
I'm waiting for you at the happy end
Your health spurs my soul to take care of your morals
And the sacrifice of my breath was wasted in your service
My body's offering to the eternal
I appreciate my life for me
And dying is my honor in time
And healing became the noblest of ideals
But the unquenchable pain drove hope to disappointment
Until despair becomes the directional hormone
If the dream does not serve the people
Then our blood and sweat drink together
He treated justice for opportunism
I am still waiting for you at the happy end
In the city of Artana, in the cold night, in the scope of the silence of midnight, at this time, a strong reason, Farka willingly stood alone, here, precisely on the bridge crossing between the villages of Entesa, the, with the Hanataba complex, standing in front of the bridge ledge, just for the sake of contemplating the days he had gone through.
Mindset, mental and determination, the three things that become the learning of his life today, and suffering and happiness come with these three things.
Loze, the boy who fought for his lofty dream, was defeated by circumstances that were unfair to him, and the injustice caused disappointment, disappointment provoked disobedience, Loze kept trying to keep himself remembered, and by saying his actions were a bad example, as if he gave a beautiful impression, despite the fact, it was still bad, he was still remembered wrong, he was still remembered wrong, and that's the goal.
Tozka, he was phobic of God, because of the doctrine of the parents, that, God should be feared, in fact, Tozka kept being scolded that his deeds could inflict a torment from God, then, so, the mindset also appears to be excessive fear, and has formed a phobia in Tozka, theophobia is what ensnare it.
Cludy, he's a cloud phobia, because when he was a child, he was always afraid of terrible clouds, so that a cloud can kill a human, so that a cloud can kill a human, especially when he heard of an airplane falling because of a storm cloud, so whatever the name of the cloud, he was afraid, nephophobia, was what constrained him.
Wisty was also a phobia of flowers, because when she was a child she always dreamed of flowers that turned into monsters, antrophobia, is what ensnared her.
And Anka, and her friends, either died willingly, or died forced, even, Anka died, in order to fight Loze, her and all of them, have fallen into disappointment and hope, hoping, Loze changed, but disappointed, that in reality, they suffered too, unable to do much.
Complicated! That's what happened in life this time, but still, suffering, and happiness, became their form of survival so far, in hope, 'well', they tried to stay strong.
To Oteda, the boy, wanting to be heard his complaints, wanted to be appreciated, and as he endured injustice and discrimination, he turned his back, to softly and sharply reply, towards all human beings whom he considered to have relationships in the essence of friendship, disappointment, and anger, united to form desires, in order to be heard of his suffering and with the reason to know each other, he brought his friends in pain, he said, despite the fact, life still feels bad.
For those who cannot save themselves from suffering, then getting dissolved and dying is the reward.
But, for those who can find a way out, wisdom and recognition are the rewards, complete with other lessons that cannot be expressed but can be felt.
Now in the eyes of Farka, the truth is, in love there is only suffering, in hate there is only suffering, and it should be realized, happiness is only in those who love each other, and be thankful for every hard work.
In the darkness of this red bridge, only human Farka looked at the dark river, it was under the bridge, and it flowed so quietly. Gratitude for him a dimly lit laxative shimmered from the lights of the houses around, it gave him a look around.
Despair, sometimes it can only be deferred by those who have such strong moral support, or for those who have their own way of defeating it. But sadly enough, despair sometimes shackles the mind of every person, and plunges it into sin.
Mistakes can be corrected, even forgiven, but sin cannot, it will stick and form a path to inner misery, so he thought.
The air had soft, not cold, it's just, enough to make Farka cross arms, his black suit became the only protector from the grip of cold temperatures tonight.
The despair that was sad, he had experienced, even to instigate his mind to die, and had darkened his heart, but, Farka knew, all that, a sign to fight, to fight despair in the pain of life, to fight, then stay just for the ideals.
Then, his hands clutching the ledge of the bridge together tightly clutched, its dark netra, centered on the starless black sky at the horizon, his mind grazing on the newly acquired inspiration of life, right! Once again, Farka only realized, love and hatred never treat despair, it only covers it temporarily, forming the illusion of 'good' when it still needs to be enlightened.
Along with that awareness, Farka's mind was poked some time ago, about some of the opinions of the people of Artana city, about some people who committed suicide.
“This city, lives in despair, so no wonder many of its young people committed suicide, there is no solution,” the opinion of a man of a clothing merchant.
“Suicide, is the middle way to solving the problem, and it's just right, but in fact, it also becomes a problem,” opinion of an unemployed person.
And from the various opinions expressed by the community, more lead to apathy, or say, the community is more likely not to care about mental health. Obviously, suicide is associated with mental, how not, the number of suicides in the city of Artana, related to mental problems that are disturbed, life problems that become moral burdens, that is the reason. Mental health is not a bad thing, mental health is basically like the health of the body, sometimes it can be fever, sometimes it is so energetic, as well as mental health, sometimes it feels so sad, sometimes it is so bad, sometimes so happy and sometimes balanced, or even empty.
