High School Autobiography (Hero Generation)
CHAPTER 35: WAR IS HOPE. (Part 2)
I don't know exactly what happened, but for sure, there was such a bad situation that Cludy cried. My heart and mind are worried about something strange happening in my school. Either what solution is best so that I can go to school quietly, or at least, the problem at Lily Kasih High School is quickly over.
My solution to escape from the problems of life, has failed, because however I will definitely get involved with this problem, so that there is no best solution except, to solve all these problems.
I kept running as fast as I could, passed some houses, crossed the highway, and kept running until I got in front of the gate of Lily Kasih High School. I paused for a moment to catch my breath.
”Haah-haah-haah-haah ..“ I was panting thanks to running earlier without stopping.
But before long I catch my breath, I run back into the school. The atmosphere was currently very quiet, the students seemed to have come home, somehow right, I was out of school, so I didn't know what the announcement was like.
I ran towards the sports hall, a building standing in front of the ceremonial court, a building separated from the classroom, a building normally used by the race.
I ran until I had crossed the front door of the sports hall, and had stood inside the building in a breathless breath. Right in front of my eyes, I saw 4 students of Lily Kasih High School standing still wearing school uniforms, they were, Tozka, Cludy, Wisty, and Anka. Slowly but surely, I moved closer to them.
”Chairman of class,“ said Tozka by turning around looking at me.
”Laisa,“ shrieked Anka by looking at me.
While Cludy and Wisty, they both embrace each other in sobs.
And I have stood in the midst of them, standing with my eyes. Because right in front of us, in the middle of the futsal court, Anterta, Stovi, Elpan, Sentia, Kily, Oqde, Azopa, Vume, and Perto, had been lying stiff, pale in misfortune, with a foaming mouth, and had a very stiff, very dry mouth, because they are lifeless.
Quickly, Cludy and Wisty cried sedu sedan. I don't know what's going on, even more my forehead immediately frowned confusedly staring at the bodies of my friends, they had left so quickly.
For that reason, I stepped beside Azopa, kneeling with two knees beside her body, trying to check her pulse. But unfortunately, both the pulse in the hand and in the neck, has stopped beating.
Azopa, a clever boy, a child who was always the champion of the class, the seventh man who envied me. His intelligence, completely useless when I served as the 12th class president. And I Laisa, who was part of the 12th grade class, would not let my friends die in vain.
”Haah-haah ..“
The fingers of my right hand grabbed my hair because I did not expect, did not expect sudden death, in fact, I had been bowed for a few seconds in a contemplation of sadness. I already understand the suffering Oteda means, yes! Losing someone precious is suffering, I, really understand.
”Hiks, hiks, hiks ...,“ Wisty and Cludy are still sobbing.
They both must have felt very lost, or even frightened, because after all, the inner bond did exist, and now, the bond appears to be broken by death. I don't know exactly what it was like, I just started to feel the pain.
Until slowly, I got up to my feet with this strange feeling, I did not know what the feeling was like, but clearly, I was hurt and scared.
”Who would dare to do it?“ I looked down at Azopa's face and stood sideways at my four surviving friends.
”Dia Loze! Yep! He's Loze!“ answer Tozka loudly.
So I turned to look to the right looking at Tozka very seriously, while asking, ”Why? How to?“
”After school, we were asked to come here, and on the grounds of his girlfriend's birthday, he gave us a piece of cake, we all ate the cake until it ran out, but suddenly they all convulsed and died,“ said Anka.
”You also ate the cake?“
”Yes, we also ate, but, we didn't happen anything, well, after that, when we were about to catch Loze, he pointed a gun at us, then left on the pretext that it would kill you, he said,“ clear Tozka.
I nodded, then asked, “What about the police?”
“We must not call the police before four o'clock in the afternoon.” replied Tozka.
Then I turned my body to my friends.
“Stupid! Who said that?” my sentakku.
“Loze,” Anka replied.
“Because if we've called the police, he said, he will finish you,” Tozka continued.
“Stupid! Stupid you!” my sift.
