FIRST WIFE REVENGE (I Don'T Love You Anymore)

CHAPTER 51 Long Nights But Not Happy Nights

For the first time living in a new home, I slept alone without Delan. Although it is clear that my husband is currently staying at his mother's house, but honestly I feel very nervous to not be able to sleep all night.

For some reason, this thought seemed to be tangled like a thread released from the scroll.

Restless feeling to the back, face down to the right side of the left side. I really can't close my eyes. Even this chest feels tight.

I looked at the clock on the nightstand. At 1 am. Apparently it was past midnight.

I tried to get my phone.

Surfing in the virtual world. It might make me sleepy and fall asleep quickly.

Kutelurai. See the posts of friends I follow. Lady Navisha, aka JeLa Jelita Lara.

Hhh..

Looking at her elegant-looking styles made me sigh for a moment.

Didn't expect the Lady to be a selebgram too. Many endors and heavy admirers who always like also follow the style.

She is beautiful and very attractive. Body's cool. The carving is also okay. Everything she wears always looks decent and beautiful in her body. It is natural that many people are competing to use their services as models.

I'm.beautiful said mas Delan. But, I was a bit lacking in confidence and did not like the sparkling fashion world.

Me, still a cute house girl. Even just putting on fake eyelashes until now I can not and rarely use it unless there are big events that my husband follows and requires me to dress all out.

Thankfully too, my husband is not a perfectionist and told me to dress up this style of style. Makes me enjoy it because Delan asked me to be myself. There is no need for acting to get people's praise. Because we are ordinary people.

Mas Delan's... I miss you, Mom!

I tried to see his contact number. Then open up What'sApp. There is a writing 'last seen today at 00.23 WIB'.

Means Delan hasn't slept in long. Hm... I tried the voice note deh, hopefully still able to respond to my VN an.

"Hallo Mas, are you asleep yet?"

...

Shortly thereafter, his contact number was 'online'.

Ah... VN I responded to Delan! My heart's koq so pounding this. Similar to a big new kid who is waiting for a chat reply. Hixes.

[You haven't slept? Sleeps. It's already night.]

Eh? The answer is koq... strange?!? Like not typing Delan. Hm... I know very well how my husband responds to my chattan. Not like this. Is... is this Tasya's mother? Was she?

Then I saw his contact number while Delan was back off.

Hhh...

Maybe this is right when Mama Tasya. Which is disturbed because my voice note is in the night blind.

Sorry, Ma! Viona forgets that Delan is Mama's only son. And Mama's not feeling well. But. Please, at least mom try to call me. Or reply with a nice typing heard until I immediately call to ask you how you are doing.

Inevitably, I finally put my phone. Reading the sleep prayer in the heart. Then pull the blanket towards my chest despite feeling lara herself.

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...POV HERDIL FIRLANDO...

I'm really nervous about having to lie to my wife Viona.

Yep.

Lady was crying in Mama's big house. Calling me said I wasn't fair to him.

Yesterday we went to the gynecologist. Checking for pregnancy of the Lady who is only six weeks old.

I did not blink staring at the USG screen that showed the embryo or the future fetus in Lady's possession.

Lady and I will be parents in eight months. And it really must be prepared mentally born and inner.

Therefore, the nutritional intake of the mother who is pregnant must be considered properly. Also his mental health because it can have a bad impact on our baby candidates.

Mama and I didn't want my baby to be born. Hence for all that the Lady wants, we try to do our best. For the sake of my future baby, my favorite grandson.

"Stay tonight, Lan!" mama said to make me confused, can only wipe the look of my tangled face.

This turned out to have a mistress. Really make the stress of inner birth especially financial economic affairs.

Yesterday Lady asked me for money. He said I should be fair to give money to both wives. Moreover, the Lady needs more money because she is two-bodied.

Hhh... My expenses are doubling every month. Twelve million transfers for Viona, ten million for Lady Navisha. But my second wife was angry because her nominal value was a little more than Viona, even though she lived two lives, namely herself and our future fetus.

I can't help but promise to send him another ten million in the middle of the month. The cliche reason I'm afraid Lady's keblasan arrange finances by shopping for items that aren't in place.

But the pretext really made me dizzy. Where enough money monthly ten million he said, so only for the cost of salon and makeup equipment only. Hhh... Though Lady never cook, let alone spend money on my meal expenses as well as her. All mothers are responsible for their PH income.

Lady is wasteful, much different from Viona who is quite piki in spending. Viona will even think many times to buy a bag branded price of one million.

And now the Lady is crying out for justice from me about the division of the house.

Lady again quibbled, I just have to be in this house more often. Because there's Mama Tasya here too. So, there are three lives that I should give priority to. His opinion.

I myself. honestly haven't been able to do that justice at this time. My position is now almost the same as Papa Bambang's position since decades ago.

And now I feel what he felt first. Dilemmas that make anxiety, anxiety prolonged as well.

I'm not really strong anymore. Want to tell my secret marriage to Viona, my first wife.

I haven't been as mature as Papa Bambang in terms of income. Automatically my salary is still mediocre. Especially for two wives. And I also just over a year to join in the care of PH Mama Tasya. So not much know about the jobs that make a lot of money.

Want to not, like not to like, accept not accept... Viona must know the truth.

But given this moment I have not found the right moment, and I am also very afraid to open all my ulcers so far on Viona. It's just a lie for the sake of my lies that I do every day.

I hope God will take care of me from Viona's wrath that I predict will shake my household for over a year.

Viona was a good wife. Which is not much demanding let alone set me this.

Hopefully my best wife will understand my position is pinched and all wrong. Moga also Viona finally wants to accept the polygamy that I have to run at this time.

All the ways God has arranged for me. Like the story of Papa's life repeated again in my new home life a year ago with Viona.

Lady is pregnant with my son-in-law. I also can't just take my hands off the woman who will definitely Viona accused as an actor later.

I must be ready to be on standby, one day Viona knows the truth and the two will definitely fight a fight to the huff.

I need to figure out a way to get my two wives together.

Fortunately, my mother was in our midst. Hopefully Mama can muffle Viona's anger later, and make Viona more legowo accept my sir's wedding with Lady Navisha.

Papa.I salute you who can cover up the reality of your marriage to my mother and another woman. It turns out that your closeness and extraordinary busyness is one way to get around the suspicions of Papa's first wife. Can I be like Papa? Living a polygamous life without anyone getting hurt?

Hhh...

I can finally lie to Viona by saying that my mom is sick and wants me to stay at her house.

Even though my heart is beating so hard. And the palms and feet are very cold sweaty. But finally Viona's business succeeded in controlling.

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