Fear of Falling in Love

Evil Plans (Restyani Ananda Putri)

The banyan tree, for many people, is the most haunted tree. The residence of the dedemites such as kuntilanak, pocong, and others. But for me the banyan tree is a great place to find peace of heart. How could anyone dare to snatch near a banyan tree?

Every time there is no lecturer, it must run to this banyan tree. Just writing a diary or listening to music. I opened my beloved diary. Diaries are the safest place to confide. My diary is equipped with a key facility so my secret is guaranteed not revealed by anyone.

Hall 1

At night it is silent. I was silent in the middle of silence. Looking at me with a blank look. Like you can't believe what you did to me? Where is your love that was given to me? Love that makes me happy.

Where's our laugh joke? Where is our dream to live together forever? All gone unexpected. Disappear with your sweet, rotten promise. Now you bring tears and heartache. If only you could see tears without sound. The crying of the heart is inaudible. Only pain I think.

Why is there a meeting if it ends in farewell? Why start with an introduction if it ends without saying hello? The sense of loss will continue to linger in the heart. Trying to forget the good times with you, further adds to the wound in my heart.

The body is no meeting, surely I will not feel the pain of a farewell. However, if it does not begin with a meeting, then I will never be able to feel the beauty of your love. Now that I'm conscious and understanding, separation teaches me how wonderful a meeting can be.

I smiled myself reading the writing on the first page. I wrote that post just as Aldy cut ties with me. Now Aldy is just a memory of the past. Because my heart was filled with other men. My fingers began to scratch the pen in the beloved diary book.

When you first look at your photo

I'm fascinated by your handsome face

When I hear your voice

My heart is beating fast

When near you

My heart feels comfortable

My heart says you're the one I've been looking for

Is this love?

I hope this isn't love

I'll never have her

Because many want it

I can only get close to him

Even if someone were to blame it

Because there is one shortcoming

For me it is he whom I am waiting for

Could I have it?

It feels like a mere delusion

Imaginary love is bitter

But not too bitter for me

I love him the most beautiful thing in my life

What I wrote was the deepest curses of my heart. Yeah, I'm in love again. Gibriel Alexander is a man who managed to steal the heart and is able to replace Aldy. People who hate can turn into love. At first I also hated Gibriel, abis became a very arrogant writer. But after yesterday meeting him at the bookstore and eating together at the cafe I became persimmon. She's not as bad as I thought.

Yesterday he told me a lot, he said he was arrogant like that because he said love vows “Ngot going to fall in love with any girl.” Hence she avoids readers of her novels for fear of falling in love with one of them. The way he avoids them is to be ignorant and indifferent.

“Woy! What else is this?” yelled Nindya, my best friend.

“Eh dislodged... uh dislodged.” My latahku disease. Nindya anyway come ngagetin aja, I'm the person latahan. I stroked my chest, thankfully my heart didn't really fall off. I closed my beloved diary and locked it. It would be terrible if my diary was read by Nindya. Nidya is the person of the bucket, ceplas-ceplos and can not keep a secret.

“Hay, Nin tumben lo my nyamperin? Did he say the banyan tree? How do you want to come here?” my many.

“Gue nyamperin you to here because there need to be equally lo important!”

“Hah? Need to be equally important? What's up try?”

“People who hit you yesterday Gibriel Alexander right?”

“Iya, why?”

“Berati lo hate it so much right he?”

“Udah is no longer. What's the matter talking about him?”

“Gue wants to make sure you work together to teach Gibriel.”

“Gue created kelso why do you want to teach the same lesson Gibriel.”

“My sister was heartbroken because of the pretentious Gibriel. I want revenge against him. Let him be hooked and be able to appreciate his readers.”

“Yes, forgive Nindya. Revenge is sin, and vengeance can wipe out all good deeds. Is it a shame that a good charity that has lo kumpulin must disappear in an instant?”

“Lo don't talk to me! Anyway you have to help me teach Gibriel a rancid lesson!”

“Help what first? What do you have plans?”

“Here I misikin.” Nindya approached me and whispered something into my ear. I put on a good ear. “Ztt…. Bla..blabla.”

My eyes glared at what he said in the ears. “What? Lo crazy? I don't want to help you!”

“Lo want to oppose me? Forgot who pays you kost lo, tuition and shopping lo every month?”

