FIRST WIFE REVENGE (I Don'T Love You Anymore)

Chapter 66 Still POV Delan

I could only cry in silence under the warm shower of my bathroom.

Tok tok tok tok

Tok tok tok tok

"Maaa... Koq took a long shower!"

The voice of the Lady knocked on her door many times.

It's seven o'clock in the night. And I haven't heard of a certainty where Viona is. How can I be this calm?

Only my own heart and God know, the turmoil that is now sweeping.

I love Viona with all the advantages and disadvantages she has. I also love him who accepts me for who I am. Even a year of marriage, never once did he press asking anything that I would not want to tell. Even the secret of my facial plastic surgery in Junior High, he didn't know.

I came out of the bathroom, after feeling shivering also lingered in there despite the warm water temperature of 37 degrees Celsius.

Lady asked me for a chat, my response was just a nodding smile. That'sthat's all. Even the Lady asked me to make love. And for the first time I refused the crush of his beautiful body.

I don't know why. I have no passion at all. Though with a very indifferent, my second wife was letting her innocent smooth body just become my eyes.

"Mas, why? The tumben? Are you sick? Koq, ingga' 'wake up'?"

I smile nodding. I don't know why. In these eyes now Lady is like a lump of flesh wrapped in clear white skin. Like no merang*ng nafs* for me to eat'nya as usual.

His stomach is still good. Not yet seen bloated, like a three-month pregnant woman. Is it because it's three months?

"Lady! Your stomach is not growing yet! How... If we just throw this baby away?"

I don't know why, I lightly put out that sentence. Which makes Lady pout mad at me.

"So... from now on you think about many things including wanting to abort this baby in my womb, Mas?"

I kept quiet and didn't answer.

"You still think of that Viona? Yes khan? Mas's? Why silent? Answer, Mas!"

"Yes! She's my wife, Lady!" I finally answered with a sniff.

Shiet! Mama! Why did Mama tell all my stories to this woman? Haish! Hhh...

I'm silent. That's better than arguing mouth with Lady Navisha. Just make my brain hotter.

Lady crying. We were sobbing on our sides undressed. Every now and then his blanket was exposed making half of his body visible to me.

I have to think normal too. If I let Lady continue like this, her body could get sick from catching a cold.

I took her slightly thick nightgown.

"Lady..wear your clothes! You will catch a cold!"

The woman was just crying with her body down. Makes me slowly melt, rubbing his back slowly.

"Darling..wear your clothes first! Come on, pity our baby's cold!"

"Yes..." Lady got up and hugged me. Crying loudly on my chest while banging on this shoulder.

"I just want love and affection, Mom! Hik hik hiks... Is that wrong? I want to love everyone! I want to be loved by you too Mama! I don't care about my status even if I'm only made second. It's okay, Mum! But appreciate my feelings too! You keep thinking about Viona, it means not appreciating my feelings! Huaaa hik hik hix," Lady's cry made me untangle her long brown hair.

"You realize what you're saying, baby? You.. ah, never mind," I'm free to explain also if it's really who has 'caged' this heart and self with him. Not Viona. And she was the one who always wanted to rule me completely, not Viona the first wife.

Now I understand how hard it is to be polygamous. In addition to having to bear all the problems with a clear mind and mature, I as the head of the family is certainly required to be 'fair and equitable' to all my wives.

Should I tell Papa Bambang about my second marriage? Papa understands this better. I had to immediately speak to Papa one eye, although the consequences of papa would definitely be angry because I deliberately hid this 'disgrace' of mine from everyone including Papa. Only my mother knows.

I let Lady feed me with her sparkling gesture of this wonderful fishing.

The weakness of men, must be defeated by the sweet seduction of women.

Consequently... Lady regained control of this self again.

It's true, it's the advantage. Unlike Viona, my first wife who never wanted to start first. And I admit, I lost to hold nafs*. I admit, I thin the faith.

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