Fear of Falling in Love
There is a Burning Taste in the Heart (Marcha Agnia)
On a clear Sunday I tried to take a walk to the vineyard not far from my house, precisely on the steep plains along the banks of the Mosel River. This vineyard became one of the most high-quality German wine-producing places. Two other places in the Rehingau area as well as the Rhine plain.
I don't know who owns the wineries here. He must be rich. Every month, wine sales increase. A good German wine is known for its mild natural flavor as well as the balance between sweet and sour flavors.
Germans produce little red wine and many white wines and rose (pink) with flavors that are often trocken (bitter) or halbtrocken (half bitter) listed on the label, in contrast to dessert with the ingredients of the wine that tastes always sweet.
Enjoying the beauty of the vineyard, I suddenly remembered Gerald. That guy from Junior High loves to eat wine. If I asked him to come here it would be exciting. There's something I want to talk to him about Mareth's speech the other day. A, I took the smart phone out of the bag. Then try sending WA's message to Gerald.
*Gerald, I'm at the Mosel River vineyard. Can you come here right now? There's something I want to talk about. Important*!
A few seconds later, a blue tick appears. Which means my message has been read by Gerald.
Suddenly a pair of hands closed my eyes. The scent of casabblanca stings in my sense of smell. I'm no stranger to aromo. “Gerald sure? Hayo, ngaku!”
Slowly he took off his hands from my eyes. Guess right. “Kok know the hell that closed your eyes is me?” ask Gerald in wonder.
“Yes, the smell of casabblanca perfume from Junior High has never changed. Bay the way, how fast is it?”
“Yaiyalah cepet, when you text me, I was also here!”
“Oh yes? How could I not see you?”
“Yeee, how would you like to see me wong kamunya daritadi fun to daydream.”
I grinned the horse showing off my gussul teeth. So ashamed of myself. “Eh, he said someone would like to be talked about. What do you want to say?”
“I want something, but please answer honestly yes.”
“When did I ever lie to you. I want the person to always be honest and what they are.”
“Do you still love me?” Finally the question came out of my mouth.
“If that's what you need to ask again. Until the apocalypse I still love you. Why why anyway? Are you ready to open your heart for me?”
“If I answer ‘ya’ you want to sell what?”
Gerald's eyes sparkled as if he had never been with what I said. “Seriously? I'm not wrong, right? So today we are going to be?”
I nodded for sure as I smiled. Reflex he's peeping at my forehead. Then take me around the vineyard. “Woy, all the vineyard employees who are here, because I am again happy your salary month doubled.l!” shout Gerald.
It was obvious who the owner of this vast and beautiful vineyard was. None other than Gerald's parents.
***
From: Gerald
Maretha, you are beautiful! At 8pm I picked it up. I want to make sure you're dinner. All thanks for the surprise on our 1st anniversary.
I accidentally threw my smartphone on the couch. OMG, will Gerald pick you up at 8 p.m? I just realized today is my one-month anniversary with Gerald. What time is it? I glanced at the clock that was stuck to the wall of the room. It turned out to be 7pm. He panicked, Gerald's gonna pick him up in an hour. As for me right now I'm wearing pajamas.
I hurried to open the wardrobe to find clothes that are suitable for dating. But all her clothes are short-sleeved shirts, negligee, baby dol. Is dating using baby dol? But suddenly my eyes were fixed on a new model pink dress. The top is simple, with no accent with white color that makes the dress sweeter while the bottom is widened. This dress was given by Maretha on her twenty-fifth birthday. About nine months ago, this dress I rarely wear everyday because since I decided to withdraw from the world of literacy always at home work novels can not wear a dress?
Looks like this dress fits best, my inner self. He didn't know where Gerald would take dinner. It may be in a relaxed place or it may be in a formal place. Wherever it is, this dress is safest. Able to look formal at the same time relaxed. He went to the bathroom to wear the dress.
I stood nervously in front of the dressing table in confusion. How do you want to dance? A lifetime never danced alone. Mama and sister from childhood educate him like a man, kayak gini deh become confused himself. It turns out to be a girl the time before a date is complicated.
After the battle between the brain and the heart I finally decided on a simple dance. Simply combing the hair, I let the hair break, wearing a bando and slightly rubbing his face with powder to make it look not pale.
After everything was done, I wore low-heeled shoes with the same color as the color of the dress, which is pink. I stared at myself in the mirror one last time, before grabbing the bag and stepping out of the room.
I smiled with satisfaction at seeing my own reflection. Yes, even simple dress up I am still beautiful charming. Mala mini Anindya Maharani will turn into a femimim girl. No less feminism than Martha. I'm sure Gerald will be dumbfounded, fascinated by my beauty. Innerpleasure.
Just then the bell rang. That must be Gerald. Martha couldn't have come here tonight. I cheerfully stepped towards the door, before opening the door first peering at the window. Who knows who hit the bell or robbers will be a danger if the door is opened.
I saw Gerald there. Instantly made me breathe a sigh of relief, irritated by the unreasonable fear. All this must be because most watch the criminal news. I opened the door with the sweetest smile.
Gerald smiled sweetly as he saw me. From the twinkle of his eyes Gerald showed a fascination for my appearance. I was wrong between blushing and being happy.
Gerald cleared his throat and raised his eyebrows, “Maybe my mini mala will be busy.”
“Busy?” I looked at Gerald confusedly. “If busy doing ngajakin me dating everything!” connect again.
Gerald just smiled meaningfully, “I will be busy driving away the man who wants to approach you because your appearance is very beautiful.” She blinked one eye and half bowed, “Maretha, thank you for being my heart's lover and dating with me.”
I chuckled at Gerald's plea wrapped in a joke. I didn't expect Gerald to be able to fight either. When Gerald reached out to take me up to the car and I followed him with light steps certainly without any burden.
***
Gerald turned out to take me to Heringsdorf, located on the island of Usedom. I've read novels, he said on the island of Usedom not only has the oldest sea bridge in Germany, but the longest sea bridge, which is 508 meters. In addition, here stands the first Strandkorb craftsman, which is a typical beachfront seating. Strandkorb was created in 1925 and was the first in Germany.
About the beauty of undoubted, it can certainly make the eyes so fresh. Even more amazing, the Gerald installed a widescreen equivalent to a tancap screen. One by one my photos in Junior High started popping up from that screen. Start photos come to school, picket, rest in the cafeteria, in the library. I really can't speak. Does that love Gerald to me? To the point that he took pictures without my knowledge?
At the end of the screen show it appears the writing ‘Happy Anniversary to 1 month. I love U Anindya Maharani’
“How do you like, Nin?” gerald whispered in my ear. “Although you have decided to change your name, for me you are the Anindya Maharani who I know since SMP.”
“But likes. I did not expect, it turns out you demen motoin me without my knowledge.”
From this moment I decided to return Anindya Maharani. All my secrets have been revealed and I am no one else.
“Oh yes I still have one more surprise for you,” said Gerald.
I looked at him with a curious look. “Surprise moreover? This just makes me unable to say any more.”
A second later Gerald knelt down in front of me while opening the ring box he was holding. “It's been a month that we have been in contact and today I want Heringsdrof to witness our story. Anindya Maharani, will you marry me?”
Blissfully. One word I feel right now. Gerald was full of surprises. His treatment has made me unable to resist. Until I finally nodded my head. I don't know why there's still a sense in the heart. Is the feeling related to Gerhard? I myself cannot be sure.