I'm speechless. Yes, all this time I owe a lot to Nindya. Tuition, boarding money even monthly spending money are all from him. I thought he was helping but he wasn't. He has a hidden purpose. Now he wants to use me to carry out his evil plan.

“If I don't want to help you how?”

“If you don't want to help me, it doesn't matter you have to pay back the money I spent for ten million.Nevent able to pay forced me to jeblosin lo prison. Options are in the hands of lo Resty.”

Whats? 10 million? Where does money try? My parents in the village only work as farmers, to eat hard let alone pay 10 million? Can't afford he's gonna throw me in jail. Hiiii .. creeps I imagine it happened.

“OK, I want to help you but if caught do not take me!” i finally said. There was no other choice but to comply with his request.

“Well, that dong is my new best friend!” Nindya held me tight.

“Yes, God, forgive me. I can't prevent Nindya.”'s evil plans My prayer in my heart.

***

“Resty! Yes, jeez lo this hour not yet awake?” yelled a woman with a cry. Without even opening my eyes, I knew the owner of the sound. Nothing else is Nindya's voice. Huh, sucks! Why did he come to my boarding house early in the morning? Just disturb me from sleeping.

“Males ah's. Today I am in the afternoon so want to wake up in the afternoon too.”

“Lo must wake up now! Now you have to run the task.”

“What task anyway? Tasks of lecture given by lecturers have been kelar.”

“Not that, but the task of teaching Gibriel Alexander a lesson. Lo forgot our agreement yesterday?”

I patted my own jidat. Oh, my God, I totally forgot the deal yesterday. I finally had to open my eyes. “Well, so dong lo wake up.”

“Continue my task now why?”

Nindya opened her bag, not long after which she handed me the phone box. “First of all you have to receive the gift items from me.”

My forehead wrinkled, “What's the matter? THE HP? Last month you gave me BB.”

“Udah just accept stuff from me. Goods I love to launch our action.”

Yes, I have received the gift of Nindya. I am now Nindya's lackey, whatever she tells me to obey. It can also be a cool HP and expensive. Poor people like me can buy HP like this.

this “HP that I love, equipped with advanced facilities, can turn our voices into the voices of others. When you call Gibriel, guaranteed your voice will not be found.”

I nodded in understanding. “Well, now try calling Gibriel!” nindya Command.

“So I said what's the same Gibriel?”

“If it's easy! I'll tell you what to say when you talk to Gibriel. Cepetan call him, his HP number has been entered on the HP.”

I looked up Gibriel's name in the HP phone contact Nindya gave me. After meeting you directly click yes/okay.

Pouch ... Tuut

The phone is not connected. I waited for Gibriel to pick up the phone from me. I clicked the loudspeaker button so that later when Gibriel picked up Nindya's phone could hear what Gibriel was saying.

“Halo, with whom and where?” gibriel's voice was heard across the phone. Finally Gibriel picked up my phone too. I smiled knotingly, from Gibriel's voice I could already guess he just woke up.

“Halo, is this true Gibriel Alexander number?”

“Yes, it's true I'm Gibriel. Who are you?”

I looked at Nindya as if hinting, “Gue should say what?” Nindya understands what I mean. He handed me a piece of paper. On the paper Nindya gave written a word. Hmmm .. Now it is my turn to understand what he means, he asked me to say what is written on this paper.

“Lo don't need to know who I am. Obviously I want you to step back from the world of writers.” My words correspond to what Nindya wrote on the paper.

“Eh who are you? My mother is not, why do you ask me to step back from the world of writing? Yes, yes I tell you to build a career in the writing world from zero. I won't back down until anytime.”

Nindya again wrote a sentence on the paper. Again, I said the words written by Nindya. “If you do not want to retreat from the world of writing, your life will be miserable and your beloved sister will be wretched!”

“Eh, you who dare threaten me? Very sissy really how dare you just ngancem doang. Come on man, let's meet me in the boxing arena, we duel one on one.” Gibriel's tone began to rise.

Nindya snatched the HP from my hand and she pressed the end button. Nindya prancing glee. He hugged me tightly. “Thanks ya Res, you want to cooperate with me. My best friend is my best friend.”

I'm speechless. Nindya says I'm her best friend? Really so? I felt like I was just Nindya's lackey. I looked at Nindya, she looked so happy. My heart is happy to see Nindya happy but the other side of my heart, sad and guilty has made Gibriel anxious because of the terror.

“Yes, God forgive me my sins. I did this because I was forced.”