Fear of Falling in Love

Meet Lo Again? (Gibriel Alexander)

“Vin, now nyampe destination huh? Where are we now??” Ask me confused. Early in the morning I was taught Vindy to ride in the car but once the road mat ague car was closed using black cloth he said he wanted to surprise. And now the car stops, which has reached its destination or not.

“Udah.”

“If you have, open her eyes dong!”

“Iya patiently retreated again. Just a few steps have really reached the destination.”

“Lo take me where the hell? Don't you want to sell me to thugs huh?”

“Jeez, your mind is so ugly anyway. I'm your biological brother, where maybe I sell you anyway you will also not sell. Okay, you don't have much cincong. You walk away, soon you will also know the surprise.”

“Where will my eyes be closed? Which ad ague even hit people.”

“Oh yes I forgot. Here let me lead you to your destination safely.”

Vindy guided my steps. Vindy had her idea. Huft, the road with blindfolded like this feels like the blind man of my ghost. I can't wait to see what surprise Vindy gave me?

Suddenly Vindy's steps stopped. “Kak, we've reached our destination. I open my eyes, huh?” Vindy opened her eyes. In an instant, the eyes were opened. I slowly opened my eyes and read Basmalah.

1…2…3.

My eyes are open. At first the vision that I saw was still blurred, understandably blindfolded the same Vindy. But a few seconds later the vision returned to normal and I could see clearly.

I blinked my eyes not believing what I saw. My mouth can only betkata, “Subhanallah, very beautiful scenery.” The scenery that I saw was a coconut tree, blue water, white sand, plus people who were fun sunbathing. Can you guess where I am? Yeah, I'm on the beach again. I don't know which beach.

I remember the previous events. Yes, I left at 8am. I glanced at the clock, it was now 10 a.m. It means only 2 hours of travel. It is definitely now again at Anyer Beach.

This is the first time I've stepped on Anyer Beach. Strange, right Tangerang people but never to the beach Anyer, even though the trip from Tangerang to Anyer is only 1 hour. From an article on an internet site that I read about Anyer beach.

In Anyer area there Anyer Beach Located 38 km from Serang City. This beach faces West, so we can see the view of Mount Rakata (the son of Mount Krakatau which exploded in 1833).

In Anyer Beach there is also a Lighthouse built by the Dutch in 1855 during the reign of Willem III of the Netherlands which was used to help sail around the Sunda Strait and Batavia at that time.

Suddenly my friends appeared on campus who did not come from where it came from. One of them brought a tart cake, which was really big. The tart was stuck in a candle, the number 23 and it read Happy Birthday Gibriel Alexander. “Happy birthday to you .. Happy Birtday to you..” said they sang a happy birthday song.

Oh my God, I just remembered today is my birthday. Vindy hugged me. “Sister, happy birthday huh? This is the surprise I gave you, you like it, right? Don't tell me what I'm doing wrong again.”

“Blow the candles..blow the candles right now. Now also ... Now also.” My friends asked me to blow out the candles immediately.

I close my lips to the tart cake candle, get ready to blow the candle. Eits, before my candle blows I say make a wish first in the heart. “Yes, Allah begs me at the age of 23 this year send a marriage servant, beautiful woman, white and tall like Miss Indonesia and most importantly she sincerely loves me, faithful, loyal, sincerely accept me for who I am.” At the end of the do ague say Amien.

“Huh.” I blew out the candles. All friends and applause.

***

I walked over to the shore of Anyer Beach, alone. Walk while listening to a song through earphones. After the event cut the cake and eat, friends are busy with their respective activities. Some are busy dating, playing guitar and even build houses out of the sand. I chose to avoid them, so as not to be a mosquito repellent.

My body is here but not my soul

The emptiness I have felt, you have dwelt in my heart

In the crowd I feel lonely

Thought of you yourself

You hold my heart, and you write your name in my heart

The song Dewa 19 titled “Kosong” flowed beautifully in my ears. The song's lyrics are exactly the same as how I feel right now. My body is on Anyer beach, here crowded with people who are on vacation but my soul feels lonely, lonely without a lover who accompanies me.

If only Helena were still with me. I feel like today is the most perfect birthday. I and Helena play house from the sand, play running around by the beach or even ride banana boot. Ah, baby it's all just a delusion. Helena can't go back into my arms.

“Helena, why the hell do you leave me for the sake of guys not clear the origin?” I screamed loudly. I remember Helena again. Yeah, he's still playing in my mind. I can't get him out of my mind.

“Awas!” A girl's voice from a distance. I didn't listen to his screams. My head was hit by a rubber ball. I guess the screams were for someone else eh yearya for me. The rubber ball made my head twitch.

Come a beautiful girl, wearing a long skirt and a white shirt makes her look elegant. “Mas, sorry the ball hit the head. My sister accidentally threw the ball towards Mas.”

My forehead is wrinkled. I've seen him before, but where? “Gosh! Lo readers of my novel that hit me on campus right?” I said after I remembered it. The girl in front of me just showed off her white teeth, funny as well as her teeth. 2 teeth are big front like rabbit teeth.

“Why do I have to see you again? Every time I see you, I'll have shit!”

The girl pouted. “Ye, who also met the rancid author kayak lo. Ud ugly arrogant anyway!”

“Lo eyes cataract yes so can not see the good looks of my face?”

In the middle of the fun arguing with the annoying girl in front of me suddenly I see a flying saucer coming from the south. I quickly I pulled the hand of this slashing girl so that she did not get a flying disk. From the novel that has been read, he said if hit by a flying saucer can cause blind, deaf, and mental disability.

Shit, my foot tripped over a rock. I think he fell together. This shitty chick's body fell right over my body. Our eyes looked at each other. Judging from a very close distance, this annoying girl is very beautiful. Her face was smooth without any acne, her eyelashes were pliable and had thin lips.

He looked at me sharply. From the glare of his sharp eyes, I can see this annoying girl has a kind nature, and likes to help people. A moment later a red tinge appeared on both of his cheeks. Maybe he was just as fascinated by the good looks on my face, and he was ashamed of himself because I was ugly.

Dag..Dig.

My heart is pounding like a drum that wants war. Yes, God what is this debate? I've never felt this shit before. While with Helena, this debate never existed. Is this what you call love? Did I fall in love with someone I didn't know?

“Cieee .. What are you doing? Wuih, secretly sister on Anyer beach found a new love,” said Vindy surprised us. This shitty chick got up and stood up as fast as lightning. His face was red. Well, Vindy did come here all bother me.

“My sister-in-law's candidate is beautiful too. Very high taste, similar miss Indonesia so,” said Vindy again. I glared at Vindy, gesturing for her to guard her mouth.

Girl shit's getting weird. Understand the girl can not be praised dikit, the geer immediately out. “Sorry, I think I should go home. My sister is waiting. Thank you for saving me from flying saucers,” said the annoying girl.

After saying that shitty chick left in front of me. I'm gawking off his departure. Honestly, my heart is still hard to part with. Where I haven't had time to ask his name and HP number. But yes, if indeed he is my rib, me and he will certainly be found again.