Fear of Falling in Love

Back to Ex (Gerhard Errando)

I look forward anxiously to waiting for Gibriel to return to the room where I slept for a week. Thirty minutes ago I asked the guy to go to the doctor to ask if he could go home today. As if the VVIP room is still better than your own home room. Uh, apartment house room. I don't have a home in Germany.

I was wondering if Gibriel was talking to the doctor so he wouldn't come back here? Or maybe Gibriel and all the pedecates went to the doctor? A variety of ugly questions raged in my mind. Just be careful if he dares to pedekate with the doctor, I throw it to Resty.

Shortly after, the door of the room opened. Gibriel. Pucuk dikin ulampun arrive. “What does the doctor say? I can go home today?”

“Yes, you can go home. But..” Gibriel's countenance turned cloudy.

“But what? Please don't make me curious.”

“But the gip on your feet and hands lum can be removed. I started working in a publishing office tomorrow. Then who tries to bribe you eat, mengelap your body, until help you to the bathroom? Resty's? Woe. I don't want my favorite wife to take care of another guy.”

“Yeah, that's a bother. Just find a nurse to make me. Doesn't it?”

“Lu have no acquaintance who works as a nurse? Sisters in this hospital on busy.”

“Hmmm ... who is it?” I'm thinking hard. At a time like this I want Maretha Agnia who is a nurse to take care of me. But that can't be happening.

“Why be confused anyway? I want to be a nurse taking care of Gibriel for a few days.” There was a girl's voice near the door. I looked towards the source of the sound. It turned out that the owner of the voice was Cicilia.

“Who are you? As long as I was in Germany lum had seen you,” Gibriel said.

Cicilia stepped forward. So close to me, he reached out to Gibriel. “Include my name Cicilia. Me ..”

“She's my friend, Gib.” I accidentally cut off Cicilia's words before she said that she was my ex.

Gibriel shook Cicilia's hand. “Then I accept you as Gerhard's sister. She must be cured quickly if cared for a girl as beautiful as you.”

I'm not playing around hearing Gibriel's words. Quickly healed what. There I'll baper every day if treated with an ex. Huh, sucks.

***

Even though I have returned to the apartment, still the boredom continues to struggle in my life. This chip on my right leg and hand really tormented me. My activities are very limited. For three days in a row, I only play HP and laptop in bed. Where to go for a walk try? To the toilet must be helped.

Fortunately, there is Cicilia. From 7 am to 6 pm he fed me, washed me, helped me to the toilet and even accompanied me to chat. I can't stop thinking, what made her willing to be a nurse to take care of me. Is he still very loving? If love why cheat on Franco?

“Cil, I'm bored.” I'm making a soft voice.

“You want me to take a walk to the park? I called Mr. Gibriel first yes, can you not leave the house.”

“I don't want to travel.”

“Keep what dong don't want bosen.”

“I want to play a game with you.”

Cicilia grabbed my laptop on the table. “What game do you want to play? Ball, coc, or criminal case?”

“What if we play truth or dare?”

“Bby. Who's afraid.”

Me and Cicilia swit. On the count of three I pulled out my index finger. That made me lose. Cicilia is the one who has the right to ask me ‘truth or dare’ questions.

“Hayo, do you choose truth or dare?” ask Cicilia.

“Have to choose dare. But you asked me to do weird. I know for myself now I can't do anything.”

“Good. I chose dare. What do you want?”

“Bentar.” Cicilia took her HP out of the shirt pocket. Then he smiled to himself.

A few seconds later he showed me a photo on his HP. The photo instantly made my face look sour.

“Jeez, it's my picture. Why so ugly gini anyway?”

“What badges? Beautiful tauuu. Here, see your long wavy hair, puchia color liptix, vibrate eyebrows blaring and anti-storm eyelashes. Hahaha.” He laughed out loud. My feeling is getting bad. I'm sure Cicilia will ask me to relate to the photo.

“Nah, I need you to upload this photo to your instagram account with ‘Hei, jeng. Like again jomlo loh, someone wants to be my girlfriend?’”

My guess is correct. I wanted to refuse his request, but the other side could not. In any case for three days he sincerely took care of me without complaining. Fearful if I don't fulfill her request she'll take it. Worse not to take care of me anymore. Can berabe. Find a difficult nurse.

