Fear of Falling in Love

Fondling (Gibriel Alexander)

2 More days all humans will leave in 2013 and start entering 2014. The habit I practice towards the end of the year is to reflect. What the hell happened in 2013? If 2013 is a lot of bad, then in 2014 I want to fix the mistakes.

If years ago I contemplated in the restaurant Segarra, but now I contemplate it under a banyan tree that is located behind the beloved campus. I took out an agenda book and a pen from the bag. I always write end of year in my agenda book for mementos. So when you read it in the coming year, you must smile yourself.

Wow, a very fast day passed without feeling more or less in 2014. In 2013, there were a lot of things that I went through. In 2013, there were 2 things to be happy about.

Both of my novels were published in 2013

Suddenly became a celebrity on campus and had many fans everywhere

I met a beautiful girl named Restyani Ananda Putri

His name is life there is happiness there must be sadness. So is my life. I also had a few cases in 2013.

Among Other :

the girl I loved was caught cheating on the anniversary of her fourth relationship.

- Terror.

I admit that case 1, and 2 appeared because of my careless nature, lack of attention to girls, judges, can not resist emotions, and ceplos. I hope that in 2014 I can control myself. Eits, besides that I also have a lot of expectations including :

International novel go.

Can realize the dream of opening a major publication called "Arsha Publishing House"

Open a free library

MARRIED

Feelings from year to year hope that I have never realized until now is MARRIED. (abis has not found a daughter that fits in the heart). Doain aja let me quickly find a suitable. hihihi.

That is the result of my reflection in remembering what happened in 2013 that I wrote in the agenda book.

Suddenly I felt someone patting me on the shoulder. “Woy, again doing this under the banyan tree everything!” a girl shouted behind me.

“Eh, dislodged-eh dislodged ..” Latah disease I mentioned. I looked to the side and found that the person who surprised me was Resty.

Huft, I snorted in annoyance. Upset yourself. Why try latah disease out in front of Resty. I am ashamed of being caught with a latent disease. Resty giggling. I am getting more and more.

“Why laugh? Funny guy latahan?” ask me jutek.

“Sorry, not that. I laughed because it's not just me who latahan when daggedetin uh it turns out you are also that.”

“Yes, that's it. Abis how else latah disease has existed since childhood.”

“Sama dong's. How else to do?”

“Loh, I should have been the one to take you to this place. Tumben-tumbenan really.”

“Gue is here just to reflect. Reflecting on the mistakes I made in 2013 to make improvements in 2014. What are you yourself?”

I was silent to Resty's words. The longer I feel the more I have in common with Resty. The equation between me and Resty is: both like to go to the bookstore, both like online midnight, equally talkative and lastly both like to reflect at the end of the year. People say our soul mate has a lot in common with ourselves. Hope Resty is my soul mate.

Resty looked me in the eye. His eyes pierced my heart. Ah, I became a self-defeating salang. “From the look of your eyes it is again restless. You have a lot of problems, right? If you have a problem venting with me, who knows I can ease your burden at least I can make your heart relieved,” said Resty.

“Ah, time anyway? There is no problem anyway,” replied I was a little lying. I deliberately hide the problem of terror that I experienced to Resty, I do not want to add to his burden.

“Udah don't lie. Your eyes are clearly emitting an aura of more trouble and you are again frightened. If you don't want to tell me about your problem let me just be the one who is guessing about your problem.”

“Emang you know what my problem is?” many underestimate it.

“Definitely your problem about the terror you are experiencing right?”

“Kok knows anyway? Your father's a fortune teller?”

I looked into Resty's eyes. I feel something strange from Resty's words, how did he try to know I had a terror? But it turns out I saw Resty's face pale, like a thief caught by the citizens. “Yes, you know. You are now a college celebrity. So whatever you do must be quickly smelled by many people. Moreover, listen to the intruder send a rat carcass in your class huh?” resty assured me.

What Resty said made sense. But my heart doesn't believe in his words. My heart told me Resty was hiding something from me and it was terror-related. If Resty doesn't tell the truth today, I'll find out the truth myself.

“Think of fitting so. Yups, I am restless because I think of terror. 25 years I live in a new world this time I can terror.”

“That's the risk of being successful. The higher the tree, the stronger the wind blows. Lovers and haters are 2 things that cannot be separated. We can't force people to always love ourselves, there must be people who hate us. You who are patient, be assured that the storm will pass. Smash words reply haters with a smile of spirit,” said at length.

I agree 100% with what Resty said. I admire him more. She is the perfect woman in my eyes. I've always felt comfortable in Resty. He can make me forget the problems I'm facing. Suddenly in the depths of my heart came the desire to propose to Resty today. But I doubt. I was planning to propose to a girl in 2014. Come to think of proposing to Resty now too soon, Resty would have been shocked. Maybe it's better to apply for Resty in 2015?

Without feeling it is already dusk. Dusk is beautiful, but unfortunately the time of its appearance is only a short time. I remember Vindy. Vindy must be confused looking for me. I didn't go to this place with Vindy. I took Resty home together. Resty agreed.

***

“Vin .. Vindy!” shout me. But there is no truth from within. Where is vindy? I reached into my pants pocket, I found the keys to the house. Fortunately, I brought my house keys to open the door quickly.

As soon as the door opened I ran to Vindy's room but I could not find Vindy in her room. I checked the bathroom, still didn't find Vindy. I panic myself, at this hour Vindy is usually busy watching Korean dramas why is she not home now?

“Lo don't need to know who I am. I want to step down from the world of writers. If you do not want to retreat from the world of writing, your life will be miserable and your beloved sister will be wretched!”

The words of the terror ring in my ears again. Jesus, can't Vindy be kidnapped? Bad feelings enveloped my heart. I was afraid that anything would happen to him. I remember HP, my how is it why from earlier I did not text Vindy asking her whereabouts?

I reached into the shirt pocket to pick up. Once HP is in hand, I send a text to Vindy.

To : Vindy

Vind, where are you? Go home, I don't feel good.

Just a few minutes a text sent my HP ringing. When looking at the HP screen I was disappointed, my HP sounded not because it could text or call from Vindy but call from an unknown number. I was wondering, with the guy who called me. I press the answer button.

“Halo, with whom and where?” ask me friendly. Although I panic again but I must still say friendly to anyone.

“We are from Kasih Ibu hospital, do you know Vindy Putri.”

“Yes, I know. I am Vindy's sister. What happened to Vindy?”

“Vindy had an accident she is currently being treated at our hospital.”

“OK, I'll be there soon. Sus, please provide the best care for Vindy.”

I turned off the phone. Then hurry to the hospital. I hope Vindy is okay.