Festive Collection

58 EPS. DISILLUSIONED

Time that brought us both together. I'm here painting a scene that I find interesting, but I don't know if there's something that keeps sticking up in my heart, and then I put my head up, and then I see something in front of me, my body shaking. Then I stood up, and dropped my paper and some painting tools. I saw you, yes I saw it! He whom I had been looking for was not far in front of me, I was about to step towards him, but for some reason when I was about to step, I saw him clasping a woman's hand tightly. Suddenly my heart stopped for a moment, and watched the dark scene.

“I like you.” Said.

Then the woman smiled, “I also.”

“Can we start from now?” her door. The woman nodded and smiled and hugged the woman tightly.

Suddenly unintentionally, the water ran down both my eyelids, I dropped my body to the ground and only my knees could hold it. I covered my face with both hands. I was disappointed with the reality that was near me.

4 Years ago

“You promise you won't forget me?” pinta Rehan grasped my hand. I nodded confidently.

“You must remember yes, I will come back again, I will take you running with me again. You don't forget me, you have to remember this is my promise and I will soon keep it.”

“But why should you go?” many sad.

“I want to achieve my dreams and your dreams, I will major in medicine at the University of America, and I will heal your feet, so that you can run with me again.”

“Then, I will let you go, be well there yes, do not forget to take care of health.” I said. Rehan nodded and hugged me and said goodbye.

I don't know why Rehan left, which I do know is that there might be something important that he has to finish and I believe that's because I'm sure Rehan will come back, and he'll take me running.

My resolve is in order, I'm going to meet Rehan. I got information from an old friend of Rehan, that Rehan is now working as a heart specialist. Yes, his dream that he had told me so far was achieved as well. I want to make sure that yesterday I saw it was not Rehan, but someone else who resembled Rehan.

I hold a paper that says the address of the Hospital where Rehan works. When I was about to enter the hospital, I accidentally saw Rehan out of the hospital.

Rehan turned his head and looked at me with a spotlight of disbelief, I began to approach him, then without thinking Rehan again held my arm violently and dragged me towards the parking lot that was below.

“Do you want to come here?” rehan asked harshly. He spoke like he wasn't the Rehan I used to know.

“Rehan? Why are you like this?” I kept my hand on Rehan's cheek, and Rehan brushed it off.

“I?! Hahaha, you asked since when did I become like this?! All right, I'll answer your question. From now on you stay away from me, and don't consider me your Rehan again! And you need to remember I'm not the Rehan you used to know, now I'm Rehan who turned into a demon. You satisfied?!”

“Ta... But 4 years ago you promised me that you would come back for me again and run with me again? Why have you been lying all this time? I am ready to wait for you! 4 Years is not a short time! But you broke everything, the hope you gave everything was dashed.” I said while crying sobbing.

“Heh limps, you should be self-conscious, look at that limp leg of yours! just look at it I'm sick of it, I want to puke. Never mind the stale words I used to say just assume that I never said!”

“But I want to hear what your reason is, so you can be like this?”

“If you want to hear it, back when I took medical university in America I was so excited to be a doctor because of you! Because I wanted to treat that limp leg of yours in order to run, but when I graduated I found someone who could move my heart, someone was more than you. She's beautiful, she's smart, and when I get to know her better, she has a father who's the greatest doctor from Korea, and I won't waste that chance, either, and I began to approach him until I knew his father, and since then I became the famous doctor like now thanks to the woman, hahaha.”

“Bad you, Rehan!”

“Indeed! Haha. I don't have time anymore.”

I could only sit back and watch the back of my loved one go away until I saw nothing in front of me.

4 years? A very long time, I waited for him, waiting for him, it turned out everything was gone, I was tired, I was tired, I wanted to get away from this reality, I did not want to live, I wanted to end it all, I wanted to end it all, but it's so hard, am I just going to be a helpless woman? Like stale food. Wasting time thinking about something I shouldn't have thought of, exhausting? Very! But what power? Everything has already happened, is it just patience that can pay for all this pain? This meeting became a doubt for me, it turns out I was wrong, should I have forgotten about it a long time ago, but my heart was against everything, I was confused why everything had to happen this sick? Is there any hope of reassembling these fragments? Can it be whole again? I don't know, people can only hope, and pray sometimes I can't try, but I will try to forget it! Yes I can definitely forget about it and keep going without ever looking back.

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