Festive Collection

EPS 29'S. HOPEFULNESS

Tonight you came to me, when I felt a slight complaint against my stomach. You brought me my favorite chicken porridge as a form of your concern and affection for me.

" Is it still sick?" ask Sudra to me.

" Yum!" answer me with spoilt. Then your hand gives warmth to my palm.

" Let's eat first, Hamidah! I brought you your favorite chicken porridge." said Sudra as he gently rubbed my head.

" It's still bitter in his mouth! Later!" I said with a spoiled whine. Sudra still gently stroked the top of my head. His smile was sincerely full of patience.

" Come, baby! Just a little yuk! Little eat it." seduce Sudra still gently.

I shook my head slowly.

" Come dong, baby! Don't make me sad dong! Let's eat the chicken porridge first! You let it be healthy quickly." seduce Sudra gently. But his gaze was already filled with plea.

Slowly Sudra began to feed me with patience. I looked at my eyes with love. It seems like he won't want to leave me in pain on my own. The pain that I felt was like getting himself stabbed by a thorn in his heart.

My relationship with Sudra has been going on for a long time. From when I was in high school until I was in college. Indeed, between our parents still have not questioned about the differences that occurred. It's possible that they think we haven't been seriously assessed in a relationship heading into a marriage or

housewife. So that both of our parents still have not banned or opposed it. They still see us dating properly.

But after we started working together and independent. Both of our parents began to notice a slight difference between us. I walked to the right and Sudra walked to the left. But of all that we have always appreciated all this time. When I celebrate the great feast of my religion and faith, you do not forget to congratulate me and join me in celebrating. Similarly, when Sudra also celebrated the big day of his beliefs, I was also involved in his family to join his celebration.

Sudra and I value each other from our different beliefs. But when our affection is getting bigger and we are getting used to being together and loving each other we are faced by this one point. We need to be able to choose and make choices in life. Whether I should follow Sudra and abandon my faith or Sudra who followed me entered my faith all this time. This is a compulsion if our hearts still believe in the beliefs that have been held so far.

I just want to, all on the basis of the call of the heart. It is you or I who will lead the holy call in the direction of which path we shall choose to take on His path. So that we do not vary the path in stepping towards His compassion. So that we can one thought and understanding in stepping together to seek His pleasure and gain His love. We hope to always have His blessing in living this life.

You know Sudra! I'm so used to you. So, whatever it is hopefully we can stay together and unite. I have found comfort when I am by your side. And you can understand my will. You love me so much and love me so sincerely and unconditionally. Ye? To me is the perfect man in my eyes.

(Jambi, January 13, 2022)