DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

Seeking answers

Pov Roses

After the wedding ceremony, my mother invited me into the room. In my room she advised me that I should be more mature now. I am already a wife. Ibu also said that Akram is a good man, proven earlier when at the Kabul Ijab event he was very good at teaching.Kata Ibu very rarely men like Akram today. Akram also looks very responsible proof Akram does not dispute what Mother asked, to marry me, even though I was aware and know for sure that night, nothing happened between me and my brother Akram.

" Yes ma'am I understand." I answered softly and smiled at my mother. I don't know why I feel like there's something weird in my heart right now

I admit that since I knew Abang Akram, I had fallen in love with him, but knowing he did not love me, I slowly moved away. When I expressed my heart, he told me several times, that he had a disease. At that time I thought Ya was just making excuses by having impotent disease. I was disappointed at her words I was sure she said that to keep me away from her.

I was so curious about Abang Akram, I looked for information about him, especially when his ex-wife came to the stall. That moment I used to scrape all the information about brother Akram. And from the information I got from his ex-wife, it's true, Abang Akram has impotent disease. His wife also said that the disease was what made them divorced.

"Be nice to him, baby. I'm so grateful, Akram wants to marry you. Mother's prayer was answered as well."

My forehead scrunched up to hear the words of mother, my mother likes her brother Akram, to pray everything, so that I make a fool of him.

"I, yes ma'am." Answer me with a smile.

"The question belongs to Akram, whom you doubt. Answer, you can get it later. After you know the answer quickly you print a child,/Mommy can't wait to hold a grandchild."

"Damnah... What the hell are you talking about?" I pat mom's thighs softly. I was so embarrassed to discuss that with my mom, when last night I asked her that because I wanted her to cancel this marriage. I don't feel ready. Lagian koq sudden wedding. Can not get married after being listed to KUA. if married suddenly and betel like this, if,I obviously people must be wondering a lot and I'm sure my marriage will be a gossip in the community

"It is not you who asked yesterday what your husband's life is. You're the one who asked. And you keep saying again

Ma, don't buy a cat in a sack. I already know the answer and you find out for yourself the answer to your question tonight, so answer your own PR PR to mom." Said the mother with a smile. Mother also came out of the room with a happy face while I, made insecure.

"Am I alone looking for the answer? where might I ask Abang Akram to open the pants in front of me and show her that. No, I don't want to do that."

I've been like a fool, talking to myself, answering for himself the mystery of Abang Akram about the disease he experienced. But, if I didn't ask that, it would be something that made me even more curious

Don't think he's a normal guy, he'll ask for his right tonight. just look tonight the answer I'm gonna get is you're gonna lure him in with the charm I have.

I rushed to the bathroom to get clean. Every corner in this body that allows it to cause unpleasant taste and odor I rub until clean, I spray and cover with fragrance. Said my friend who just got married, his wife said it should be fragrant. Especially in that part.

I clean like this. Why am I flirting with him too. I was not ready to do that said Mirna The first night was very sick, the pain was like being stabbed and slashed, it was painful to be stabbed again pumped again.

Ah... No, no, no. I don't have to clean up. I don't want to tease her anymore. I'm not ready to do it yet, just let my appearance like this be random, so that he's not interested in me. Let him be impotent, no problem for me, do not need to do that.I do not want to feel the pain I am not ready for that I am not ready to give grandchildren to mother.

"Astaghfirullahaladhim....?"

I said reflexively in surprise my hand immediately held onto my rumbling chest. I was very surprised, my heart felt out of place when I came out of the bathroom to find Abang Akram was already in the room. He looks like he is opening his white shirt and will wear a white t-shirt that he is currently holding.

Our eyes met and looked at each other.I became embarrassed, unable to challenge his martyrdom. Why is it that after I became his wife, he became so handsome. Well, it feels good looks increased a thousand times.

"Sister objected that brother changed clothes here. I was waiting for you to come out of the bathroom, you were inside for a long time. Wearing to this table is not comfortable close." Soft words. We are still sitting. I was still dumbfounded, fascinated by her alluring charisma.

"No, don't mind my brother." Answer me while holding my breath. I feel the difficulty of sighing in this room one room with him makes me very groggy.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer gently.

These eyes continue to pay attention to Abang Akram who is changing clothes, his body is very stocky, his chest muscles are very clay. It looks very good and comfortable leaning and spoiled on the chest that is overgrown with fine feathers like an accompanying ant.

Why did I become like this anyway? for a whole new life this time I'm happy to imagine spawning with men. Do I really love him? because I know women/can only make out, can do husband and wife relationship, only with the man he loves.

Towel in hand now moving towards the mouth, the towel has been used up I bite, so enjoyed when looking at Abang Akram who was changing clothes. Not yet He opened his pants, I was made to panic, especially if he opened his pants. I must have had a heart attack, because I was surprised to see that his was alive or that I would be surprised, because his was not alive. Tonight the answer is to be found.

TB