
Day after day passed, I decided to move house after getting a rented house recommendation so that Herdilan could no longer interfere with my life.
Ira recommended it. It's also not too far from Ira's Mama's house.
I'm happy, now I can relax and breathe.
Only brother Jo is less agree because his place is in the village area. Vehicle is difficult to park, so chat.
Plus I'm pregnant, and I'm quite vulnerable to living in that settlement Jonathan said.
But precisely because I was pregnant, the densely populated settlement helped me stay more comfortable. There is a right-left neighbor who can be asked for help, when we are in trouble.
Different from living in a residential complex. With neighbors who do not know each other.
"Vi! You better move into my house!"
"Sister... Vi is afraid of people talking! Viona's status is a widow, and sister is also a widower! Later..."
"Then? Is that wrong?"
"I'm Delan's widow, Jo's brother! What would people say if we lived together. People will accuse us of gathering kebo! Accusing us of perversion!"
"We're married, after you've lost your iddah!"
"Sister?"
"As I said the other day! Do you remember, Vio on my word?" the question is a little soft.
Of course I remember! But I fear the evil mouths of those who see and know us! Hix... My ex-Nephew's wife, it should be this title!
I closed my face. Afraid of imagining bad things I'd experience again.
"Vio! I just want you and your baby to be safe. Soon the atmosphere will warm up! And I'm worried about your safety!"
"What does brother mean?"
"Tasya T-shirt will be forcibly picked up by the prosecution! His status has risen to suspect. And... Do you want to know the continuation? Mas Bams will also be hit with a case! Pretty big and. You see for yourself, later!"
"My intention is to take you to Ubud. Stay and stay there with me until your baby is born! It's safe there. Far from the noise! And said Cemen, you really like the rustic atmosphere!"
"But I'm afraid that..."
"I promise, I will take care of you as long as this breath is still contained!"
Brother Jo... Your words are simple, but they sound very deep. L'm... I am so scared of the truth. With the talk of people later on us. Can we hear bad people talking about us? I. I'm scared, brother!
"I just want you guys to be safe! A quiet and peaceful life with no interference from anyone, Viona! Can you trust me?"
Brother Jo... From the beginning I felt comfortable with you. Your attention, your sweet treatment, it's all a step that slowly makes me believe in you, sister! Even I kept all of our stories and hid them from Ira as well as from the Word. Because I believe in you! You helped me so far.
I.. which I thought was a weak woman and chose to die alone, it turns out that it could be this fight because of Big Brother. But... I was also afraid that I could fall in love with this very good you. I'm afraid to lose another person who slowly reigns over this heart.
I just realized I'm a hard person to fall in love with. And when I start falling in love, I will accept all the shortcomings of the people I love. Even though that person made a mistake again and again, I easily forgive as long as he stays by my side. Hiks... is as bad as I am in love. Although the person I love cannot see the depth of my love, because I find it difficult to express love itself in a tangible form. And instead people see me as a cold, ignorant woman. That's why Herdilan doesn't understand my feelings. Didn't see the magnitude of my love for her after what passed between us. Hhh...
"Sister...!"
"Yes?"
"May I ask you something?"
"Say Vio! I'll try to obey, if I can!"
"I will accept you after giving birth and the end of the puerperium! Allow me to be myself for now. I want to feel free, without pressure! And I want to stay a few months in a rented house. After approaching the time of birth, I myself will come to sister's house. As usual, cry for help! Can you?"
I looked at the beautiful netra which then dimmed. Brother Jonathan Lordess, 41 years old... From my ex-husband. Just lean down and nod slowly.
He accepted and complied with my request with a small smile in the end.
"Do what makes you happy, Viona!" he said it made my heart calm.
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