operation against Vara would be successful as expected.

"All will be well, Vara. If Adrian can not accept the lack of lo, there is still me who wants to accept lo as it is, "