Festive Collection
EPS 15'S. YOU THINK WHAT I AM
Feeling guilty, self-blame tends to be in the nature of sukma. A young mother with two children.
At the birth of the first child, Sukma does not feel heavy, activity can be carried out normally. As an honorary teacher Sukma performed patiently.
Initially in one school, he taught, then three schools with different levels, SD, Junior High School and High School.
Sukma's husband faithfully delivered a pick-up, in a two-wheeled vehicle, the morning he delivered Sukma then noon pick-up according to the schedule where Sukma taught.
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The day passed, the twists and turns of the household passed, the trinkets were so unique, many sharp turns, steep ravines, steep ravines, and so on, ripples of trivial quarrels can often be agitated by trying to accept each other's shortcomings and advantages.
"It is impossible for God to unite if it is not a soul mate and a divine taqdir". Reveal Sukma's husband patiently he calms the situation must have changed.
He is a hard worker, tireless to make a living for the family. We took turns parenting.
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In six years of marriage, Sukma gave birth to a second child, many conflicts began to emerge, her son was sickly, teaching hours were often left behind, her husband played with fire, seduced here and there, virgin widow she was seduced.
WhatsApp status began flirtatious, jogged on stage he showed off on Facebook, WhatsApp, tick-tock. Now her husband has changed drastically because of the association.
Sukmas are inflamed, she does not like the treatment of her husband.
Kind words, polite and said her disapproval of her husband's change she uttered.
But her husband did not budge, even more so, with the reason of being able to give enough snacks for his children, while Sukma he did not care
The all-knowing female creature of God is able to recognize itself, able to withstand emotions despite being hurt, able to repay bad with good.
His resolve is round. "Let him be so, someday he will realize all his mistakes".
Sukma no longer spoke kindly and politely, somporal replied to her husband.
Sukma is being taught to lie
Sukma is being taught the traitor
Sukma is being taught cheating, by
Her husband, whom she used to obey and respect
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"Cape it feels, whatever".
He felt, but his two hearts became a burning fire to survive in a shaky household.
"His arrogance is not overbearing, my husband forgot the story of Pharaoh who was destroyed so easily, despite his great army, his wealth was plentiful". Sukma continues to motivate himself, so as not to fall.
And how the story of Pharaoh's wife who obeyed God. Siti Asiah was undaunted by the ferocity of Pharaoh. Respect but disobey.
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"I'm not a fool". He said to the grass that was swaying behind his house.
Sukma wanted to leave the house, "But what about the children", he said.
As children become adults, future investments. May they make me happy unconditionally.
Clothes that have been neatly arranged in the bag back in the room. Finally he abandoned his intention to leave.
It's all too sweet to remember. Eating together with salted fish, our instant noodles are gluttonous when unable to afford rice and fish, falling off the bike. All the memories that will not be forgotten.
Sukma thought in times of hard times passed together, when the fun will be achieved together.
Do not blaspheme and judge the wife only as a weak person, must not know the affairs of the husband.
Yet such a paradigm is wrong, numbering the two wives and families in comparison with work and business.
It won't be comparable, sister moon wives, but want to live together
The wife is a figure who knows well the shortcomings and advantages of her husband, compared to her biological mother and siblings.
Treat your wife as the queen in your family, and your family will be happy.
The wife is willing to be sick, as long as the child and husband are not sick. So many sacrifices of a wife for her family, the wife is the support of the husband, not the widow in the life of the husband. Not just a sleeping companion, but a unique creature created by God.
Unique of all forms. When angry, you can still smile.
When happy wife can refrain from dissolving in the cradle of happiness.
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Everything changed. The sukma becomes firm and does not give up.
Tears no longer drip, Sukma fights the bitterness of his life by actively working and caring for the body.
"My husband is a lot outside, a lot of what he sees. Beautiful woman," Sukma Ki ni is beautiful and fragrant.often decorated not for her husband, but for her.
Skin care, lipstick, eyebrow pencil he wore, even if only at home, he dressed up.
Sukma make-up equipment bought with his own money, in front of the glass Sukma said "This beauty is no longer for you, only for me". Hate for her husband.
Sukma's income as an honorary teacher is not much, must find additional income to the salon and facial care. "liar well-groomed, dull skin is lost, black spots disappear".
Glowing package.
"Facial care is necessary, age is growing, rivals are heavy out there lined up", giggling Rahma Sukma's best friend.
"Your husband is now an office, a lot of style and demeanor".as if on the wind, all adoring his success.
"But my husband forgets when he has no money, no definite income, so long as I accompany him in distress and suffering". Sukma.
"Don't eat out, take a walk every Sunday. Never"
Absolutely unexpected, whether what has possessed Husband Sukma, does not change form but changes character.
" Patience must be improved" said Bu Evy, a friend who teaches Sukma.
"Males weigh their trials, at the ages of forty and sixty. Puberty".
"Sometimes domestic temptation is also in that phase". Bu Evy is wiser to address every issue.
Sukma always feels comfortable when he has poured out his heart.
"Plooong felt.. all the outpouring of hearts has been evaporated". Sukma breathed deeply.
I'm not perfect, my face is normal, my nose is pug, my height is short. Is love physically judging? So why should there be a marriage if only for comparison.
"He compares me to the others".
Even in her husband could imagine the widow of a neighbor of the house.
Isakan cries Sukma noiseless, his hands clenched want to feel like killing her husband.
Good wife, hypocritical husband.
Beautiful wife traitorous husband.
Rich wife is hurt.
No dream husband, all nisbi, all pseudo.
His cross-eyed, bad, naughty worthless.
Where is the sanctity of love? If the faithful wife is still hurt.
My husband does not believe in love, but he spreads love everywhere.
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If a wife who is not in debt is mortgaged a sense of betrayal.
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Karma must happen, "but not for me and my children, but for you. Husband cursed and betrayed.
No memories, no laughter. Silent and silent.
Death ended Sukma's husband who died on the cutting edge of his pride.
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Sukma sighed deeply, now there is no obstacle. Her husband had now buried the red earth.
