High School Autobiography (Hero Generation)
CHAPTER 33: SUFFERING IS A LESSON. (Part 1)
I hurried to the front door of my house, then revealed it full of emotion. And my eyes immediately focused on what lay before me. Be grateful! That was the first thing I did, because, my friends, really had come to my house, especially they were still wearing their school uniforms, complete with their carry bags.
“Hai Laisa.” Some of my girlfriends greeted me.
But I didn't respond, because my eyes were moving wildly in search of Oteda, and right! The fat boy was in the back.
As soon as I sneaked among the crowd of my friends, stepping in a hurry.
“AWAS WATCH OUT!” I jolted my shoulders and pushed my friends to give me a way.
“Eh Laisa?”
“Waduh Laisa why?”
My friends began to worry about my attitude that suddenly turned violent again. And when I got close to Oteda, I immediately pointed my right leg at Oteda's stomach, making a strong push.
And Oteda's 'bhuak' went straight down the path of my house. As a result of my brutal actions, all my friends immediately surrounded me, Cludy, Sentia, Kily, and Vume, holding my hands and shoulders.
Oteda lay only on a dirt-covered path, his face flat like he felt nothing. But now, the atmosphere immediately turned tense all of a sudden.
“Quiet dong Laisa!”
“Why is this?”
“Why are you rude Laisa?”
“Quiet dong!”
My friends do not accept my harsh treatment.
“DIA IS THE TERRORIST!” I snapped by pulling both hands from Cludy and Vume's grasp, but failed.
When the facts were heard by my friends, all only display a question reaction, but still doubtful.
“Wah don't be rash so dong Laisa.” Loze can't believe it.
“Yes, can't be so.” Perto.
“There must be proof.”
“Let go of me!” hardikku tried to escape the clutches of Cludy, Sentia, Kily, and Vume.
And suddenly, without hesitation, without fear, Oteda cursed, “So I've been caught ya.”
“LISTEN TO IT!” my Sentak is trying to affirm a truth that Oteda spoke.
“Where there is maling admitted.” Stovi still can't believe it.
While my friends still flinch at the truth in front of him.
Suddenly Oteda began trying to raise his fat body while saying, “It's okay friends, I am indeed the perpetrator of the terror.”
It was clear that the grip of Cludy, Sentia, Kily, and Vume, was immediately released, until some of my friends began to look seriously at Oteda. And now, within a meter, Oteda was standing looking at us, even though his countenance was so flat, showing no guilt at all.
I was actually surprised by Oteda's outspoken confession, because indeed, usually criminals where there is a confession, let alone the criminal actions of Oteda is very cruel. Unless he's got a psychic disorder, or he did it by accident.
Shortly afterwards, Azopa stepped forward to stand beside me, then said, “He Oteda, you don't mess around.”
“I'm not messing around, I enjoy the game,” reply Oteda casually.
“Eh?” My friends were surprised by Oteda's frank remarks.
“Oteda, are you really the perpetrator?” ask Azopa to make sure.
“Yeah, I hurt Ovy, I paid Ken to do pervert to Wisty, I used explosives in the library, I'm the mastermind behind this terror,” answered Oteda bluntly even he looks proud to have done it.
So obviously, all my friends inevitably have to accept the bitter truth with a haggard, although in fact they must also be angry, Oteda who is considered well, but the reality is he is not good, obviously, he said, Oteda has disappointed us all. However, when my anger had overflowed, as I was about to advance to beat Oteda, suddenly, Nuita suddenly collapsed to the ground, more than that, she was convulsing!
“Nuita why?” anxious Wisty.
“Nuita!” Some of my friends are panicking.
“Woy this Nuita why?” Cludy's panicked.
Thanks to that incident, the atmosphere now turned much more tense, my friends became panicked. Nuita convulsed until his mouth pulled out a white foam.
“Bring to hospital!” pinta Azopa's.
And when I looked at Oteda, his countenance remained flat, until he said, “Smile Laisa, that you might be his hero.” Even for this the look on his face was still flat, not implying any emotion.
Thanks to the insinuation, the turmoil of my anger, gave me a strong impulse, so I began to advance to launch a blow, intending to vent my anger emotions at him.
'Drap-drap-drap-drap'.
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING OTEDA!” I snapped, trying to figure out what Oteda was doing.
“When words cannot change reality, do you violently vent your helplessness?” sindir Oteda with flat intonation and his left eye slightly blueened bonyok.
“Shoppers you!” my reply.
And my wrath managed to push my soul to step on Oteda's stomach, 'mother' I stepped on Oteda's stomach with the soles of my feet.
The voices of humans who panicked until I didn't care. The air and the peaceful atmosphere in my yard did not care. Not only did I step on Oteda's stomach once, but this time I stepped on him many times full of emotion.
'Buak buak buak buak buak'.
