
I, Dzakki and Roger, are on a continuous basis. When the three of us were together, everything felt beautiful and happy.
But if one of us does not exist, it feels emptiness that makes us both confess.
Although I had time alone with Roger to strengthen the relationship, but still we felt there was less.
When I and Dzakki were in Bali, more or less this feeling was the same as it is today. When I'm 'without' Dzakki.
"Eat first, Yang!"
Roger came into my room with a tray containing a plate of rice, a plate of vegetables and a plate of fried puffer fish.
Looks appetizing!
But I immediately breathed. I also remember Dzakki who loves to eat fish. Dzakki often I have a joke: do not like fish, drown.
He likes to eat all types of freshwater fish and sea water except goldfish. Because of its duration that makes Dzakki never to vomit when eating fried goldfish.
"Remember Dzakki, huh?"
I'm nodding. Roger knows my heart best.
"You want someVC?"
I'm shaking. I have to hold on until the agreed time.
I also don't want to make Mama Tasya and Herdilan feel uncomfortable if you keep calling.
They're her grandmother and her real father. It must be a lot more guarded, of course. Hopefully, that's my hope.
But Viona,...didn't you see the news on television as well as the news in the newspaper? Many children get violent abuse from the closest people. Moreover... Mama Tasya has been depressed. When he was mentally ill, he often hit people. How..if, (nyuuut).
My headache. It was so painful that I tried to massage myself.
"Why, Honey?"
"Hurt your head, Mom!"
"When later in the afternoon I have to go to Surabaya again. How'this?"
"Go, Yang! I just had a headache. Your contract is one month and a half away. Hope we can be together soon!"
Roger hugged my body.
My words seem to make him feel bad.
"To be honest, I don't want to go. But..."
Allahu Akbar Allaahu Akbar
(Adzan Dzuhur)
"We pray dzuhur berjama'ah yuk?"
Roger looked at my face with beautiful eyes.
"Come on! We ask God, may we always be together!"
"When the distance between us is!"
"You're my darling, I'll take care of it. I'm not going to take it off, forever!"
"Haha... So the lyrics to the song, Mas!"
We laughed again.
Taking ablution water, pray that the Lord Jesus gives us strength with love to achieve the ideals of happiness.
Grateful and grateful. Pray for the greatness of God to always take care of the three of us until the time comes to stay together.
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Tong
Tong
"Dzakky...!"
I immediately thumped at the sound of bi Tini calling my son's name.
I immediately ran towards the living room.
My eyes glazed. My beloved son is in Bi Tini's arms.
There was Mama Tasya and Herdilan behind the living room door. They just kept quiet with a dikulum smile.
"Dzakki... Have you gone home?" I was worried, confused and a little confused.
It's only the second day.
"Dzakki miss Mami! Mami kangen Dzakki isn't?"
Spilled my tears, directly hugging her body tightly.
"Kangen it, son! Hik hik hicks..."
"Come in, Tasya ma'am, Herdilan sir!" bi Tini's words made me realize.
"Come on Ma, Mom! Mr. Rogeer... Dzakki home!!!"
Roger is like I was started. Half-run to welcome our son.
He immediately carried Dzakki's body up high. Until Dzakki was strangled and laughed with excitement.
"Dzakki's father kangen ga?" ask him innocently.
Roger is soon to get a chat. He lowered Dzakki's body and ruffled one's waist, while the other hand tapped his forehead.
"Not a parent?" his god made Dzakki immediately embrace him again.
"Ish Dad!"
"Kangenlah, time' hengga'!"
Roger holds back Dzakki. Her sincere affection for my son is indisputable. Even by Mama Tasya who shed tears as well as Herdilan who smiled full of relief.
"Dzakki's making Oma dizzy?" manyaku.
"It's not the same Oma Papi who is made dizzy. But Dzakki!" his answer made me frown.
"Why is that?"
"Oma forbid Dzakki pup himself. Papi also forbade Dzakki from eating alone. All Dzakki should be served. Khan Dzakki is dizzy!" he complains with a mimic complaining.
We all laughed. The five-year-old is adorable.
"Yes already, finally Dzakki lashed. Dzakki wants to go home! If Dzakki isn't delivered home, Dzakki won't stay at Oma's house with Papi!" he keeps making me laugh again.
Good Lord! Very clever thinking of my son.
"Oma's just afraid Dzakki fell in the bathroom, Boy! And Papi also wants to suck on Dzakki like Dad nyuapi Dzakki too!" roger's advice made everyone happy.
"Yes. That's right Dad said!" sela Mama Tasya laughed.
"Khan Dzakki said, Dzakki can pup himself Oma. Since the age of four, Wawa'!?" ask Dzakki on bi Tini.
"Yes. Dzakki always said, Pup Dzakki hard to get out if anyone wait in front of the bathroom door! Hehehe.." said bi Tini.
"Tuh khan?!?"
Everyone laughed back.
Bi Tini then made us syrup. As a friend chatting lightly in a pleasant sunny day.
Thanks God! My life is getting more and more organized. My condition is improving and improving. And the situation of all of us. Herdilan, Mama Tasya, Me, Dzakki and Roger. We can now sit together in one room, without emotion let alone violence. There was a cheerful laugh. Lost all the burdens on the soul. It is also the story of our past lives. It makes me feel grateful and grateful again.
Thank you Lord. I'm happy!
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