Fear of Falling in Love

Falling in Love Again (Gibriel Alexander)

Sunny Sunday took a great book. Alhamdulillah, Indonesians are now more and more fond of reading. Instead of money wasted, buy books. Books are windows to the world.

I set foot on the shelf of a new novel. I want to see my beloved son eh novel ding. For a writer a work is considered like his own son. The fruit of love between the brain, hands, and mat ague. I want to know whose novel my son is next to?

Hmmm ... on the shelves of new novels many novels from new writers. My competition is getting more and more. The more rivals I get the more passion in writing. I want to kayak Asma Nadia, can survive in the writing world for up to 10 years. I glared at the titles of the novels on the shelves of new novels when I did not see the title of my own novel? My novel has just circulated 3 weeks means it is still on the shelves of new novel dong?

“Sorry Mas, daritadi I noticed mas like a confused person want to find a novel what?” ask a beautiful woman long hair pucked back, wearing a white shirt, a black knee-length skirt, black shoes too. From the looks of it I can already guess this beautiful mom is a bookstore waitress.

Wow, what a coincidence. Just now I want to find a waiter eh he was nongol first. “Mbak, I want the novel You Are My Love by Gibriel Alexander is located where ya?”

“Oh, the novel is up from yesterday Mas.”

“Mbak, it's again usually one novel title there are how many copies in this bookstore?”

“100 mas.”

Gluey!

I gulped, my novel was finished in 3 weeks. It sold about 100 copies. Whoa, amazing. I really didn't expect a fantastic sale. I wasn't sure if my script was in acc publishing.

“Kak, if you go to the bookstore buyin me his latest novel Mitha Juniar yes?” vindy's words ring in my ears. Those words were what awakened me from a long daydream. Once aware of the beautiful mother, the bookstore waitress has disappeared to where.

Now it's time to find Vindy's order novel. “Yes, God help me find the novel order Vindy.” My prayer in my heart.

I'm looking for a Vindy order book and I know it's on the best seller's shelf. When I want to take a novel by Mitha Juniar suddenly the novel disappeared by itself.

I look to the side. The person who took the novel in my way was the girl who yesterday hit me and I met at Anyer beach. “That's my target novel kok you take anyway?”

“Yes, I've been doing a novel by Mitha Juniar for a long time. Can you buy this novel?” it was accompanied by a face. Duh, I would not have the heart to see the face of a girl.

Because today I am happy again because I heard the news of the beloved novel sold 100 ex within 3 weeks, then I decided to give up the same girl. Vindy's business is easy for me to tell her that Mitha Juniar's novel is out of stock. “Ya, it's been a novel for you. But the conditions.”

“What are the terms?”

“Can I have a mutual acquaintance lo?”

“Of course you can. My name is Restyani.” He extended a hand. And I returned his hand. Wuih, his hands are very smooth. “My name is Gibriel Alexander.”

“Eh, abis from this bookstore lo no event?”

“Hmmm. What's wrong?”

“Nothing anyway. I just want to make sure you eat at the cafe if you want.”

“Eat at the cafe huh? May also, itung-itung as the beginning of our friendship.”

Yes, I succeeded. The opportunity to find a new partner is starting to open up. If I think about it, Vindy's words have a point and I have to revoke the oath that I said on the beach Segarra. I don't want to be single for life. And my little heart says Resty is the right woman to be my true partner.

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I shake my own head. I am so sorry about mini mala. It's because the brain and Microsoft word are fighting again. I've been in front of the computer for an hour, but misrosoft word is still white clean, there is not a single word that I managed to type. All this because the idea did not come up.

How the idea au appeared, my head and heart was again full of the name Restyani Ananda Putri.

Restyani Ananda Putri, the girl who has stolen my heart. Her heart is ayu, her heart is not losing ayu. Even though he was once I jutekin, kasarin, but he is still good with me. He has no revenge at all.

Ahah! The light bulb in my head is on. The idea I was waiting for just showed up. I want to write a novel based on a true story that I'm going through right now. It must be cool, in all this time biased teen novels read that the main character of his boy basketball, band vocalist and handsome face. I want to make a novel different from the others. The main character in my novel is a handsome writer.

Gibriel Alexander, is my name cool? Obviously I am an Arab and German. Bokap I'm native to Germany, while nyokap there are still Arab descendants. Honey, both my parents are dead. And now I just live with Vindy Putri's beloved sister.

Who doesn't know me? I'm the author of the novel You are my love. My main goal as a writer is to make Helena, my ex, sorry for leaving me. And my goal was achieved, my first novel just 3 days circulated in the book store has a lot of readers of the novel that text me. More than that girl friends on campus or even wherever I am there must be someone who asks for signatures and photos together.

When I wanted to pedekate the same one of my 1 readers of my novel that girl, I remembered an oath that I said on Segarra beach when separated from Helena. I swear, it reads “Gue will not fall in love with any girl” It makes me undo the intention to pedekate the same one of the female readers. Although the oath came out spontaneously, but I will not lick it myself.

Finally I decided to avoid the readers of my novel by way of judes bin jutek. My principle let them say I'm arrogant is important I don't lick my own spit. But what I did destroyed my career. Haters and terrorists are starting to appear in my life.

Thank God, behind many people who hate me there are still 1 woman who sincerely loves me. The woman I often judge, kasarin but she does not hold any grudges at all. Only then did I realize, that dial ah my soul mate. And I won't lose him. At the end of the story I took the oath I made on Segarra beach. In San Ague I took a new vow, a vow that I would marry her as soon as possible and make her happy forever.

Just typed a 2-page synopsis on my fingers it feels kinky. It's good that I rest a while yes, rest while relaxing the muscles of the fingers. Hmmm ... wrote about Resty, I miss him. I separated from him a few hours later, I missed again. What is he doing now? Instead of asking the wind through, never know the answer mending I asked directly the same person through sms.

To : Resty Beautiful

Hey, what's beautiful again? Sorry if I disturbed you.

Just a minute sms sent, uh my HP back embroidery. HP embroidery brings sms reply from Resty.

From: Resty Beautiful

I'm again online fesbuk while brosing. Abis has no job. Wh why? Is it the same with me?

Fesbuk online? Hmmm .. can also. I have been online for a long time. Want to go online first ahh, all of you want to find novel competition info. Before going online I want to reply to Resty sms first.

From : Resty Beautiful.

You don't get off first huh? I'll suckle you online. Wait for me on the computer screen.

After reporting sent I received, directly online fesbuk. Because my computer is not used by anyone, so click Facebook directly into the fesbuk homepage without any log-in.

Wuih, ajib is right there are 50 incoming notifications and 25 incoming messages. I chose to check the incoming message first. Click the logo of the letter above on the right. In a moment the messages are visible. The sender of those messages was the reader of my novel. On average they invite acquaintances, I long reply he even said the oath of absorption. Some say I'm arrogant, sissy and so on.

I re-click the homepage. Update the status first.

Eits, don't get the wrong guy is not mean cocky. It could be a cute guy because he wants to test a girl well or not. A good girl at the time of being juicedin surely she will say “Sorry yes if it bothers you. If you don't like acquaintance I'm okay kok.” But if not a good girl then she will curse with harsh words.

I intentionally update the status of it like that. Let the readers of my novel that was cursed become insinuated. And I hope my innuendo makes them aware. Suddenly my mood is gone, if the mood has been lost innately want to sleep. It's time to rest too.

“See you, my script. Tomorrow for sure I will continue lo,” said I spoke on the script. I clicked shutdown on the computer screen. A few minutes later the computer died.