Fear of Falling in Love

Fear of Falling in Love
Is My Novel Published? (Gibriel Alexander)



3 Months later.


The bookstore, where I stand today. I don't know why after the same verdict Helena hung out I moved to a bookstore. In addition to hanging out, I also look for reference materials to make the next novel. I made the choice to be a novel writer. Shame on writers but don't like to read novels?



Suddenly my eyes were fixed the same as a novel, the cover was maroon red and the picture was an orange heart symbol. From the cover, I was interested in buying a novel. I took the novel. I was surprised not to play when I saw the title and name of the author listed in this novel.



You are my Love, the author Gibriel Alexander. I scratched my itchy head. I swear very confused the title of the novel is the same as the title of the novel script that I make even more confusing the author's name is the same as my name. Is this my novel or not? If my work is not Vindy tell me the script in acc publisher?



To make sure the novel I hold is my work or not I flip the novel, want to see a synopsis of the back cover of this novel. And the writing on the back cover. To this day I have not given up his departure. His passing took away my whole heart. Until I can't fall in love anymore. I don't even understand what love is? He played in every dream. And he also showed me the days that I went through.



I can't stay awake anymore. I am like a soul without a body. Weak on the face of this earth. Full of color, but I don't remember who I am? All I remember is your last hug for me.



But, that's right my guess. The proof is that the writing on the back cover is exactly the same as the quote in the novel script. I did not expect Vindy to cheat, my script in acc publisher did not say the same to me. Look out, if I get home. Vindy I omelin.



I brought the novel I held to the cashier for payment. It's okay to buy my own work. I will show this book to Vindy as strong evidence if she does not want to confess.



“Mbak, how many novels is this?” Ask me the same cashier. I wrote a novel called You Are My Love.



I took out fifty thousand, and then handed the money over to the cashier. “The change is for Mbak aja,” I said.


I'm kind today, so it's not stingy with money. Good-natured because I'm happy again, my novel finally came out. Honey, my happiness is tarnished by Vindy's lies. After paying for the novel I went straight home.


***


“Vin .. Vindy! Out I want to say important!” shout me.


Vindy came out of her bedroom in pajamas which means she was sleeping. “What the hell is a brother screaming? Disturb me from sleeping?”


“Gue wants something important! You must answer honestly.”


“What's the matter, Brother?”


“Actually my novel has been published right?”


Vindy's face turned pale. “Enggg ... anu ..” Vindy's speech stammered.


“Reply to my novel has been published, right?”


“Kok Kak knows?”


“So I went to the book store I kept seeing the novel titled You Are My Love, there is my name listed as the author.” I exhaled for a moment. “Vin, my script in acc publisher, why don't you tell me? Intentionally cheat me?”


Vindy was asked to pull out the main weapon of a woman. What else to try besides tears? Am I too loud, speaking? Duh, so don't have the heart to see Vindy mewek.


“Kak, sorry Vindy yes! I don't mean to cheat brother, I keep your novel secret in acc publisher because I want to give you a surprise. Soon again you are birthday, well my plan is to give a book published and DP novel lo right on your birthday. But you know first. Don't be mad at me huh?”


I hugged Vindy tightly. Vindy turned out to be very attentive to me, she wanted to prepare a surprise on my birthday. I felt guilty for being angry and accusing him of all sorts. I stroked Vindy's hair. “Where could I possibly be angry with you? You are my beloved sister. I am thankful to you. You helped me become a novel writer.”


I'm tucking Vindy. This is how I am the same Vindy, although often marahan but his anger will not be long. He's the only person I love. Vindy, I love u full.