FIRST WIFE REVENGE (I Don'T Love You Anymore)

CHAPTER 144 MY MENTALITY COLLAPSED

Me, Viona Yuliana. Age, five more months will be 26. But life is so hard God gave me his trials.

I don't know why. Was there any sin in the past.

Or maybe, the mistake of my ancestors that I now have to bear.

L'm... Nearly a year of constant trouble. It makes me want to disappear from the face of the earth.

There was a tiny baby boy who had been born from my womb into this harsh world.

Will my child be strong to face the trials of life that God gives later? While on the day of his birth alone, his ever-loyal Papi candidate took care of me and gave me comfort is now gone.

Brother Jo.., has returned to the lap of the Almighty.

Brother Jo.., has gone. Shot dead by papa Bambang, my former father-in-law.

Oh my...! The test of this is so great!

I am not strong anymore. I cannot accept all these trials and want to die just leaving the world, following my beloved brother Jo.

Hik hik...

Recalling the voice of Jonathan Lordess's brother, advised me first...

"Never act and act stupid, Viona! God hates that act! And the demons rejoice in welcoming you to be their countrymen who become demits aka mediocre!"

Brother Jo gave me a long lecture. When I was about to commit suicide.

"Every people is always God of trials. God's intention is not to destroy. But to make the people stronger and able to step into the next stage of improvement. Not to plunge and misguidance is purely the fault of the people themselves."

Hik hik...

The crying broke once again. Until I got back to the harsh reality I had to accept.

Ira hugged me tightly. Her tears spilled on my shoulder. And we cried together in the quiet cold night at ten o'clock.

Ira can't run me over. Only the sound of his crying was no less big while nodding and re-embracing my body in his warm embrace.

Long enough we were like that. Bi Tini who was outside came in and cried with us.

"Your son is handsome, Viona! Hix... The strong, the patient, right? Brother Jo definitely doesn't want you to be fragile. Your son is taking care of you!"

"But brother Jo.., he broke his promise to marry me, Ra! Huaaa hik hik..."

I'm so sad. Very mentally collapsed for a moment. Given how messy Jo's been lately. Remembering the romance that sometimes makes me turn wide.

Brother Jo!!! Sis... Return, Brother! If I could exchange it for my life, let me die. Or if you can, why don't the bad guys just leave this world just to dirty.

Lord... Why would you give me such a bad luck? Is...i have a curse? Why is happiness so hard? Why God?...

Doctor Lena checked me back out. Infusion fluid is about to run out, he replaced it with a new one seeing psychiatric conditions interfere with my health which also decreased drastically.

"Vio... I can't say anything. I can't give you any words of comfort either. But please..steady, Vi! We're with you! And will always be with you. Fear not! God is always with us! Hik hik... I've known Jo a lot longer than you. So I also know the pain in your heart because Jo's sister is gone. But please... Jo loves your son so much! Enlarge it lovingly. At least, this baby is her trust. Although not his flesh and blood!"

Doctor Lena's words are so touching in my heart. I cry, again and again.

"Rest! I'll give you a shot of tranquilizer! Ira, Tini. You guys should also rest. Tomorrow will require our energy! So let's fight! Okay?!?"

Doctor Lena is the oldest of the three of us. Me, Ira also bi Tini.

We respect her a lot, because doctor Lena besides being beautiful is also wise.

And slowly my body weakened, along with my sleepy eyes.

I fell asleep after thanking everyone. To those who have always supported me. To God too, who made my life very colorful and full of tears.

Lordy! Please don't hate me. Pleases... I need 'love' from You, My Lord is Most Merciful!

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