
Maybe (maybe)
We're going to be together
Even if the distance between us
Leave (let)
I embrace your shadow
'I let go of all my longing
You're my darling
I always look after
I will not leave, forever
Eliminate it
Your doubts about me
At the moment, I'm away from you
I woke up when Roger's alarm phone played Stinky's old song that the vocalist was Andre Taulany.
He and I woke up at five in the morning. While Dzakki was sleeping between us.
Our views are on each other. And Roger murmured, "Body together, yuk?!"
Positively, of course I agree.
We prayed both at dawn. A room in a beach cottage in Jakarta. Accompanied by the pounding waves that still sound big because the current tidal wave and the wind is a little strong.
My god! Why does this feeling feel any different? Adem once all the soul of this body. Even my oldest Fajr prayer because Roger recited the remembrance prayer and also the prayer for our departed parents.
Dzakki woke up before Roger and I finished praying. My handsome son looked at us with his unyu pillow face.
I realized that Dzakki had been sitting on the bed watching us from earlier without a sound.
"Good morning, honey! Are you awake?" my gentle broom made Roger look back.
Dzakki came down to my lap after kissing the back of my arm and pulled Roger's fingers for the salim.
"Dzakki wasn't invited!" funny joke.
"Where taken?" asked Roger, deliberately flirting.
"Shut up!"
Cup.
I pecked Dzakki's forehead affectionately.
Relax this heart sees the face of the baby. Thank God! You have given me an amazing boy.
Roger then pulls Dzakki into his lap. His lips crept, and then blew the prayers upon the crowns of my son.
Makes me feel very happy. Pray for the happiness and safety of my beloved son.
"Come, let's go jogging!"
I smile. Roger invited us to exercise in the morning with a healthy road on the beach.
It turns out that in Roger's car there are a lot of new clothes for Dzakki. Apparently he often shopping when he remembered my only son.
"Dad! I'm so excited to be with Dad!"
"Thank you, Dzakki! I love you too!"
I'm woken. The sight warms my heart. How sincere they are to each other!
Suppose it was Herdilan, Dzakki's real father who did it all. Hhh...
I slapped my own cheek. Trying to realize the crazy thoughts that suddenly exist in the head.
I don't want Herdilan between me and Dzakki! Nah! There can be no Herdilan!!!
Hhh...
We walked three. Like a whole family so compact.
Roger and I are still wearing yesterday's clothes.
"Today you have no khan activities?" ask Roger.
I'm nodding.
"I've quit my job. My college is done too. Graduation next week."
"Hm...! I'll stay until you graduate!" he said it pleased my heart.
"really? Huh yeah?"
"Can't ya, I'm present in your special way?" ask Roger cynically.
"It's not okay, I was really expecting. Dzakki must be glad that his father was at his Mama's graduation!"
"Now I'm Dzakki's father? Yesterday I was nobody,"
Grep.
I got Roger's mouth shut, so he wouldn't continue to stick it to me.
"Ish, Mommy...! My mom is busy by herself! Give Dzakki a little brother so Dzakki has friends too!"
Deg.
Heart's pounding. My lips became mute. Silence of a thousand languages.
"Please...Boy! Keep calm, you'll have a sister when you go to Elementary School!" roger whispered red my face, embarrassed.
Is there a soul mate for me again, Lord!
I just smiled a little seeing Dzakki cheering in excitement. I don't know if he understands, if making the sister needs a process. Hm...
"May you meet your soul mate quickly!"
I was surprised to hear Roger muttering softly. Like talking to himself. Whether it was prayer, or hope for him. Viona is scared and has high hopes.
The Javanese say, witing tresno jalaran soko kulino. Love comes because it is used to it. And is this my love for Roger because he is comfortable and used to being with him.
Are there really seeds of love between us?
Do you love Roger?
Do I love Roger too?
Me, Roger and Dzakki... Could we be together?
What if I am the only one who is a little girl, aka love, claps one hand while she only loves my son?
Or... or did Roger close his heart to a woman after the trauma of marriage left the fiancee, then... he so turned no longer like women?
For the last sentence of my question, my body immediately goosebumps.
No no... I hope it doesn't.
But.., I've never seen Roger have a girlfriend or close female friend.
Don't-don't...my guess...! Haish! Skipskip.
(Tuk tuk). Knock my forehead twice. In order to disappear all the evil and bad thoughts in this head. I'm afraid my su'udzon has turned into slander. Till...
"Rober!!!"
"Gigi?!? Elo, Gigi khan?"
"Yeah!!! Rogeeer... Lo crazy, how are you?"
A beautiful woman in a joggy outfit immediately hit Roger and they both immediately embraced.
Stay me and Dzakki gawked at the familiarity of the two which was quite surprising.
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