FIRST WIFE REVENGE (I Don'T Love You Anymore)

CHAPTER 61 Nearly Died of Suicide

Broken my heart is a mess. Scattered like broken mirror fragments in a huge stone throw.

Blurrrr

Crushed, crushed, broken into pieces at the bottom of the innermost heart.

Suddenly a heavy rain fluttered my body that ran not knowing the direction. God seemed to really dramatize my broken life.

Lordy! Why do you lift me up as a star in the sky, with a handsome, rich man and also excessive affection. But then in a matter of time, blasss.you threw me into the abyss of life's bitter bitterness.

Lord!! Now how should I? Now what am I supposed to do? Hik hik... No one else supported me. What am I living for!!!

Minded-of-dead. My path is at the end. I can't think long. Really made insane my brain.

The streets were even quiet because the rain was so heavy. And I ran non-stop. Down the street of the elite housing complex to the right of which are magnificent iron-fenced houses and high walls.

Lordy! My god! I can't live this life alone! Take my life, Lord! Just take me from this world. I want to see both my parents! Hix... Help Me, Lord!

Between the tears and also the rain that is getting heavier... I keep running through.

Until arriving at an iron bridge. It made me stop and squat there.

My great cry was unable to dispel the sound of rain. I yelled at my husband, and his mother.

It's the most vicious undercover conspiracy I've known in my entire life. Evil them! There's no feeling!

The rushing river water due to the outpouring of rain sounded roaring beneath it.

I, who was dark in the eyes and tired of this life, seemed to have enlightenment. Like the wave of an angel's hand emerging from behind a river current. And...

Byaaarrrr

Lordy! I-i'm sorry! Who chose this path as a loser! I am unable to accept this bitter reality. Lord... Excuse me!...

Blubub blububub blububub

I still feel the extreme shortness of breath due to the small fight with the river current that I had been struggling with.

Dead, that's my last choice. I would rather give up on losing because of the overwhelming fear of living my next life.

Even if it is a SIN. But I have no other choice.

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"Stupid! Stupid! Substantial... Why did you waste your life that God has given you!?"

My eyes hurt when I tried to open. The sound of the ketus makes me surprised and aware that I am still in the world.

A man's body turned on me. I don't know who this guy is. From the voice, I didn't recognize him.

And he turned around with a glass of honey water still somewhat steaming hot.

Who is this guy?... It's like I've seen it somewhere.

"Louisa, are you aware now?"

Louisa?... I remember the name that this man once mentioned!

"Sorry Sir! My name is Viola Yuliana, not Louisa," I said in a soft, hoarse voice.

"I know! Louisa is dead."

"Sir.., it seems we've met! But I forgot," I said more gently. After all, he was my savior even though I didn't ask to be saved anyway.

"In Bali!"

"Ah yes..."

We both fell silent.

The man helped me get up and offered the glass he had brought.

"Call me Jo. I'm Jonathan!"

"Thank you, Mr. Jonathan!"

"Don't wear 'Master', because I'm not your master!"

"L-yes!"

A mouthful of warm honey water makes my esophagus feel better.

"You want to kill yourself, Louisa?"

I was stunned to hear his question. Slowly but deeply and piercing the heart. Makes me think back to the story that made me forget my self-worth. I became a lowly man who was trampled down like a kitchen mat full of mud.

Slowly clear liquid flows.

"Cry, Louisa! Cry out! Take out all the burdens in your life. From now on, I will always be by your side! I won't leave you forever. Pardon me! Hik hik hicks..."

I cried even louder, for some reason Jonathan's words made it easy for me to let his burly hands cling to this body and we cried together.

It lasted long enough.

Until we realized, our faces were red and wet with tears.

Jonathan's eyes were soft. Her fingers swept over my hair child and turned to my right left cheek. He removed the remaining details.

"Don't cry anymore, Louisa! I won't let you be miserable anymore. I-i promise. I promise you!"

Jonathan held up his little finger. I'm confused I don't understand what that means.

Apparently.he wants us to hook the little finger. Because when I didn't respond, Jonathan pulled my finger and pressed my pinky against his pinky.

Oh. I understand the point. But, is this man quite...is not well minded? Ah no way. Her clothes are clean and neat. Also... This house, am I in his house?

"Mr Jo! Is this your house?"

"Joe! Jo's!... I told you, call 'Jo', Louisa!"

"Ah yes, Jo! Sorry..."

"This is my house. You're safe here! No one will dare to bother you. Especially hurt you!"

"Thank you very much, Jo!"

I don't know God's plan for me. To be sure, today my life is still in the body. God still wants me to live. God doesn't want me dead.

Thanks to Jonathan's help, I still have to move on.

But I honestly want to die. Not wanting to live because of the suffering my husband has done. What... Can I ask Jonathan for help? But seeing Jo who was a little sane because she always called me 'Louisa', I didn't dare to ask.

Yes already. Let's see later on its development. I can't stay with Jonathan either. Especially after the body recovers. Jo must have asked me to leave.

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