It just needs to be underlined, there are several things, about mental health, which has referred to mental disorders, and all mental disorder diagnoses, can only be diagnosed by psychologists, or psychiatrists, he said, so it is not worth justifying directly to yourself, a small example, atelophobia in Laisa, a phobia owned by Laisa, is thanks to the diagnosis of a psychiatrist.
But now the problem, the people of the city of Artana, still have the stigma, that, going to a psychologist or even to a psychiatrist, think crazy, even though the reality is not at all.
There was even one question, or say, a statement that made Farka somewhat irritated with some of the people of Artana city, put it, “Why do we have to go to a psychologist if we can go to a Religious leader? After all in Religion has been explained about doing good that produces good.”
The opinion is not right, or even better, but what makes Farka annoyed is, comparing something to demeaning something else, precisely too tendentious or discriminating. In fact, people can choose both, without the need to compare with underestimating the comparison of the other.
For example, Guru Sukada, besides being a psychologist, he is also a teacher of Religion in school and in his home environment, not only psychological science that he took, but also Religious science, he studied. And according to Guru Sukada, the people of the city of Artana are too easy to justify, or rather, ill-judged, so that suspicion of some things immediately concludes that it is bad, when, in fact, the, to conclude a problem both good and bad need deeper research, simply put, sought the root of the problem. Moreover, sometimes good and bad still look nisbi. In fact, there are those who think, everything, depends on the way the individual looks.
Because for Sukada himself, comparing psychologists with teachers of Religion, is very unethical, such as comparing, science and science Religion, or simply, comparing men or women, or women, this is clearly contradictory and leads to social discrimination.
If it is beneficial to both why it is not to be taken in both, loved or loved, eaten, or drunk, obviously both are definitely needed, but, not to compare with excessive adoration, or in general, it is, the people have the right to choose what is appropriate for their soul, and not to demean others, ultimately, for their common welfare.
It's just, still, all back to the mindset of the people of the city of Artana each, complete, with the beliefs he espoused.
It should be underlined also, for Farka himself, when two things can be of great benefit to life, and not contrary to the law of Religion or to the law of the state, then absolute, no matter what, can not be compared with each other, or say, the role is different, the task is different, then, use as needed, but, when compared, it will certainly be very disturbing to the community.
Although in fact, there are some things that are still compared for the sake of study or research, but again, back to their respective beliefs or perspectives.
Mental health is very important, especially young people who are vulnerable to stress, when the mental is disturbed, emotional control can lead to bad things, take for example, Laisa whose emotions change, imagine, imagine, if the family is mentally apathetic, such as justifying that Laisa is mentally weak or Laisa mentally strong, until accused of lack of faith, it is clear, it can even cause greater stress pressure, until it ends in suicide. Therefore, the introduction is very important, because after all, there are some humans who become stronger just because of suffering, and no doubt, there are also people who are even depressed because of suffering, suffering, therefore, mental character certainly plays an important role for the life of the individual, to the life of society.
As Fihan said, “Not with the words people understand, but with reason people understand, and not with the deeds people understand, but with the introduction people will understand.”
And so, today, this very second, Farka, the young man, a scholar, has now understood the life through which he has lived, that understanding has come about thanks to the introduction, that is, all recognition is formed in his feelings and his intellect.
True, incidents, events, and history, his soul is formed of it, his mindset becomes the reinforcement of the truth of his life, of science, of the evidence of his introduction.
Although at this time, the city of Artana is confused, and there is no role model who is able to relieve the anxiety of the people, so, it is important for Farka to be careful to live life, so, and not to disturb public order. He will enjoy life with a calm attitude, he only cares about things that must be cared for, and apathy on situations that must be apatized. Turn suffering into power, the power to kill, or the power, to make sense of life.
Handling the morality of each individual, of course it is the right of each individual, as a scholar, Farka is only able, helping a society that deserves help, therefore. The history written by SMA autobiography is neutral. Be a more evil villain, or a more powerful hero. However, everything depends on the law of religion and the law of the country.
As long as money is a successful goal, the soul continues to struggle
As long as happiness becomes an ideal during which the soul is spanked
As long as Heaven and Hell are addressed that is the soul of thirst
O Laisa, life leads to death and death leads to consciousness
Hi Laisa, in love there is only hatred why you love
Hi Laisa, in hatred there is a demon, why do you hate
Hi, Laisa, you're a fan with me
We enjoy God-ordained treats without selfishness
Hi, Laisa, know the treat that God has ordained in order to know your return
Really Laisa, really, I don't love you
I'm just doing the love
EXPIRE.
⚠WARNING! ⚠
EVERY ACT IN A NOVEL, NOT TO BE IMITATED!
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