Festive Collection

EPS 43'S. YOU KNOW EVERYTHING

I don't understand what I'm feeling right now. I didn't realize it when I met you. Just looking at the flicker of your shadow instantly I felt this heartbeat so fierce. This heartbeat roared like a drum. Really am! I won't deny it. But I don't have the courage to approach you. You are perfect for me. You have achievements that can be excelled. You've always been an idol. You are always ahead. Not only has a charming face. But you are amazing with all the achievements you get. And I'm a nobody if I realize that.

At the moment of the organization meeting. I came as a member and you are one of those managers. You're in front of the meeting. My eyes do not blink admiring your figure. Really if I knew you better, maybe this heart wouldn't be so drummed.

After the meeting was over, you came to me. You try to get closer. It's like my hope when I look up to you in the lead up to that meeting. How I feel my heart is not broken. My hands started to sweat coldly from being close to you. Is this an exaggerated sense of admiration. Or am I really idolizing you? Or is this the love?

Maybe I am obsessed with you. Or because I idolize you with your myriad achievements. When you start approaching me, you start telling stories and asking a lot of questions about me. I was really happy at the time. You know, every night your name and figure became my spirit.

" Why are you? I feel, I'm always you watching me. But you're not trying to get close to me? You seem to be moving away from me." you asked at last when it started to get serious and saw I started to relax a little.

How much that question surprised me. If I answer honestly, it will embarrass me. But really you really want to know.

" Do you hate me?" ask you back.

" No! No, you're wrong!" sahutku finally.

" then?" ask you back.

" me? I'm scared!" I said.

" You're afraid of me? Why?" tanyanya back.

" I was afraid that when I got close to you, my heart suddenly slipped from here" I answered at last while showing my heart. You immediately smiled with her sweetness.

" Why?"

" Because I admire you so much! When you are near me even now how much I am tormented because my heart rate is erratic. To me, you are perfect in my eyes. Even having you I wouldn't dare." I said honestly as I lowered my head.

You're staring at my eyeballs. How I am not strong against those eyes. I'm back down.

" It's cold your hands!" you said as you grabbed my wrist. I was really surprised when you grabbed my hand.

" right! You scared yeah, with me?" you said softly while rubbing my palm to make it warmer.

" I'll make you calmer. I will approach you often. I'll get used to watching you. So you can feel your heartbeats at peace when you're with me" you said seriously.

Really this? I idolize you, you offer this to me?"

" Honestly, I admire you too?" you said finally.

" You?" my many.

" Yes! You're different. And that's what makes me want to get to know you even more." you said that made my heart feel like it was watered by the cold water ice.

This is a dream. But I don't want this to be an empty wishful thinking without realisation. I will pursue it until I achieve the result. Failing once doesn't mean I'll fail tomorrow. At least I've started to make this dream come true. At least I can tell you about failure or success in the future.

It starts with a dream, and it all has to start again. To be sure with all these efforts. Rest assured! Believe in your own potential. It's just a matter of time. Our success is in our own hands. One day, I will thank you for this spirit. The spirit to achieve that dream.

I secretly admire you. I secretly like you. But I dare not express that feeling. Is everything I feel, you feel at that moment? This feeling is just me keeping in my heart. Adoring you is only the secret of this heart.

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That feeling when I was in school. I started to like my opposite sex. But I don't want the person I like to know how I feel. Until time has passed. School farewells are through. When we meet again in the new grand reunion you approach me. But I still pretend I don't care about you. After that, you started to intensely send a chat to me. And we began to be active in the alumni group of the School.

In the end you admit that you liked me a long time ago. You said you were secretly watching me when we were both sitting in that school. So then? We've been keeping these likes the same secret.

You said you were so sorry, why didn't you have the courage to say you liked me. So my thing. But I also dare not tell you the truth.

" I liked you a long time ago, Nay!" you said finally.

" Huh?" sahutku surprised.

" right! I'm not lying! From the time we went to school, I secretly watched you, and also admired you." You said.

" What do you admire about me?" ask me.

" Don't you get that champion often? You often perform in front of the stage." you said.

" You were always the first champion in school. That's what you deserve to admire is you." I said.

" Have you liked me too?" your question finally cornered me.

" right! And that's ridiculous, isn't it? It turns out that we have the same secret love" I said with a smile.

" It's no longer a secret. So would you if we started walking together?" ask you the more I can't refuse him.

" At least, I'm relieved to express all of my feelings to you. You want to right, we're in that delayed relationship?" again you ask me.

Finally I just smiled in embarrassment, nodding my head.

" Thank you, Nay!" Say it with a smile.