FIRST WIFE REVENGE (I Don'T Love You Anymore)

CHAPTER 195 FAREWELL

I'm in the cafeteria with my fellow nakes at RSJ. Eating meatballs together, so a special closing on my last day of work.

Although only being a counselor for four months, but it makes me add a lot of experience.

The story of the lives of the patients, all the complaints and the suffering of the suffering of the bloody story. Making them sick even to the stamp with another name crazy people because of a shaken soul.

I'm so grateful to be able to work in this hospital even if it's only for a little while.

I am also thankful that God showed me the good way. The straight path. Making my petty and cunning thoughts slowly began to erode.

The character, character and nature of a person who has been formed from childhood is a habit that is difficult to change.

But with life experience and so much trouble after trouble, I now slowly realize it: if I make a lot of mistakes.

Mistakes in making friends, mistakes in perspective, mistakes in saying something from the mouth that does not match the writing in the heart.

The point is I was always wrong.

Seeing Dzakki growing in my heart, I considered it a mistake.

Getting Herdilan Firlando's affair as a husband was also a mistake in my life.

Especially when Lady Navisha easily pulled the heart of Tasya's mama and they seemed to dance on my suffering, I considered it God's fault too.

I have no gratitude, not even to the point of doing what my Lord hates the most. It was suicide.

I can't accept the truth. Both my parents died, my husband went crazy. And my in-laws are on their side. Hhh...

Stop stops! Viona, stop! Overcome sadness! Take all your regrets. But increase your gratitude! There's a Dzakki in your life! There are other living beings that God entrusts to you to be held accountable in the future. No need to worry about Delan. Especially worrying about others. It's yourlife. Your life is also Dzakki's. And your next step I hope you're not wrong again! I hope...

Doctor Diandra came in lately. Friends cheered her presence. It turned out that they had arranged for us secretly.

But I'm sorry, I don't have no taste. Not that I've frozen souls to receive love.

And neither do I refuse the doctor Diandra Alexander who looks to blush both cheeks in the seduction of the nakes to immediately anchor love and rebuild the household heresy.

But.., I just want to be happy with Dzakki.

Dzakki now is my life and death. My son's smile is my world. His happiness is the most beautiful gift of my life.

"Viona!"

"Yes, Doc?"

"Hm. There's a good movie at 21 theater. Is Viona any time tonight?"

"I have another job, Doc! Take care of my graduation which is just a few days away. I'm sorry!"

The doctor looks to breathe. He smiled while nodding. There was disappointment on his handsome face.

I don't want to linger on being a melancholic person.

Now I'm moving my feet to Tasya's mama's room.

Her sweet face looks better than yesterday. There's guilt tucked in my heart. I'm here to say good-bye, will it bring him back anfal?

Hhh...

A tough decision indeed. But I've taken it with a lot of consideration.

Herdilan is free. And I think enough of my devotion to take care of mama Tasya to recover as usual.

"Vio..."

His fingers were holding my fingers warm. A sign of the stability of his soul is now back intact.

"Mama..."

I kissed both cheeks. Smiling looks at his face.

My heart is clean now. No more revenge on him even though he had been hurt.

My mother's life, much more terrible than mine. I am so sorry and pray that his life will be happier now. Happy in the true sense.

Kumerenung. Mom's just like me. The difference is, I'm young. My mom is more mature.

We are both women. Both widows give birth to one despite the different cases of divorce.

But from a general point of view, he and I now rely solely on child love.

I hope my life ahead is not as sad as mama Tasya.

"Mr...! Today is Vio's last day working here. Viona said yes Ma? I'm sorry if Viona's got a lot wrong all this time. And Viona hope, Mama lives a happy and peaceful life with Herdilan!"

Tasya's mama's eyeballs are fully rounded. For a moment he stopped breathing.

"Vio?"

I held my hand to him.

The threads fell one by one from the eyelids of Mama's deep black.

"Why did Viona say it was her last day at work?" tanyanya trembling.

His hand held my finger tightly. Sometimes it shakes and makes my body move.

"Vio..."

"Yes, Ma! Viona has to finish Vio's college as well. Vi's about to graduate. Please pray from Mama!"

"Viona wants to leave Mama? Hix... Must be because Delan has disturbed your peace, son?"

I shook my head, though this heart assented.

"I need to be able to divide my time!"

"May Mama see Mama's granddaughter, Vi? Can I?"

I'm down. Trying to find the right word to make Mama understand that I am not currently ready for her request.

"Someday, then,... Mama will see it." My words made Mama's tears break.

He cried holding sobs.

I know I was wrong.

Dzakki, however, is his grandson.

And I sinned if I kept my son hidden from my biological father and his grandmother. But what is my day.

My heart is still weak. My soul is fragile.

Although I have now revealed all their past mistakes to me, but I have not been that legowo.

I'm afraid they want my Dzakki. They took my son's attention to side with them. No. gabe. Nah!

I can't imagine it.

Can't happen!

Mama held my fingers tight. As if I didn't want to leave. And forbid me to go home.

Her crying sounded heartbreaking. Then he said, "Didn't Viona ever promise Mama to live together? Viona once said, Mama can stay with you. Can Mama keep that promise, honey?"

"Mama..."

I'm stifled. My heart is pounding faster. I can't take him. There is a Herdilan who is more entitled to take care of him.

"Sorry, Mama! Herdilan is back. Viona made that promise. Because there's a Herdilan now. I'm sorry!"

"Hik hik hik..."

Mama took my finger off. He covered his face with both hands.

"Go, Viona baby! Go then! May you be happy. Forgive all your past mistakes, huh!? My mother is a bad in-law. Who didn't have feelings for you just yet."

I'm dilemma. But we have to leave immediately because there is a meeting class on campus.

"Mr...! Viona. Someday we will meet again. And Viona hope, we meet with a clean heart. Viona loves Mama! Take good care of your mom. Take care of your health, right? Do not forget to take your vitamins and medicines on time. Also do not forget to eat before taking the medicine! This.. there is a beautiful mukena complete with compass prayer mats and tasbeh for Mama worship. Viona said yes, Ma!"

I kissed his face. Left cheek, right cheek and forehead and nose shoot.

My eyes are wet. Because I suddenly thought of the mother who gave birth to me.

Like the face of a smiling mother looking at me.

I don't want to hold a grudge. I want to live a peaceful life.

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