Festive Collection

EPS 44'S. MOST BEAUTIFUL DUSK

Tracing the already deserted streets. He bowed because he mourned for fate. I don't know what he's feeling right now. It looks like that spirit is starting to slacken. His hope was dashed because there were no voices that supported and gave the strength to step. Drooping weak over helplessness continued the struggle. The straight path is still long. The view is still very far to reach the goal. There was no half way yet, yet the spirit was broken.

He was like a puppet left on a street corner. Tracing the lonely road no one happens to pass. A doll that was like half his life was lost from his body. Even when the despair came upon him, silent at once, mute no passion advanced. Just following nature will take her away from that place.

Dolls on the street corner seemed to be left behind by people who loved her. Just hope and wait for someone to take him away from there. Help him from this helplessness. Tears can no longer come out of the corner of her eyes. His heart was dead because it had broken from hope.

Currently, it is only able to stay still without being able to avoid the hot sun and the wet cold rain. If only he could speak. At least it was a form of effort to get out of the circle of shackling themselves.

" I am the parable, the puppet that cannot run away. This doll, the doll left on the street corner. Waiting for the expected coming. Help that can give strength of spirit again. Unlike today, sad in despair."

Search for your profile on Instagram. I secretly still watch you. Yes, after we agreed to end our relationship, I'm still trying to find out about you. For me the news of you being full of happiness and joy is always waiting for me. If I don't know about you for a day, I'm still agitated and unsteady. Honestly, I still love you. I still feel a miss with you. I don't know if you.

Today you uploaded a photo of him. Your photo shows cheerfulness. With a smile that expands you with your close friends now. You want to show me that you already have a replacement for me. You're both with him. With a cool guy for you. Take a selfie of you with yourself while eating together at a fancy restaurant. You may never get it when you're with me.

I haven't been able to give you that pleasure. I work as a laborer and still help my sisters continue school, willing to sacrifice my wishes. All because of my mother who was already a widow who was left dead by my father. And I had to help ease the burden on my mother who was still paying for my sister's school.

But I know enough that you've found someone better than me. From the upload that is on your instagram with the caption 'Lunch With Love.'

You don't have to keep my feelings because we've agreed to end the relationship. I'm back to focusing on my family. It's enough every day that I know about you. You with your face beaming. Maybe I'm not the one you want.

Like I was intentionally behind school. After the break I did not go straight to class. But I went straight to the back of the school where there is a forest that is quite shady and quiet to just study or talk with doi.

I was currently sitting on a wooden chair in the forest behind the school. I was waiting for someone to give me a message. Said I was told to wait in the woods behind this school. He wants to say something. I don't know what he'll tell me. I just follow him. If not because I like it a little, maybe I still do not want to obey his will. But because I also have a long crush on him, so I want to go to this forest.

Half an hour has passed, you yourself did not come to the forest. It was you who sent me to this place. Since it has started to run out an hour has passed you did not also come in the forest behind this school, then I returned to my class.

After school you finally found me in my class. Then you took me to the woods behind that school.

" I was waiting for you here, you didn't come." I protested.

" Sorry! Suddenly, the clock had a sudden repetition. Now I'll just talk and say something." you said.

" What? Quickly say! I'm getting hungry and I'm also scared that if it's quiet like this, the kids are all home." I said.

" I just said! Can I borrow the history from you last week?" you said without feeling guilty saying that to me.

" God dragon! If you just want to borrow the historical record why send me to the forest behind this school, huh? You can find me in class!" protest me with emotion.

" Sorry! I'm embarrassed to look for you in class. Later people will think I, I like you and PDKT with you." your reason.

" Oh yeah, this is the book! I'm going home!" I said, taking the history books in my bag and leaving the forest.

" It's true yeah! I thought he was gonna shoot me, you know! I've prepared the answer if he wants to say he likes me. But truth? Uh, panjul-panjul!" muttered.