I Finally Chose to Go

I Finally Chose to Go
Hearing His Cry



Kavita gently stroked the face of the tiny baby that was on her lap. Both eyes dewy because of the happiness and haru that enveloped the heart.


Two months already the baby was born into the world by way of a cesarean section, which even he himself did not know the condition at that time because he had already lost consciousness. But he was very grateful because he and the baby were still given salvation and health by God.


Valdi smiled, he felt what Kavita was feeling right now. Because from the baby was born until now he has taken care of everything about the needs of the baby.


Hmm. then how does Kavita feel if Valdi knows the most meritorious for the survival of her and also her son during these two months.


"You want to suck him up now? " ask Valdi on Kavita after a while.


"Can I?" ask Vita with sparkling eyes.


"Of course, " answered Valdi. "But do you know how to start good and right? "


Kavita shook her head, "i only asked ****** to the baby, and then the baby sucked it, that's all I've ever seen,"


"Hm... Yeah, it might look that simple, but.." Valdi stopped his words, not wanting him if kavita would be afraid before trying to breastfeed his son if he explained everything now.


"But what?" tanya Kavita was curious about the continuation of Valdi's sentence which was hanging.


Valdi shook his head slowly, "an experience that will let you know better. The most important thing for you to know is how valuable and how important your milk is for the little angle, that's all. So tried.." Valdi stuck out his thumbs and invited Kavita.


"Yes you turned dong!" exclaim Vita.


"Huh?" confused Valdi did not know what the woman in front of him meant.


"Would you like to see me penguin him?" ask Vita clearly.


"Yes, " answered Valdi lightly. "Because I have to make sure you are right or not nyuin, " said Valdi reasoned.


"Valdi mode! " creepy Vita restrained because she did not want to make the baby surprised. The doctor and other nurses smiled at Vita.


Valdi pretended to be surprised, "kok mode anyway, Vit. I'm your gynecologist and your son. I've been working like a gini, why do I modusin you, "elegant.


"Stay me ashamed.." great-grandson Vita.


"OK-okay, but don't get me wrong ya ya.." Valdi's message.


"Let the sisters teach me if it's wrong, "


"Yes-yes. Ah. almost saw," quipped Valdi as he turned to his back to Vita and her son.


"That's right. You're in mode!"


"Little, Vit, "valdi's still loyal bals turned his back on Vita.


"It can't be! " emphasis Vita.


The woman began unbuttoning her clothes, she took out one of her twin mountains to start breastfeeding her tiny baby.


The handsome, white, thin-lipped baby opened his mouth and received Kavita's sodoran.


There was a strange sensation that spread when the twin mountains were first sucked by the figure of a tiny creature that was the blood of his flesh. Tingling, haru taste, pleasure and various other flavors raged on the chest.


"Take it in this hand, Miss Vita. let's not cover her nose with the baby's nose, "says one of the sisters directs Kavita's hand to hold the mound that is being sucked by the baby.


"Oh. well, Sus, "Kavita according, he held his mound with eyes continuously watching the baby who was busy breastfeeding.


"My son, even though you exist because of that man, who is your father, who does not even care about our circumstances. But Mommy promised, there is and is not a husband and a father for you. Mother will always love you, take care of you and protect you with all my soul and body, " said Vita in her heart with a sense of uncertainty.


Whatever the circumstances of his relationship with Adrian, he will no longer think about it. The one who was cringing for him right now was his son. He was determined to keep raising the child alone with his own abilities and with his own two hands.


"Replace the next one, Miss Vita. "sister's speech disperse the daydreams of Vita.


"Ah.. Yes, Sus. What's the change? " he asked a little confused.


The nurse smiled, knowing that Kavita was just daydreaming.


"That's the other feeding, "n't j uj nun on the baby ng still suck Vita's chest. Either out of the milk or not, but the tiny baby seemed not to want to let go of his suction.


"But this hasn't been removed, Sus. Pity if you let go. What if he cries? " answered Vita.


"Yes, papa dong is crying. Don't you want to hear him cry? " sahut Valdi turned around. Kavita, who saw Valdi almost facing himself again, immediately exclaimed.


"Valdi stop! Don't turn around yet! " it rang with reflexes that produced a rather loud sound, and made the baby surprised to release his suction and then cry loudly.