“Come kill me! For the world to be inhabited by murderers!” oteda said loudly.
”Shoppers!“ my sift.
”Laisa enough!“ kak Farka jolted with a step closer to me.
”Violence will not change destiny!“ he gave me a warning.
”INI LAW!“ I snapped and continued to stomp on Oteda's stomach.
”UHUK UHUK UHUK Oteda.
”My friends are hurt because of this crazy young man!“ continued snapping.
”There is no law that uses lust! Revenge is a crime!“ jolt Kak Farka while pulling my right hand violently and making me stay away from Oteda, moreover I was forced to stop stepping on his stomach.
”NO! BROTHER DOESN'T UNDERSTAND! THAT MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN HURT! EVEN MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN HURT! I WILL PUNISH HIM WITH MY OWN HANDS!“ I'm persisting.
Until Brother Farka and I stared intently at each other.
“hahahaha .. funny once.” But our view shifted instantaneously to the origin of the laughter of an Oteda.
The fat man laughed trying to get up from the bed, strange, he laughed at my argument.
“Uhuk-uhuk-uhuk.” Oteda coughed as he tried to get up, more than that, when he froze, he suddenly vomited, but he was obliged to be grateful, because it was not vomiting blood, only vomiting water, but he was not guilty of vomiting blood, and fortunately only clear water is spewed, so it does not pollute my yard.
“I have learned from history, that religion, ideology or even the noblest ideals, man will never unite,”.
Me and Brother Farka were silent looking at Oteda who was slowly rising up with his right hand holding his stomach. We looked at him so intensely.
“You will just spill blood and hate each other, that's why, I chose to be a madman and learned to enjoy the pain before dying,” he continued by looking at me indifferently.
”Is it with love we are united? Or with our religion united? Or because our friendship bond is united? But the end, hatred, envy, and we still want to be winners.“ Once again Oteda even spoke up. I don't even know what the point is to talk like that.
”You said what the hell?“ my tease.
”MY FRIEND DIED! YEP! MY FRIENDS DIED BECAUSE HE WAS DIFFERENT FROM THE REST OF US!“ oteda shouted out the reason for her heartache.
Simultaneously the wind was blowing a bit hard, as if the environment understood the meaning of Oteda's words, or rather, nature heard, while I frowned, looking at her seriously. I'm rattled.
”Then what's the problem with us?“ I yelled at him, because I was confused anyway.
”Because you are human beings who are equally thirsty for victory, then I am here to make you understand the taste of defeat and humiliation,“ Oteda replied straightforwardly and steadily.
”And with this suffering, you will understand, that, you are united ... because you hate the same thing,“ he continued.
”Errrgggghh ..“ I groaned with anxiety to punch Oteda in the face. And I'm trying to get ahead of him.
But unfortunately my right hand is held tightly by the left hand of Kak Farka, making me unable to punch Oteda's face, especially thanks to the power of Kak Farka's left hand I had to be pulled back, so I had to be pulled back, away from Oteda.
”Let go of me!“ I jerked Brother Farka, even for this I looked him in the face.
But Farka did not respond, his serious face was only plastered on Oteda.
”You take life too seriously, take life easy and life goes on,“ said Kak Farka.
However, Oteda grinned wickedly at Kak Farka's utterance, then said casually, ”Oh so, I was too serious yes ... then .. if if I insult your religion, whether, do you dare to talk like that?“
As I shook my head to hear it, this realm is already very serious, even Brother Farka fell silent.
”When I was a child, my mother said to stay relaxed in the face of life, but dear ...When I see pain and death, do I have to laugh to take everything for granted? When a group of people trampled on a smaller faction, should it be considered casual? And when this pain is only experienced by yourself, are you sure you can understand each other? You all have to go to hell, so you know that life is not as easy as your bacot.
”... incidents, events, history, my soul is now formed because of history, I have no religion, because I am a deist, and if you want to kill me, I am ready, I will, but please make sure, that this world can be peaceful, and if not, I will continue to live in every soul that has love, and then I turn into hatred, he said,“ added Oteda with a flat face still holding the stomach slightly bent.
Me and Brother Farka were unmoved, not knowing what to say, it was just that, my angry emotions were growing more and more violent.
Then Oteda's black eyes focused sharply on me, then said, ”If the title of class president is valuable to you Laisa, if you want to be respected Laisa, then, then, dive into the same suffering as the other disciples, so that you know, that every human being also wants to be humanized.“
I was just speechless, not taking Oteda's words too seriously, because who would want to hear the ramblings of a madman? And I, just enjoying my gasping breath, I was still bitten in anger, and I saw some of my friends start taking Nuita away from my house, chances are they're going to take Nuita to the hospital, but, uh, I saw, the rest of the 12th grade students are still here, we are surrounding Oteda because he is indeed a criminal.
