
I started my new life at the age of 24.
She is widowed, five months pregnant and lives contracting in a densely populated settlement.
All my money that I got from the divorce I have kept neatly in a savings and also a time deposit on the advice of Jo.
Ira has always been faithful to help and accompany me. Sometimes Brother Firman also occasionally side with Ira.
It's just Jo's sister who seems to disappear from sight. Even he almost never chatted me first unless always intensely pay attention to my What'App status that I routinely share if the heart is wanted.
Television broadcast news of Tasya Jessica's arrest so excited. Making me, Ira is also brother Firman cheering together like a football fan who is passionate.
Herdilan is still with Lady Navisha. Because the faces of the two people are seen in the big house of Tasya.
Sis Firman did not blink looking at the glass screen that showed the face of Mutia Gem Melody with her husband.
Me and Ira were just smiling watching.
"Love is dead like this Word's sister is Melody!" ledek Ira made the person she was teasing instantly aware and blushed her face.
"Wife people, brother! People's wives!" godaku too.
"Isa... Who is no longer the wife of anyone rejects me outright!" the answer of the Word is like beating my heart.
I can only laugh wide. Marking two loyal friends is my current habit on the sidelines of their work break.
Yep. I am unemployed now. Which companies accept pregnant women? Moreover, looking at his status was also the one that had just been widowed.
"Muti is getting pretty!" firman's murmur made me and Ira laugh.
Love is blind. Blinded people who are in love. Falling in love is sick. That good one wakes up in love like Christian and Mutia now. Hhh...
Brother Firman may soon move on. Soon get a better replacement from Mutia's cake. I'm sorry I saw it too! Handsome is useless too!
Hhh...
I keep focusing on the unshuffled view of Mr. Firman from the glass screen that proclaims Mutia and Christian's happiness over Tasya's arrest of mama for her murder of Mr. Tania.
Yeah, indeed. Mutia is beautiful. Like the goddesses of the heaven. I who is female can be very fascinated, especially Brother Word who has been in love with him for two years.
"Well, you guys are a fool?" suddenly muttered.
Brother Firman looked at me. Smiling embarrassedly, she said, "Definitely Viona thinks I'm a douche?"
"Engga' too! I feel like my brother is a special man. Brother's love is sincere to Mutia. But yeah, how else. God didn't put you together! Like my domestic relationship with Herdilan. Only lasted a year because of the third person."
We were all silent. Feeling an aura of sadness between us, Ira again raised the volume of her television voice.
Mama Tasya is really apes this time. He was taken by police for fear of escaping and removing evidence.
But the hot news soon turns toward Lady Navisha. Herdilan Firlando is also in the middle of his divorce from his second wife.
I hurried to the kitchen. Don't want these ears hot to hear their gossip news.
Not because of jealousy. But because I don't think there's any more connection between us. Enough of my burden.
"Vi!?"
"Yes?"
I was shocked to see that Brother Word was behind me.
"What's it doing?"
"Make warm sweet tea, brother! Brother, can I make it?" ask her.
"Can! Viona's sweet tea, delicious!"
"Ish..: inappropriate compliments! Hehe..."
Brother Firman laughed a little.
He pulled out the plastic chair in the kitchen, and sat there watching me. The light of his behavior makes me groggy.
"Hey...! I feel like I'm being watched!" I said while weaving these lips.
"Viona isn't jealous?"
The question of Brother Firman made me stop stirring the sugar solution in the tea glass I made. Then smile while thrusting the glass at him.
"Jealous of whom?" kalem.
"At my actions are still expecting Mutia!"
"I know that love comes from the heart. And it may not appear suddenly and then leave suddenly at will. I love people who uphold their commitments. It means he's the one responsible for what he's done."
Brother Firman smiled and tried to grab my finger. But then I immediately pushed aside. Because I worry about people who see it later. Can make a misunderstanding.
"You... Don't want to be my wife, Viona?" shoot it this time.
I just looked down not daring to look at his two eyeballs.
I don't know this time the shot of the Word had no effect at all. The thumping vibration in the heart is not felt. Also a heart that beats faster is no longer there.
Only coldness and emptiness I think though the attention of the Word is more to me.
"Sister...! We better be friends. More comfortable than my brother asking me to be a wife. Sorry, not resisting! Big brother is very nice, also very handsome. In my youth I honestly admired my brother a lot. But now, I'm not the old Viona anymore. I've changed. Good status, appearance also circumstances. Look at me well. My face is not as pretty as Mutia's and my status is that of a widow who is five months pregnant. Four months later, I will be giving birth to a child from my marriage to Herdilan. A bachelor's brother. Find something that matches your sister! Not me. I'm less worthy of a golden-hearted brother!"
I don't know why I said it constantly, as if without pause.
I just want my brother Firman to respect himself. It's not just Stuck seeing and feeling sorry for me. He's not love for me, but pity. Like Delan married me. Because of pity on his father and his father. It does not come from the heart and the sincere intention of loving it completely. No. gabe.
I am 25 years old now. I think my mind should be as mature as my age.
Love is not just a word. Household is not just a capital of love.
There are many considerations and thoughts in the future that must be considered.
There is the future of others who will be dragged into the family circle.
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