“WE'RE TRYING TO PROTECT YOU LAISA! WE'RE CONFUSED! WE DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN LIKE THIS AND DIDN'T WANT TO ACT RASHLY!” Anka snapped at me.
“We do not know what to do, on the one hand we fear you are the victim, on the one hand we do not know how to handle problems like this,” Tozka continued.
”You must trust the police, only they are reliable, because they are already very professional, after all, Loze knows you called the police,“ my reply.
”Yes we've thought about that, and said the police will arrive soon,“ rebut Anka.
”Then where is Teacher Sukada?“ my many.
”Teacher Sukada was at the police station, to give information about the deaths of Ovy, Nuita, and Oteda, he left after school hours,“ Anka replied.
I looked down at the thought, after I sighed and with the back of my hand I wiped the sweat on my forehead. I began to prepare myself, preparing to face death.
”Do you guys know where Loze is?“ many ensure.
”We don't know, because he said he was looking for you,“ replied Tozka as he was.
”Then ... I will go home,“ I said as I stepped out of the building.
When I stepped away, when I walked to the left of Anka, suddenly, my left hand was held by Anka, until my step stopped and immediately turned to look at her.
”Where are you going? Loze has a gun, he can kill you!“ Anka gave me a warning until we looked at each other seriously.
”I do not want to run away from this problem, I will face my own death,“ reply me straightforwardly and confidently.
”You don't go crazy! Stop acting rashly!“ anka Sentak.
”I must know what the villain wants directly,“ I said.
”Whatever the reason of a criminal he is still a criminal!“ hatch Anka.
”Yes, but for what reason did he do evil, that's what I have to find out,“ my strong.
”You fool, madman has no logical reason! All for sheer lust!“ cetus Anka's.
“No!” my dispute.
“I have misjudged my friends, I have taken the whole matter of life lightly, to the point that I just realized, that, my friends are not crazy, that is, what we are dealing with is a teenager who wants to feel independence, he wants to be recognized ..”.
Now Anka and I looked at each other until they turned, looking full of earnestness.
“Have you ever asked a criminal about independence? Or did you ask your aunt about independence? Independence is not just freedom! Because something that is achieved by blood, is something that must be protected! And everything protected is going to fade fast!” I said out loud.
”When Brother Farka said I had to stay in school to know independence, I made fun of him! When he talks about the mental man! I'm making fun of him! I made fun of him, because I didn't know what I just heard! Now! Yes, now I will pick up my own independence!“ I said firmly.
Anka fell silent in constant reflection.
”Let go of my hand Anka, words will not change destiny, today .. I will act,“ my plea straightforwardly.
Slowly Anka started to let go of my hand and looked at me in contemplation then I started running towards the door.
No one tried to stop me, but just a meter away I ran, suddenly a call from Anka made me have to stop, I had to stop, because, this is important to them.
”I'm coming!“ said Anka.
”I'm also coming!“ connect Tozka.
”I'm coming!“ Cludy won't be left behind.
”I, I don't know what to do .. but I'm also coming.“ Wisty was not too late.
So I turned to face my friends.
”Why?“ tanyaku seriously.
”If one dies, then all die!“ anka replied loudly and steadily.
And my friends nodded in approval to Anka's speech.
”You fools!“ sindirku.
”Better stupid, rather than smart but even cause war!“ reply Wisty.
”Come!“ without much more cursing, I finally ran away to my house with my friends.
Right, this time I'm going to meet Loze, a criminal like him can't be allowed to live freely, maybe he'll increase the casualties.
I didn't even expect it to be this complicated, I didn't think that if the problem wasn't solved, and this time, this very second, I would stop the growth of the criminals in the future, me, I, history, death, abandonment, hatred, love, and phobias have shaped the present me.
Do not be surprised if I change, because the sea water is not always calm, and calm, the water is still water, because my soul has grown, this is not a change, this is a development!
I stopped the time in unwritten terms
There is no hate because death is a do'a
Charity is a symbol of weakness
Because I took refuge in the darkness of her heart
Little girl rise up and destroy hell now
The pain is not understood by God
This pain is only the sinners who understand
Tell God we are fighting for pain