"Oek. oek.. oek.. "this is the first time Kavita heard the baby cry. Instead of immediately trying to calm the baby who was rebuking, Kavita was amazed to hear the sound of crying.


"Yes, I'm also horrified. So he used the next one again, let him, "Valdi's orders.


"Don't, budarin.biarin cry first! " answer Vita.


Valdi gawked at Vita's answer which he thought was strange. If everywhere a mother wants her child to be quiet immediately if crying, but Kavita instead wants to hear the sound of her baby crying.


"Please record dong, Di. I want to make medicine kangen if I don't see you, "pinta Vita.


"Please. vidio'in! " letah Valdi also to his partner who was directly diyakan.


The man shook his head repeatedly. Wonderful and strange too this Vita, he thought.


Soon Vita also let her child cry because jmia did not have the heart. For him it was enough to resolve his curiosity, how the voice and face of his son when crying that's all. Vita also returned to breastfeed her son until the baby was fast asleep.


"Emmm.. On, "call Vita. Valdi who was willing to take the baby from Vita's cradle stopped his movement.


"Hmm.. what? " tanyanya while looking up. Contact her face and Vita was faced with a very close distance. For a moment the man became enamored.


"Oh my God.. What kind of test is this? Why is Vita's face this close? 'And I wanted to kiss her, '" I don't know where that ridiculous thought came from. Valdi immediately shook his head to refocus.


"On? Valdi's? " vita exclaimed as her hand shook in front of Valdi's face.


"Yes, Vit.. What? "


"No, if, um, I want, "


"What do you want? By the way! if I can participate, I will certainly participate, " said Valdi.


Kavita bit her lower lip, hesitating about what she was going to tell the doctor who was her friend.


Seeing that, Valdi swallowed his hard-earned saliva. Because for him Kavita's actions make her lips look more sexy and seductive.


"God... Valdi's aware! What the hell do you think.. "


"Can't my baby sleep with me? " ask Vita quietly with doubt.


"No way yet, Miss Vita. Because your baby still has to undergo intensive care again so that his health and weight quickly stabilized, "the other doctor replied representing Valdi who was just silent by looking at Vita.


"Yes, isn't it, Doctor Valdi? " the pat on Valdi's shoulder restored the young doctor's consciousness. Valdi also immediately nodded his head assent although he did not know what was being discussed by the people around him.


Kavita again put on a sad face, he looked at his son who would go back to sleep alone in a glass box for tonight.


"Let's fight to be healthy fast, son. Let Mommy can continue with you, bobok also the same you all night, " said Kavita to her son as if through the language of telepathy.


Even though he could not bear it, Valdi still did not dare to give a decision about the baby who came out of the incubator overnight. Because the conditions are not perfect. Moreover, the weather there is very cold, making him think a few times more.


"Propay soon, Vit. You will always be together. I promise you, I will do anything for you to stay together, " Valdi comforted Kavita.


"Still, doctor, "Vita reluctantly lets go of her embrace as Valdi takes her son out of her arms.


"Vita.. tomorrow morning see you again, you must see again, "Valdi looked into Vita's eyes and tried to convince her.


"Promise? "


"Yes, you have to nyuin him again so that you get out quickly, ", Valdi said again.


"Good night, Mother.. Good sleep and beautiful dreams, tomorrow we meet again. Uncle Valdi has promised, if not kept careful, " said Vita to the baby.


Valdi snorted softly "difficult to learn little angke which is no doubt yes, Vit.. "


Kavita grinning the horse, "hehe. Uncle Valdi's a good-natured and not arrogant guy, Dek. We have to thank him a lot, ", said Vita next.


"Okey, Mommy.. Adek want bobok duyu... " Valdi also replied to Vita as if it was good to answer her.


Valdi again put the baby Kavita into the incubator and put some hoses that are still needed by the baby.


"Well..how to install the hose and cables again anyway, Doc? He said he's healthy, he can do it too, right? "


"Let her health be perfect to the maximum, Mother Vita." replied Valdi slowly gave understanding.


From outside the room, it looks like Vero wiped his tears looking at the brother who is getting healthier and his nephew who is also growing bigger.


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Go, Vita!