Fear of Falling in Love

Chapter II: The Past. Fever We Chat (Gibriel Alexander)

2014.

We Chat's? What is we chat? Heren deh, how many campus friends who ask for my nickname we chat account? I actually have a we chat account, but it is rarely used. I prefer Facebook online, rather than chat. The reason is facebook can write short stories on the record, can get knowledge, and most importantly because facebook can know the same cool writers. Yes, all this time I want to be a novelist but unfortunately my writing is still a mess. While we chat, can only create chat, upload photos, and status updates. After all, the people in we chat are not fun, they are all at the stingy of words. The same chat period I contained ‘hay, night, oh,” that made me ilfeel first before pedekate. I hate people who are stingy with words.

We chat, I'm missing. I haven't opened we chat in a long time. Almost 2 months I was busy completing the first novel and typing ouline for a new novel so rarely online. Mumpung now again stuck ideas, and no work bring online we chat aja deh. Who knows find a soul mate in we chat.

“All your parents' possessions will fall into your hands when you graduate college and get married. If you are 25 years old, not married then your property will be donated in orphanage.”

The words of my family lawyer when reading the will back ring in my ears. I'm 21, 4 years and 25 years. Until now I have not found a suitable girl. That's why I'm looking for a soul mate from now on. Is it dangerous to be 25 years old, I am not married?

I took a favorite android. Once in my hands, unlock the android. There are 2 notifications in our chat. Out of curiosity of the god level, I touched the writing of the notice.

Helena has just added you send a message to make friends.

Before I start a chat with Helena, I want to see her face first. I touched the profile picture to clarify. But the photo broke, not clearly. Maybe the resolution of the photo is small. What I caught from the photo of his face was that he had thick eyebrows, white skin, and his lips were a little reddish. Waw, my type is really.

Out of curiosity with this one girl, I also started to invite her to chat. Hope he's online again, let's get back to him quickly.

Gibriel Alexander: Hay, thanks for the add.

Helena: Hay too. You welcome. Btw, which kid?

Gibriel Alexander: Bekasi, you?

Helena: Tangerang.

Gibriel Alexander: Oh, nice to meet you. Uh, btw your real profile picture of your face isn't?

Helena: Genuine dong! Why make people's faces?

Gibriel Alexander: Can you send a picture of you with a big resolution? Your photo broke, not clear.

Helena: If you are my match, one day you will meet and you can see my face as clearly as possible.

Gibriel Alexander: You still single?

Helena: Yes

Gibriel Alexander: May dong list hehehe. What kind of woman is your dream?

Half an hour had passed but Helena did not reply to a chat from me either. Helena where are you? Has he been off? Wait, there's something weird about me. Usually, if people in we chat too stingy words I nag. Si Helena also if the chat is too stingy words but how can I not be angry huh? I don't know, only God knows.

Suddenly my eyes were fixed with a red bar in the right corner of the android. That means Android battery will drop. The feeling before the chat battery is still full and the battery can last up to 3 hours. Then I chatted with Helena for about three hours? Thank God, something really. It's the first time I've held a chat with the same person for up to three hours.

Since Helena does not reply to chat again I want to off too. Charge the battery of Android first. Before off status update first time yes mumpung battery has not completely exhausted and android died suddenly. While in our chat, I accidentally saw Helena's status.

Is there a genuine love for me? Bulshits! To me all guys are the same, TRAITORS!

I swear, my heart's claustrophobic about Helena's status. He considers all the boys traitors. I'm not like that.

I'm commenting on Helena's status.

Hay, not all men are traitors. If you think that way when did you find the owner of your ribs? Everyone has been hurt, but most importantly, people are trying to heal the wounds of the heart with new love. I'm ready to be your friend and confidant.

***

I slowly healed Helena's heart. The seeds of love grew in my heart. It sounds strange to fall in love with someone you've never met. In fact, look at his face never. His profile picture was in a chibi cartoon avatar.

When love knocks on the door of the heart, no one can resist it. Love can grow anywhere and anytime. The problem is that I don't know if I feel love for myself or not. What matters to me is that Helena doesn't consider all men traitors anymore.

After weighing for quite a while, I decided to call him to meet today.

Tuuuuttt ...

I got nervous myself. Waiting for him to pick up the phone.

"Hello."

He heard her soft voice. Instantly my heart rippled.

"Hello too. Are you busy?"

"Why?"

"I'm going to take you to the meeting later this afternoon. Can you?"

"Well, I have an appointment with my best friend's group."

I'm limp. I think that's just the reason. He must have refused to meet a man.

"Yes already. Next time, though. Let me know if you have time and are ready to meet me."

***

"WOI, IT CAN'T BE DONG. THIS IS GROUP WORK, YOUR TIME IS IDLE. LET'S HELP ME DO THIS!"

I woke up to hear Vindy scream. That one boy always screams. I took a pillow to cover my ears. But it's getting noisy. I had to get out of bed and go to Vindy.

In the messy living room. Vindy took three of her friends home. It's just quick to be noisy.

"Vind, you can not do the same temen you do not need to be noisy. Nurunin dikit tone of voice lo. I just went to bed, woke up because of your voice."

"Sori, Sis. Abis temen I'm dablek, want leyeh-leyeh aja."

A girl stands up. His eyes were fixed on me with a glittering look. That girl nudged Vindy.

"Vin, who is he?" whispered. But I can hear his voice.

"Aug me. Ugly yeah. It's not good anymore."

"So good to know."

He was salting himself. I don't care because it's normal for his friend Vindy to see that I'm fascinated. I went back to the room again.