“OK. I'm fulfilling your challenge. What the hell didn't make you.”

“I sent the picture to your WA ya.”

Ting!

Surely the photo that Cicilia sent has entered my WA. I grabbed a smart phone that perched sweetly on the bedside table. I saved the photo, and then I uploaded it to my Instagram. Within seconds the photo was perched on the Instagram homepage. I don't care about the comments that come later. What matters is Cicilia is happy. Can't it hurt to make your ex happy?

“I've met your challenge. Now it's my turn to ask the question. Do you choose truth or dare?”

“Choose truth aja deh.”

This is the moment I've been waiting to realize. “OK, you answered honestly what made her willing to be a nurse taking care of me?”

“Yeah, why should it be again anyway? The answer is clear, I did it because I still love you so much.”

“If you still love me, why are you cheating on me with Franco notabennya as my own best friend?”

“That's a momentary emotion. Abis I'm sebel, in your HP full of photos of Mareth. So I thought before you left me for Martha, I had a backup. Let's not be too heartbroken. But what I did made me lose you. I'm really sorry.”

It's not just Cicilia who's sorry. In my heart also appears guilt as well as a sense of regret. Yes, I regret admiring Mareth. People I admire aren't as good as I thought. He doesn't care about me at all.

***

For me now happiness is simple when the right hand and foot are free from the gip. I am declared fully healed today. That way I can be free anywhere and want to do anything. Of course I want to celebrate this recovery with someone special. Who else if not Cicilia?

Yes, since Mareth left me, I realized that the special person in my heart is Cicilia. Evidently when I was hit by a disaster he was still faithful to take care of me sincerely. A girl like that loses if wasted. The problem he's having an affair with Franco, I've forgiven him. It happened because of my mistake. I shouldn't have admired other women when it comes to romance with Cicilia.

The cuisine is ready. Now just make up the table so that the atmosphere of dinner feels romantic. The decoration itself I want to be simple. Simply sow white rose petals on the dining table until it forms the symbol of love. Inside the love symbol says ‘I Love Cicilia’

After all I think it's all settled. I was in a hurry to send WA's message to Cicilia.

Cicilia, can you come to my apparment? I fell down, my feet bleeding again.

There appears a blue tick 2 which means my message has been read.

Ting!

Smart phone ringing. There was a reply from Cicilia.

Okay. I went there too!

10 Minutes later

Ting .. tong!

The apartment bell reads. It must be Cicilia who came. Gibriel and Resty are impossible. Ever since Gibriel got accepted into the publishing house, they both moved out of my apartment. I was in a hurry to open the door.

Right, Cicilia's coming. He was as dumb as a toothless cow. I flicked my hands into Cicilia's eyes. “Hello, how dumb?”

“He said abis fell can stand anyway? That means..”

“Yup, which means I'm fully healed. I deliberately WA you like before let you want to come here. I want to give you a special surprise.”

“Ih, you are evil deh,” he said while hitting my arm.

“Rather than you hitting me constantly, mending you come with me. I want to show you another surprise. You must like.”

I closed Cicilia's eyes first using both palms of my hands. Then I led her steps towards the dining table.

Once at the dinner table I took my palms out of his eyes. “I count to three yes. In the count of three you open your eyes slowly.”

1...2...3

He started to open his eyes. A moment later he blinked his eyes many times. “I didn't see wrong, did I? This is you making?”

I nodded for sure. “Where? You like?”

“Likes very.”

“I know I was wrong because I shouldn't admire other women when I'm dating you. That's why I want to make amends today. Cicilia, aren't you back in my arms? This time I will marry you. You just choose to marry what date.”

The test!

One tear fell from the eye of Cicilia. I was surprised that he was crying. I couldn't see a girl crying in front of my eyes. I immediately wiped her tears. “Kok cry anyway? Don't you like to turn me around?”

He shook his head slowly. “This tears of happiness tauuu. I didn't expect to be proposed to you today.”

“So, what's your answer?”

“Clearly I can't refuse you.”

I immediately hugged and kissed her forehead. People say returning to the former is like reading a novel that has been read many times. The ending is already broken. Nyesek. But that doesn't apply to me. My heart says back to Cicilia the ending must be happy.