
"Viona has given birth!"
"Alhamdulillah!"
The happy news was like a chain message from Roger Ghibran's Suherman brothers.
Soon Roger shared a picture of family happiness which is now increasing its members in the family what'app group Bambang Suherman.
Kartika, who was a new member a day, also sent emoji love on the family picture of her ex-wife.
Again the feeling came back.
Jealousy that comes to him without his control.
Miss Viona is beautiful. He became the snatch of Mas Herdilan and also Mas Roger. There must be something that is his personal advantage. If I had known. I would love to know that secret. Although I know the divorce of Mbak Viona and Mas Herdilan because of the third person, but certainly there is one special thing in the mother of Viona until Mas Roger who is a bachelor can be tethered heart. Hhh...! Can I ask Mas Herdilan? Aren't I in too much of a hurry to poke past all three?
Kartika could only mutter in his heart.
His position is now only a wife. Not yet a wife. There are still three weeks left for him to hold that title.
After many times almost rose the guarantee but failed, making Kartika did not dare to fantasize too high.
He's just getting worried.
And now his curiosity is just a question that piles up with other questions in the heart.
Even when he and Herdilan were together.
Kartika takes Herdilan away to the tomb of her little friend Chintia.
Long enough she was also her future husband stuck there. The complete little book of Yasin's translation has been read in the heart. Because Kartika is afraid that Herdilan knows his voice when teaching.
"Chinthia! Sorry, I just visited you. I'm sorry I almost forgot you! Not the intention of forgetting, but I was so afraid of prolonged sadness when floating you in this final resting place of yours! Tia..., I'm getting married in three weeks. I hope you're happy to hear good news from me, too. If only I had not been sick at that time. If we had gone to school together as usual, maybe this sad story would not have haunted me because of the deep guilt. Even your mother, to do things beyond reason. And now.., hhh..he is also following you because of his actions! I don't blame him! No, Tia! I just feel bad. And I've been burdened with that guilt my whole life. Hik hik hicks..."
Kartika's tears slowly broke.
Herdilan approached her and hesitated a bit to close the body to embrace Kartika.
Finally, only a rub of his palm that he gently put on Kartika's back.
Herdilan did not say a word.
He knew Kartika was communicating with his childhood friend. Hope his heart will be relieved with a sincere apology.
He also felt the same way. Even more sadistic because he was the one who had made the life of the Word drift.
Although Delan had received a five-year prison sentence, his little heart still held a great sense of guilt. Even to this day.
He was very sorry for his evil deeds by taking away people's lives.
So he can understand the feeling of Kartika Sari about the problem with Jamilah bu.
Bu Jamilah's tomb is quite far from Chintia's tomb.
But Kartika has promised in his heart, will also menziarahi after from the tomb of Chintia.
The ground is still red and wet. He just died a few days ago. Still visible remains of red rose petals sprinkled on it.
Ms. Jamilah died, as a victim of the murder of Mbah Jambrong the cab*l shaman.
Kartika taught Yassin's letter to the end, also in the heart. Herdilan accompanied him calmly and patiently without much talk.
"Mom Jamilah! Kartika apologizes for making mother continue to save the sadness left behind Chintia. Kartika really understands how Mom feels! Being abandoned is the most painful thing! Tika also felt that way when Tia was gone. Hik hik hicks...! But all that is not Tika's will! Suppose it can be exchanged, Tika sincerely if you have to exchange places with Chintia! Hik..."
This time Herdilan ventured to grab Kartika's shoulder.
He took a handkerchief towel from his pants pocket and gave it to his future wife.
Only a slow pat could Herdilan give on Kartika's shoulder, for her sadness to subside.
The sobbing of the girl made Herdilan immediately lead her away from the grave area.
"Let's go home! We pray that both of them be placed in a beautiful place with the righteous and the righteous!"
Kartika. He felt calm because there was Herdilan guiding him.
They covered a small shop outside the cemetery.
Order two glasses of warm sweet tea to calm the heart.
Kartika returned Herdilan's handkerchief and said a word of thanks.
The grown man nodded but said nothing. He still looks clumsy in front of Kartika.
It was very different from him in his youth. He is now very insecure in front of women. Even the passive impression does not dare to take action first.
Unlike the type of hand through the gadget. Herdilan is more comfortable expressing it through the fingers rather than through an unreinforced tongue.
"Mas!"
"Yes?"
"Hm.. hgga' so deh!"
"Did? Hm. hehehe yes!"
"What.. am I this boring?" ask Kartika at the end.
Herdilan. Then shake fast.
"Bak Viona what's she like?"
"Viona's? Dzakki's mom?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Why did Miss ask Viona? What does it mean to give gifts, to the baby?" Herdilan asked back.
"Bu-not like that, Bang!"
Herdilan felt his heart flutter.
He can guess, Kartika would want to know the depth of his heart.
"Viona is indeed my ex-wife!" long enough Herdilan was still glued with both hands busy twirling the glass he was holding.
"Viona is the mother of my only son. And now, Viona is my sister-in-law. God doesn't seem to want our relationship to be far away despite our long divorce!"
"Brother's own feelings for Ms. Viona, how?"
I don't know why Kartika became this brave asking a very personal thing to Herdilan. He really wants to know if his future husband still harbors feelings for his ex-wife.
Kartika does not want her wedding to be a barrier. He also did not want to be a shield for Herdilan to continue to adore his ex-wife.
He wanted to be his only queen later after they were officially married.
"Is Miss jealous of Mami Dzakki?"
Deg.
Now the heart of Kartika is pounding fast.
He was jealous. But also wanted to know the story from Herdilan's own mouth.
"Is Miss feeling uncomfortable with my past?"
Again Herdilan's question struck his heart.
"May I not open my past to the Miss whom I have long tried to take away her bad taste? What...my past is that important to Miss?"
"Not the past, but the present I want to know, Bang!"
"alright. Viona is my past. But Dzakki is also my present moment from my past relationship with Viona."
Kartika trembled at Herdilan's ambiguous reply.
It was as if it sounded clear that his tone was choked and like he was back probing his feelings.
"Abang has said, Brother is ready to marry Miss at this time as long as Miss is willing to accept Brother and his shortcomings. Is Miss hesitating on Brother?"
Kartika swallowed her saliva. His lips are stiff and his tongue is stiff. He is unable to answer. But her little heart cried out, that she needed to know Herdilan's deepest feelings for Viona. Herdilan will soon be her husband. And she was afraid that her husband would love her more Mami Dzakki who is his ex-wife.
His age is adult. Marriage is her priority now.
But if it will only be used as a display in status, it will not. She prefers to be a spinster if she has to be a wife on paper.
Kartika has not been able to see Herdilan's love for her. Despite her so much and so joyful Mama Papa.
Hhh...
Complicated love.
And this is Kartika Delan's test ahead of the wedding.
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