I Finally Chose to Go

Kavita Flashback

Flashbacks

"Good morning to the world ... Good morning, Mommy... " Kavita stroked her distended stomach with a smile.

A beautiful day on a clear morning. At that time Kavita who was seven months pregnant was happy and impatiently waiting for the presence of the baby whose heart was getting more active in the womb. The stomach that looks larger than the size of the stomach of other pregnant women, making him tired in doing all his activities including walking.

Even so, Kavita never complained, she was even very excited to prepare for all the needs of her baby who was predicted to be born in two months. Not only the needs of the baby that he prepared, but the mental readiness to welcome the day of birth was also well prepared. As a mother-to-be, knowing if the womb and herself are fine, makes Kavita very eager to give birth normally.

"Just keep it healthy, honey... Let us meet soon in a normal and safe way, " every time the distended stomach that there is a very baby in it he elus and he spoke to build an inner bond between mother and child.

Therefore, Kavita always obeyed what Valdi's doctor told her as his obstetrician. Starting from a healthy lifestyle, eating healthy foods with the right composition, getting enough rest and doing special sports for pregnant women since the second trimester of pregnancy.

"Assiyaap, Doctor Valdi. Whatever I would eat and do for the good of my future baby, "so answered Kavita when Valdi gave her advice. That's what makes Valdi always amazed also on this one patient.

What a good young mother, right?

But everything seemed to be in vain because in the end the young mother had to give birth by Caesarean section because she was unconscious after experiencing severe bleeding. And that is the cause that makes everyone feel angry, disappointed, angry with the emotions that overflowed to someone they declared as the suspect cause of the incident.

Until it feels like they want to kill the person right then and there, but the person has already left first when his wife is feeling a lot of pain due to bleeding. Kavita fainted at that moment, fainting which put her in a coma for two months.

POV Kavita flashback

On that cheerful morning, Adrian and I were planning my seven-monthly pregnancy. Actually my gestational age is seven not more, but he said to be better, or not too long wait until the day of giving birth so the event was made after my gestational age of more than seven months.

The plan, the show will be held tonight, and later in the afternoon the big families will all come home. This morning Nadiva, Kavero, and my other housekeepers were out shopping, also taking orders for pastries for the guests' meal.

MUA, the dress that I will wear, and the decorations will also be installed later in the afternoon. The point is this morning me and Adrian are just preparing themselves for the event later tonight.

As the two of us were chatting, Adrian's phone on the table suddenly rang. I had a quick look, and the name Valdo was written there, my forehead shriveled.

"Valdo's? Who tuh? The name of my obstetrician only, just different letters back doang, different O same I aja, "my mumbling in the heart without asking who called my husband.

Adrian looks lazy to pick up the phone after seeing his name, he put his phone back. But his phone came back ringing, and it repeated three times. I thought maybe it was an important phone because the agent kept calling him non-stop.

"Why not lift? " i finally asked too.

"No need, not an important person, " replied Adrian look bete.

"I picked up the phone first yes, noisily because, "his permission is with me.

I nodded in agreement, because who knows if it is important and let me know what to say with the caller named Valdo.

"Jaudah raise aja, I also want to make juice first for the children ntar, abis shopping must be tired and thirsty, "my words are also the same thoughts Nadiva my best friend and Vero my sister.

Then we both walked to the back, I aimed at the kitchen while Adrian walked to the garden behind the kitchen.

I was still peeling fruit and he who was not far from the kitchen door made me still able to hear what he said to the person opposite his phone.

"What...? Va-Vara's? What happened to Vara...?! " ask Adrian who was already shouting and also with his panic tone.

Deg

Instantly my movement that was cutting mangoes stopped just like that. That name, the name of a woman I haven't heard in a long time. I almost forgot there was him between me and Adrian. Then what happened to him, why suddenly the name was called Adrian with a tone of worry and panic?

My feelings are uncertain, what if the news conveyed by the caller makes Adrian will leave me? Just a few months ago I felt happy and felt like I was the most loved woman in the world because I was able to get the full attention and affection of my husband. Attention without being divided by anything, even his work Adrian left to his secretary and also papi-in-law because he said he only wanted to focus on me and the baby in my womb.

"Say! What's up with him fast! " My daydreams were scrapped when I heard Adrian's screams echoing again.

Either what else was said by the man who was named Valdo, but from what I saw from behind the window, the look on Adrian's face looked very worried and frightened. I even saw her eyes start to glaze over and the tears started to drip down her cheeks.

"Is there bad news?" my question is in my heart.

But whatever it is, I don't want Adrian to leave here and leave me alone. Moreover, tonight is an important night, where everyone is busy preparing for the event that we held.

"Where are you? "

" .... "

"Okay, I'll be there right now, "

Finally, the sentence that I did not want to hear was also spoken from his lips.

"Don't stay with me, Mas Adrian. Don't. I beg you, don't tell me that" I murmured alone.