FIRST WIFE REVENGE (I Don'T Love You Anymore)

CHAPTER 190 IS ALWAYS WASTED

I am now always afraid and was was, working in a mental hospital that I have been living for five months.

After thinking long and long, I decided to make a letter of resignation. And I'll give it to RSJ personnel.

I'm gonna stop working. Two weeks of graduation. So, I can take good care of Dzakki also waiting for the graduation event to be held with joy.

After that, I was able to move to Bali to bring my son to start a new life there.

I wish I could be a good mother to my only son. This is far from perfect.

Yep. There are even people who intentionally blatantly hate me. Saying I'm not a good mother to Dzakki, because my selfishness always wants to win by itself. Which always makes the bad luck of my romance as a shield for me to look at Dzakki one eye at first.

But, since Fika blatantly no longer recognizes the existence of Dzakki. I'm heartbroken. I'm starting to feel like this is what it looks like to be a real mother. Not caring and thinking only about yourself.

I know I was wrong. I know, and I understand people who hate me and the steps I take because of my weak attitude and nature.

Hhh... Yep. Everyone has character. I am like this. But I want to turn this weakness into a strength for myself as well as my heart.

I want to be strong. I want to be free from the shackles of the first ex-wife to carry the wounds of all time.

No. gabe. No more.

My dream is to live quietly with Dzakki. Without Herdilan of course.

I don't love you anymore, Delan! Although my vengeance as the first wife is not from my own hands. But it is the hand of God that punishes directly through those who have been hurt and also the karma of their own actions in the past. I did not take any revenge at all. Just shut up and wait. The title of this novel does not match!

Even I with an open mind, would take care of my mentally ill former in-laws. Is that how beautiful my heart is? Nah! Nah!

That's because I get a lot of advice from Christian. He's the one I'm now making a role model for.

Brother Chris makes me more accepting of my situation now. A widow has one child. Who must not continue to carry a burning grudge. There's Dzakki with me. Until the apocalypse, Dzakki was the son of Herdilan.

Although I do not want my son to be visited by his father, because it is my selfishness that does not want Dzakki contaminated with the bad nature of Herdilan. Am I being selfish if I keep my opinion?

Though I once advised Mr. Mutia directly, that Mother and Father are equal. There is nothing better or taller, because children need both. I need Mom, I need Dad too. Hhh...

In fact, my advice is just a joke.

I'm saying it's because Chris' brother is the man in charge. Not like Delan. Sweet is thrown away.

Even to the end, he didn't look for me wholeheartedly.

He found me in this hospital and left me a flower for visiting his mother. Not with the intention of really looking for me and our son.

The man is now free. He could look at his mother at will. Now I am free from the burden on my soul. Delan can now take care of her biological mother. I can go after this.

They are used to treasure. Accustomed to spend-foya without having affection and think long because squandering money. Now everything's changed.

Hopefully Mama Tasya and Delan can take wisdom. I hope they can live right in the future.

Between us there is no relationship anymore. Ex-wife and ex-husband. So we better not see each other. Worried that they would hurt each other again. And honestly I'm not ready to see you again. Although there is Dzakki who is also part of himself is his flesh and blood.

Hhh...

Treeet.

Treeet.

Roger is calling

"Hallo, Alaikumsalam! Yea? Yeah.huh...! Hm... Now Dzakki's at Christian's sister's house. Hhh...!

...[.*See if the son of a bitch*t dares to touch my son! I'll beat him up all out*!]...

I'm termangu. Roger was furious to learn that Herdilan had come out of prison and was looking for me as well as Dzakki.

Honestly my heart is happy, there is Roger who protects Dzakki in such a way.

But.., I'm scared too. Roger's position is only Dzakki's foster father. In any religion, Delan has the right to see his son. Delan has the power to see Dzakki's face.

But I'm scared. Nor can it accept, if in the end the Delan who never made any contribution to my son very nicely admitted Dzakki in absolute terms.

Nah! I'm not willing!

My dzakki is mine. Not his. Although Dzakki is not an item. Dzakki is God's most beloved creature. More than anything in this world.

...[.Vio! Come move with me to Surabaya! Let's start a new life there. With the three of us!]...

The last sentence Roger spoke made me almost choke my own saliva.

What does his word mean? All this time I've been getting used to taking care of Dzakki with bi Tini and Kenken. Sometimes Roger was among us.

And how could I possibly live with him. He is also my ex-husband's half-sister. Hhh...

Nah! I will not approve and take the offer.

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