I Finally Chose to Go

I Finally Chose to Go

Flashback pov Kavita

"Don't... Don't stay with me, Mom! You don't go to him, I don't think it's good that until you really leave now for him, "my mumble is alone.

Even Adrian hasn't said anything to me, but I've been scared first. How not? I love her so much, so much. Even after I found out that he had lied to me, after I found out that Vara was not his cousin, but his first wife. I still accepted and forgave her lies as she pleaded with me on condition that she would be kind to me and try to love me.

For several months now he has proven it, he showed me as if I was his top priority because at all times he was just with me. And we never mentioned where, where, and how Vara, his first wife, was. Then why did it suddenly become like this, who was the one who called him and gave him news about Vara all of a sudden?

Adrian finished his phone show, he grasped the phone tightly. Then walk into the house and start to get closer to me, I pretended not to know anything and again tried to focus on the mango in my hand, although I cannot deny if my heart is pounding with worry if until Adrian really ask permission for me to meet his first wife.

"Kavita. "the voice of Arisan called my name.

"Yes, why? " i turned to him for a moment before looking back at the mango that I was about to peel, I could see his eyes reddened with tears, his nose was bloated with the rest of the snot that he rubbed carelessly.

"I'm sorry, I have to go right now" Adrian said.

The deg!

What I was afraid to say was also from his lips, lips that had always been my favorite when he started to fondle me.

"Where? Hasn't everything been taken care of just like the others, and we just stay alone right? " my words are still pretending to be calm, and I don't know anything.

"I have to go somewhere, I have something to take care of there. It was sudden and very emergency, "he said, which I do not understand. He only said the word 'emergency' repeatedly.

"Yes, but where? And what is an emergency? " press me, I want him to be honest with me as he is. Even though it would hurt me too.

"I have to see Vara immediately, it's a very emergency, I can't explain everything right now. Because I have to go there right now before it's too late, "Adrian's already fidgeting.

"Va-Vara's? You want to see Vara? What about your promise? " i asked with a voice that had been trembling to hold back the cry. My heart is not willing to let him go to see Vara.

"I know, Vita. But this is very urgent. And I need to get there right now. I had to get there before it was too late, "the sound started to go up, and it made my tears just pop out and start dripping down my cheeks.

"When will you be back? " i asked by turning my face away, reluctant to look at his face again at this time.

"I don't know yet, which is clear I have to go there first and make sure everything, "the obvious answer is not what I expected.

"What if I forbid you to leave? " quote me with a flat tone, intending to test it.

"That's your name is selfish, Vita! " snarled.

I was surprised, his rough temperament that I had not seen for a long time now reappeared.

"Today's an important day, tonight we'll have an event. Even the invitation we have spread, do not let everything become chaotic because of your departure. You can leave after the show is over, "my reply is still trying to calm down, I also began to reach for the mango for me to peel. Trying to ignore that.

"Fuck the show tonight! To hell with invitations and chaos. I told you it's an emergency but you don't want to be horrified. Whatever! I'm going to leave right now, "he said shouting at me. His voice was also louder than before. He immediately turned around and walked quickly to the front of the house.

I flinched, so it didn't feel like my finger was scratched by a knife. The pain was not worth the pain in my heart hearing the beat of it at this moment.

"So you still chose Vara over us? Me and our son? " i asked to scream as well because Adrian started to move away. He stops, hopefully he's gone and he's not gone.

His head turned slightly towards me, "you're selfish, Vita! " answer shouted. Then walk back quickly out of the house.

"Don't go, Adrian...! " i shouted while chasing after him with great difficulty.

"Don't go! What do I want to say to everyone if you go before the show? " i shouted with footsteps trying to catch up to him.

"Whatever! " say it while walking fast.

"I beg you, don't go, Mas...! " my yell begged. I was panicked and confused, what would I say to everyone later, if the father of the baby was with us during the seven-month procession.

"Mas Adrian...! " cried as loud as I could.

My distance from Adrian is getting farther, I am like a man of loyalty and seem to forget if I am pregnant, all I think about now is wanting to pursue Adrian, my husband. I just want to keep my husband, that's all.

I kept running while shouting Adrian's name until the voices of my house assistants were shouting at me as they chased me to stop inaudible to me.

"Don't go...! If you leave, never expect to return! " the scream just came out of your mouth, I don't know what I was thinking. I can no longer think clearly. My brain is messed up because Adrian is back to ignore me for Vara.

Yes, Vara. The woman is somehow and where she is at the moment. He could still make Adrian who I thought loved me, still choose him over me and the baby I was carrying.

"Whatever, "The words were the last I heard from his mouth before he sped off with his sports car.

My gaze that only kept on Adrian without noticing the road in front of me was blocked by my big belly, it made me unconscious when suddenly my legs stumbled and I just fell down without anyone catching me.

Bruk!

I fell hard, still fortunately not my stomach down but my ass that kissed the floor directly. I grimaced as I felt intense pain in my stomach, as if it had just occurred to me that I was pregnant, I regretted my actions that carelessly ran after the cruel and heartless man.

Adrian did not even care when I ran to chase him, but before he forbade me for small things, I could not go up and down stairs, could not walk fast, should not be tired. He was very attentive and took care of me.

But now, what? He ignored me, even after I begged him with tears in his eyes and also the remnants of your strength to chase after him, he did not care about me at all. From this moment on I promise myself, there will never be another Adrian in my life!

I can still see the blood starting to flow in my lower area before it all goes dark and I don't remember anything else.

"Wait...!

" Sister Vita...!

"Miss Kavita...! "

The screams of those people could still be heard faintly in my ears before my consciousness completely disappeared.

Flashback Kavita Off

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Make the reason why Kavita chose to leave Adrian. Above is the answer.

How's it? Less cruel is Adrian?

Waiting for the comment yes. if it is still less pleasing, I can revise it again.

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