
I entered the back of the Kanak-Kanak Park school bordering the final wall of elite housing.
There's a pretty big hole in that wall. Makes me wonder if I want to get inside.
It turns out that inside it is like a small forest hidden and only becomes a water absorbent land because there is a small pond there.
I keep barging in. Although there is a sign written "FORBIDDEN TO ENTER", but I did not ignore it because of curiosity.
There was a small building made of wood. It looks fragile and very unworthy indeed, but my mind was on that hut house.
Could it be that I could stay in the house for a while, until my condition improved and my brain could think clearly?
I tried to get close to that shack.
Slender. And it's completely empty to spring apart from the garbage strewn everywhere.
Krieeeit...
I tried to open the door.
Some of the sparrows that had been clustered in front of the house immediately flew.
Very beautiful and natural atmosphere. But you can imagine it would be very scary if at night.
I tried to pluck the tall grass that grew around the hut with this hand.
Worried at night the snake passed and entered through a small hole in the area of the wooden wall of the hut if I occupied it later.
That's fair! Still better than me snacking on the edge of people's stores and flushed in the morning.
A life of smell.
From the CEO now down to homelessness. Even asking for a job from one person to another. It's so sad this life.
Mama, um,... Vio...! Where're you? How are you guys doing now? Is it more beautiful than me? And Viona... I didn't know how you were until now. If only Papa hadn't shot Jonathan Lordess, maybe I could still get your word out of him.
Hhh... I was breathing as a pause from my crumpled cassette-like thinking.
Vionas... Is it true that you have something to do with Lordess? Did you play love with her until you intended to remarry after my son was born?
Vio! You must have given birth. Where are you Viona? Whereabouts? Aren't there a few memories to remember me, Vio?
Yep. I'm evil. I'm a mean man to you. But all is nothing but error. There is nothing from the bottom of your heart to hurt you. Please forgive me, Viona!
Only sigh after breath, which I can only throw to ease my inner burden on Viona.
If only I had not heeded the Lady's temptation, had I not turned my head to the demonic woman, my life would not have been like this.
No need to be strident like a confused person.
Although Papa Mama's household was hit by a huge storm that ravaged our lives, if I were still with Viona, my life would not be this devastating.
I'm so stupid. Fool and moron.
Choosing Lady and hurting Viona.
That's karmanya.
Even I until the heart disappeared the life of a friend, the Word. Although there was absolutely no killing intent, but my actions were heinous and out of bounds.
That's why a five-year prison sentence is worth my inhumane punishment.
But where did it start? Who should I ask for help?
While all my valuables and important papers including diplomas are not there for me.
Armed only with the Identity Card, which Mr. Kalapas gave me before I left the prison. That's it, my precious letter.
I was crying on the edge of the pool. Trying to wail to God. I hope God gives answers and answers. My life is back to normal like most people.
I want to change. I want to come back like a moral man. Who have a high sense of compassion and empathy. Who always tries to be humble and to hold back. From the arrogant and haughty nature that once ruled.
Lord... Please help your servant! Please God!
Tonight I sleep in a hut on a wooden couch. Without a mattress and without a mattress.
Actually, it's common for me. And he's been used to four years and five months in custody.
But it turns out that life outside bui, is even more cruel. Because my life is not certain.
For that I am grateful to find this wooden hut as a temporary shelter.
At least I won't be raining too hot. And can sleep without anyone who rebukes also cursing if waking up late.
............
In the morning my body shivered. My stomach is hungry because from yesterday afternoon no longer find food.
This outfit has been two days in the body. Wet the sweat until it gets dry again, no more clothes.
Until suddenly...
There were footsteps approaching.
Made me rush into hiding worried that the officers were driving me away.
I can't be caught living here. This is already a gift of God's goodness in giving me shade.
With bad breath and a bad heart. I hid behind a big tree.
Turns out... Not the officers who came. But a boy who was about four years old.
I watched her behavior from a distance. It turned out that he was looking at a bunch of sparrows. And...
Hup.
Good thing I caught her tiny body.
Otherwise, his wet body splashed into a pool of rainwater catchment is quite shallow.
This kid reminds me of someone.
Vio! I remember you again, Viona!
Lordy! Match me again with Viona, Lord!
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