I Finally Chose to Go

Till...

Vara and Adrian were silent for a while until silence dominated. The atmosphere that afternoon the sun was quite hot, until the heat was stinging.

"Do you know, Adrian? How do I feel about living my life in your family?" vara asked with a lowered gaze staring at the drink glass in her hand. He played the glass, but his eyes were empty.

Adrian turned his head, he squinted his eyes, "we've been living together for years, Vara. Never once have you talked about something like this. If you're not happy, why didn't you say what you were? " adrian answered back to ask, astonished also he was with a woman who had lived a long life with him.

Vara chuckled softly, the ruckus sounding incense, "have I ever had a chance, Adrian? Have you ever asked me how I really feel? " Vara sighed deeply, a tightness in the chest recalling her former life.

"Especially after I was sentenced to have the deadly disease, and it is likely that it will be difficult to have offspring. You know for yourself how your parents behaved towards me, " continued Vara.

"I see that as long as we are with you always be all right, I always support you. I've always trusted you, I've always been there for you. I never even had a problem with it all. I've accepted you as you are, Vara" replied Adrian defending himself.

"You may not have a problem. Maybe you can accept me for who I am. But, papi sama mami dictionary always meddles in our affairs. We're married, Dri. Not just a courtship kayak pas still ABG first. But why should our lives always be under the shadow of your parents?" said Vara also raised his tone.

"And .. until at last they made the decision. Do you know how hurt my heart is? When the man who has become my husband, the one who has promised to love me will always be loyal to me. Even we have promised to always be together in joy and sorrow, no matter what the circumstances!" vara started to get emotional.

"You just remarried with another woman, " continued Vara Lirih while sobbing. Since then the woman had indeed been holding back her cries, but over time she could not bear it anymore because of the pain of my inner wound that she felt.

"That's all happening to you, Ra!" sergeant Adrian is not to blame.

"I? "

If you remember what happened before, and know it will end as it is today, maybe he better avoid by going far from that place so as not to feel the pain left by loved ones like this time.

"If only you had not agreed to the crazy idea of papi and mami, none of this would have happened. And we can still be together in happiness. But what is the truth? You even left me so alone, without saying goodbye, without news. Until I finally found you here, living with another man. Moreover, that man is the one I hate." The man's breath was hunting. If only killing people did not get punishment, maybe he had killed his wife and also the affair.

"So it was all my fault? "

"Didn't you realize it?" adrian said while glancing cynically at Vara.

"Even you who have an idea for me immediately use it to get offspring. But you actually left before the child was born under the pretext of this and that busyness. Busy what? an affair? " said Adrian.

Plaque ...

"You...! " Adrian is getting angry. Both of his hands were getting clenched tighter. He wanted to return the slap on his cheek from his wife, but it still felt unbearable. However, his feelings for Vara still exist. Although it has been displaced by Kavita's position.

Vara stared at Adrian sharply though with teary eyes.

"Yeah, then what if I'm having an affair? What do you want? A divorce? Please, that's what I want too! " cried Vara like a man of infidelity.

Adrian mendelik, his anger can no longer be restrained. Till...