I Finally Chose to Go

Will You Marry Me?

Like just coming out of the murky water in a long period of time, now I can breathe freely. It feels so good .. so relieved. I can finally return to a quiet life with my baby. Hopefully, the man is conscious and no longer dares to bother us in the future. It's okay that we live without him, and we can definitely live the next life without that person again. I hope one day my son can understand why I chose this path.

My son is also a man, and I sincerely hope that my son will be able to become a man who is firm in his stance. The principle will never falter, his love will never be easily erased and also he can appreciate women. So that no more women will have the same fate as me later.

I looked at the shady face of my son who was still asleep, there was a sense of resentment in my heart, why his face should be so similar to that annoying man. It's true that he's his father, his biological father, but I don't think I'm very willing. Because all this time I was the only one who struggled, from the beginning to get pregnant until I had to go to the hospital, to give birth even I struggled alone without him. Why try the same with him.

"Haissh ... really sucks! " unconsciously I grumbled because of her irritated sking.

"What sucks, Vit? " ask mama who suddenly appeared behind me, not since when she was there.

"That, Mah, the grandson of Mamah, "I pointed at my son with my chin, not forgetting that my lips were still pouting.

"Mommy's granddaughter why? Smart people are really, the booby pules, so you can also take a break, right, "reply mama.

I sighed, "No, Mah. Why does his face have to look like that guy? It's really nice, isn't it?"

Mama's forehead frowned at my question, "you mean ... Adrian's? "

"Who else is it, Mah, who makes bete. It was even clarified again, Mama. Why don't you try to look like Vita, or papa or Vero, "

Mama laughed softly as she shook her head, is there anything strange about my question.

"That's normal, Vit. If the baby is usually still changing his face, just calm down. She will not always look like your ex-husband, "mama replied to calm me down.

"What a fact, Ma? "

"Yes .. It's sleeping ah! It's this malem, "mama ordered before quaternary from my room and also baby Kava.

Yeah, I don't want to separate the room from this baby. Although my son's special room is also provided, but I don't want to be alone. After all, if we were together like we are today, I would be easier to give it to her if baby Kava woke up and asked for breast milk.

I lay down my body that felt light, it felt really light as if it was free from a huge stone crush. Maybe because the problem that had been stuck in my chest was over, so it felt so light in my heart and brain.

"Thank you, God... You show it all before it gets longer and farther. And You have made it easy for me to finish all by myself,"

I remember the two boys who were childish.

"Actually those two were why the hell, "

"Ah! Why think of those guys. Mending thought of this cute guy in front of me who was clearly good looks and status for me, "

I decided to close my eyes immediately, because baby Kava can wake up at any time if it feels thirsty, and I have to be awake to make it up if it is so. I did give ASI to my son directly. If asked if I was not afraid my breasts would sag or change shape later, the answer is no.

Why should I be afraid, because by giving my baby ASI directly it will make the bond between us stronger. Instead I was afraid that my baby would not depend on me, I would not be willing if one day he would falter if his father seduced him to take this baby from me.

"Even though I've been freed from it, but I still have to be vigilant. Tau itself that man if it's crazy, huh! "

I shuddered when I remembered the video of Adrian beating up his own men, the man was really like a doormat. Already his face looks like a zombie, his behavior also looks like an Alien. Unfair and civilized!

Lah, even like the sound of Pancasila too.

It didn't take long for my eyes to clench tightly as the memories that flashed in my memories faded away.

When I opened my eyes, I felt like I was in a beautiful garden, with very cool air, green grass and lots of colorful flowers blooming.

There are also decorations that are decorated in such a beautiful way, so spoil the eyes that look. Slowly I began to hear the sound of beautiful music, shortly after I heard the voice of someone.

"Will you marry me? "

Deg

This voice ...