DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

pov Acram (healed)

Arriving at the stall, I threw this body limply onto the mattress. This heart still feels hot, chest tight and pounding, because of the emotion of remembering the incident at Alda's house. That man, Judge Rayhan seems to like Alda. And Alda also looks welcome to Judge Rayhan. Maybe because Judge Rayhan has a position and a rich man. Unlike me, who was his employee at his food stall.

Thinking about it makes me less. Aaacchhkc..... Before the yellow janur curves, I must not despair. I fell in love with Alda.

Huuffa...

I got up from the bed. I stick my hand out and grab my phone on the table. After the phone is in hand. I played that smart phone with a twist. Right now, I'm thinking hard, whether I should contact Alda or not. I want him to think about me, so I have to pay extra attention.

I scrolled the contacts, and I made a video call. It is currently at 21:50 wib. He must not have slept. While waiting for him to pick up my phone, don't ask me how nervous I am.

"Assynoltom..." He was half-conscious, his eyes still closed. Is he asleep. And because I called, he woke up. Oduhhn.. I feel bad.

"Greetings walaikum..!" My heart, staring at her beautiful face without being covered by the hijab. This is the first time I've seen her face without a hijab. Masyaa... Tabarakalloh's chat.... Alda was very beautiful with his eyelids closed. Really true angel. I'm stunned. "You're so beautiful Da, so stupid that Evan cheated on you.." That word reflex came out of my mouth, when I was about to bathe.

"What..?" both of her beautiful eyes immediately glared. He turned out to have just realized, if sleeping took off the hijab.

"Accarthy..!" she screamed, but tried to hide her face behind a pillow. He also turned off the phone quickly.

Hadeuuha...

He must have misunderstood me again. Why am I always wrong in a woman's eyes? I'm a little curious about him, will Judge Raihan. It foolishly sends a message full of jealousy

⁇ You must reject my love, you have a judge.

After I sent the message, I regretted it. Why do I also write such a sentence. To be removed, it turns out Alda has read it.

jealous, if Jealous says?

He answered my message quickly. Just because of that, I've been so happy.

⁇ yes.

Answer me quickly with a thumping chest. Getting to know Alda, it really makes my spirit increase a thousand times.

I stared at my phone screen, waiting for a chat answer But, it's been 30 minutes waiting, my chat was not answered again.

Hufft..

I keep my phone on the table. And this tired body I threw back on the bed. A look of light gazing at the sky of the room. Thinking about how to explain to Alda, who I am. Don't let him know about me from Evan or Juli. I was so afraid he misunderstood me and ended up hating me.

At the thought of it all, the phone on the table rang. I quickly got up, wondering who called. I hope Alda calls back. But baby, the one who called wasn't Alda.

When I saw the name calling, my chest was pounding. Negative assumptions popped into my mind. Sure enough after the call I picked up, I immediately drowned, hearing the news I received from my aunt. My father is ill and is being taken to hospital.

I quickly put on my jacket. And put my phone and wallet in my backpack. That night I went back to the village. The distance from the city to the village is about 120 km, if I drive my motorbike at high speed. Within two hours I arrived at the village.

Along the way a feeling of sadness sank my heart. Only my father has in this world. I'm not ready to lose my father. I haven't made Dad happy. He was eager to have a grandson and that request, I could already make it happen. I'm cured, I'm not impotent anymore. Because I have also examined myself, examined the reproductive organs; my induction and the quality of my Sper-maku. I am healthy and normal.

My goal is definitely not to go home, but to the hospital. When we got to the hospital. Dad is asleep. In the room it turns out that the father is guarded by the uncle alone. Aunt has gone home.

"Uncle, thank you for taking care of me." I said, looking sad at uncle who is now looking at me fixedly. His eyes were full of question marks.

"Yes." Yeah." Uncle said, with a gaze still full of investigation.

"So this morning I just called my dad, Eehh that night I got word of my dad going to the hospital." I said as I leaned my back against the body of the sofa.

"Yes, after Sisil and dad, your ex-wife had a chat at home. Your father collapsed immediately." Replied the uncle who surprised me to hear it. What Juli said to my dad. Did Juli tell dad that I used to be impotent? because of this problem, I closed the meeting, even Sisil has confirmed, never tell anyone my disgrace.

"Oowww.. Yes uncle." I don't want to extend this conversation anymore. I'm lazy to talk about Sisil.

"Right you have sahwat Akram's disease?" uncle asked firmly, his gaze drawing sharply into the netra of my eyes. Koq.paman saw me like that. Uncle koq says that anyway?

I fell silent, drowning weakly. I don't think this issue needs to be discussed. It's a disgrace to me, even if Uncle's a man.

"The bad news is known to all." Furthermore uncle again, his words that make me ashamed.

I raised my head, to see Uncle. "If it be the eyes of Sisil. Yeah, it means that." I replied lazily, returning to throw away my uncle's face.

Hhuuff...

"Besok uncle Akram take you to traditional medicine." Said Uncle, with a look of concern. Uncle's face was so beautiful, he seemed to feel sorry for me.

"No uncle." My answer is a thin smile.

Uncle's face turned upset

"You have to be treated, not ashamed you are the same as your loamy upper muscles? Eehh.. the bottom of the lackluster."

Hhuufftt

"Yes uncle." I answered quickly, I was lazy to talk about it.

"Set up your cut schedule, once your dad's healthy, we'll go get alternative medicine." Obviously uncle seriously.

"Ooohh. Yes uncle!' sahutku lazy.

" Koq you don't want to be healed?" uncle held my arm. I looked closely at the uncle who was very worried about it. "Make the man of ultimate might. You need to get treatment fast." Urge uncle again.

"Yes uncle, I know that. I also happen to be healed. A minute, huh?" I grab my bag on the table in front of us. I quickly reached into the bag, took out a chocolate map and handed it to uncle.

With doubt uncle grabbed the brown envelope. Taking the contents in the form of a report on the health of my repro-duction device. My uncle was seriously reading the lab results.

"You've been healed?" ask uncle with no confidence.

"Yes uncle." My heart with a twinkling face.

"Thank God... Uncle became pushy after reading these results. So, if the students coo again. Uncle can refute his words."

"Leave it Uncle. It's up to him to say anything about me." Sahutku firmly. "Don't think of other people's words."

"This has to be clarified. It's a sensitive thing, regarding your pride as a man. If people know you are impotent, then you will find it difficult to get a mate." Obviously uncle seriously.

"Leave it uncle. Who knows the people around this village. Biarain.... I don't want to marry this village girl either. I've got candidates, women who make me restless and uneasy every time I remember." I said with a smile to my uncle. I don't know if Alda's making me flower.

"It's a sensitive matter, harua clarified." Said uncle again. Uncle got up from the couch. Then head to the empty bed near the door. "This news, Sisil must know. Tomorrow, uncle will show you the lab results.'

" Not uncle, no need. Sisil, there's nothing else for me. It's up to him to tell people about me and when we're married." I was still staring at my uncle, who looked so sleepy.

"Yes, tomorrow we go again. We'd better get some sleep." Said Uncle slowly, his eyes were closed.

"Yes uncle." I lay my body on the sofa. Start concentrating on sleep. Anyway, I'm on a break now.

TB