I Finally Chose to Go

Thank you very much, Valdi

Love is blind, he does not look at social status, regardless of appearance, property, or throne. Even love can not be explained by logic, maybe that's what makes me why it used to be so stupid to always forgive Adrian, and give him a chance even though he had repeatedly hurt.

Have none of you ever been in my position?

It's hard to explain to a person who has never felt blind love like I've ever had. Because it's a matter of the heart.

Where we desperately want to leave the person who has hurt us, but our hearts are unable to leave. Our hearts whisper to forgive and always suggest that they will change, if they will be better and love us as we love them. Yeah, that's how I felt when I was with Adrian.

Every time I saw her face apologizing, I somehow broke my heart and easily forgave her. Maybe if the last time I was still with him at that time, even though Adrian was very.

If you've ever felt it, you'll know what it's like. Because in addition to our hearts that are so difficult to go, but our brains also think of others, people closest to us who will certainly be disappointed with our decisions. Just like I was afraid that Papa was disappointed at that time.

"You're so stupid, Kavita! " say many people.

"Yes, I'm so stupid, "

"You're so naive, you suck! "

"I'm sorry . This is my heart

weak by love, "

But that was then, not now.

Fortunately, God gave me a way to escape. God put me to sleep so long that I could no longer feel the pain of my heart seeing him ignore me. And this is the wisdom that I have now, I can and can escape from it. Of course, all of that is also thanks to the support of my family and those around me who love and care for me. Not just want to use me, and want to take advantage of me.

From now on, I will limit myself. I will focus on my career and my son first, on matters of romance, let it run like a stream. Going with the flow, without being able to resist.

"Kavita's spirit...! " I cried to myself.

I don't want to be in sadness. I decided to continue my dream that was delayed, a job that I loved so much that I was willing to defy papa's orders.

"Let's open a new page, with everything new! "

I stepped out, I immediately found the handsome face of my son who had begun to learn to chatter even though it was not clear. He also began to hold his head and stomach up. He is so smart, his development is very good. Maybe because of our genes, as well as the training that Valdi gives him every day.

Valdi, if you remember that guy somehow I smile and shake my own head. Actually I was very surprised at the man, why he seemed like a man who had no job with every day took the time to visit and train my son, invite him to play his purpose, he said, carry it and much more he always does for baby Kava.

But from what I know, his schedule never rested in the hospital. Especially after he started taking care of the hospital in the peak area, I felt he was getting busy. But why is it strange that he always can, always has time to say hello to my son, who he said his son too. Whereas the real father never heard of calling baby Kava. But it's good for me, I don't have to bother to hide my son from him.

"Good morning, Princess and Prince ... "

I looked over with a smile on my face when I heard the voice of someone greeting us.

My forehead frowned, I thought it was Valdi as usual, apparently the guest was not invited.

"Well, why are you here? Not ngurusin brother lo aja aja strange bi tempramental kayak that," said you who do not like the arrival.

"Such a fuss, Buk. There are guests instead of being welcomed to the cake, in the press enter directly at told to sit down, uh. even nagging, "reply back.

"Ih, really welcome you!"

"What's the matter, Vit, early in the morning so noisy? " mama came out and asked me, maybe she heard my slightly rude voice in reprimanding someone.

I only answered by pointing at a grim man in his place using my chin.

"What do you need to do here? Wouldn't a letter from the court be delivered by a lawyer? "

I chuckled when I heard my mom talk about my divorce papers with Adrian.

"Ah, not that, Tan ... I want to,"

"Gapain you're here early in the morning? Disturb the view! "

Well, Valdi who just came immediately sewot made.

"Why is this hour here? "

"Gue is routine, see my son, "

"Child, child. When's lo brojolin him?! "

Valdi sighed, he was seen glancing at his watch at a glance, "exactly four months over two days twelve hours plus forty minutes ago, and it was me who was gearing at him. Wh why? Don't accept you?!"

Deg

I took a few steps back, inexplicably hearing Valdi's words just now it felt like something was hitting my heart. Not because of the words that say Valdi gave birth to my son. But.as...,

Was that the time when my baby was born into this world?

Honestly I do not know and do not remember at all, I only know through the information data only. I don't know what it's like, what it looks like, how it cries the first time I've seen the world.

"Woah, great lo, Bro! " the man was flabbergasted and patted Valdi on the shoulder several times.

"Why are you, Vit? " ask mom while holding my shoulder.

I shook my head weakly, "no papa, Ma, "

The two men also watched me who was on the spot.

Valdi came towards me, "Bun .. are you okay? "

"Valdi.

My eyes paused as the look in our eyes met, Valdi's face confused, implied worry in his eyes. Without my tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Hey... What's wrong? "

Valdi wiped my tears with his thumb.

I hugged him, I hid my face in his chest and sobbed there. I don't know, I don't feel bad if I remember the painful events of a few months ago. Luckily Valdi was my rescue angel and baby Kava, otherwise I don't know what will happen to us.

Maybe not necessarily if we can still breathe fresh air at this time.

"Thank you, Di. Thank you very much, "I whispered to him.

"Quiet hey... Why? " though confused, Valdi still gently stroked my back.

I felt the comfort there for a moment.