DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE
Pov Acram (Sicil)



Really the presence of Sisil in the shop, makes me uncomfortable while working. Been expelled, still not going. I don't know what the base of Sisil face, the wall is shameless. Already dicuekin keep lurking himself. Thank God Alda is not here. So, I'm not too made to stun with the existence of Sisil in this stall. I don't want to be with Sisil. Alda kept his distance from me.


We are busy serving buyers. I was surprised by the arrival of Alda. it turns out that after the completion of his divorce hearing Alda immediately came to the stall. I don't think he's coming here anymore. Alda's arrival makes me quite anxious I'm afraid Sisil talks a lot and affects Alda.


I saw Alda watching Sisil who was sitting in the corner of the stall. From the way he looked at Sisil, he was obviously very curious about the woman. He did not know Sisil. Means for 2 days in the village, when Dad died he did not know that Sisil was my ex-wife and even the rose who knew it, It was because Sisil invited the rose to talk. It turns out that the rose is the type of woman who can keep a secret, when Sisil invites her to talk. He didn't tell Alda.


Eh... Why does Sisil only affect roses? does he think me and Rose have a special relationship? don't know him, I love Alda. Not the Rose, the indistinct splashy boy. Sisil probably didn't think I liked Alda. Because he knew Alda had a child.


I'm the one who's introspective. Can only surrender. As Alda approached Sisil. I saw the interaction of the two from a distance. From my observation, Sisil was friendly and polite to Alda. It is very different from his attitude towards the rose. That looks like it's competing.


After meeting with Sisil. Alda was busy serving his coworker friend, who came to lunch at the stall.


I was so curious about Alda, when he worked as a teacher. Focus these ears, to hear clearly what they are talking about.


It turned out that they had just come home from the hospital, visiting their principal's wife. The talk of educated women, a little ngaco in my opinion. Cooking them is like praying for his dead head wife and telling Alda who will be the second wife of their principal named Armand.


Yeah, I know that too. If a mature man named Armand likes Alda. From the way he spoke and treated Alda while in the hospital, very different and legible, if he likes Alda.


Hadeuh...


My rival has two. Judge Rayhan and principal Mr. Armand. Obviously I lost, I don't have a good job yet. Even though I have a lot of savings in my opinion. But, mana was comparable to the wealth of those two men. The savings, the plan I will make to open a business in the field of contractors.


One hour the shop was surrounded by voices and giggles laughing at the mothers who worked as teachers. Probably because the owner of the stall was their friend. So they consider this stall, like their own. And Alda also looks happy with his co-worker friend.


After the trade was finished, the shop was quiet. I took Sisil away from that place. I can see, Alda noticed me and Sisil who had now climbed on the bike from the rearview mirror. I who was tense, because of the arrival of Sisil, finally did not know what to behave like to Alda. Ever since he came to the shop this afternoon, I haven't spoken a word to him.


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I'm the dead end of this, put the bike towards the village. Sisil patted my shoulder strongly. I was surprised, pulled the bike over with his regret. This woman, it's really hard.


"Teacher..!" tell me with a folded face. The hardened jaw was already staring at him from the rearview mirror. Waste of time, I serve this Sisil.


"Descended....!" firmly I was again, looking back with sharp eyes, like an eagle ready to pounce on prey.


Sisil got off the bike with a sad face. The sobs had started to sound, making my ears hot to hear it. I don't know why I feel hot and ride black facing Sisil.


"Me, me,.."


"Don't say anything, I don't want to hear any explanation from you." I firmly got off the bike, stood next to him and would not look at him.


Huhuhoo..


He put his ass on the sidewalk. My heart was not filled to hear his sobs. I'm sick of it and I'm gonna throw up to hear it. Sisil is very good at acting. I have memorized his character. When I was my wife, I told her attitude and behavior. But now I can't wait. I have no obligation to take care of his feelings.


I'm sick of it, grabbing my phone out of my pants pocket. Ku scrol contact. I'm gonna call Sisil's uncle. Let me know if Sisil is with me, and I'll take him to the social parlour. I don't want to bother, dealing with this psychopathic woman.


When he contacted his uncle Sisil. His sobs are getting louder and louder. Make deaf ears made. And thankfully in one call, the phone is connected.


"Assynoltom... Uncle, this is Sisil with me. I want to take her home. But, he doesn't want to." I said firmly, and did not give his uncle a chance to talk sisil.


" Greetings walaikum.. Loh, koq with you?" she said she'd follow her husband." Uncle replied unsettledly at the end there.


I lyrically, Sisil who was crying bitterly next to me. I'm sorry I saw it that way. I loved him once, however. Never filled my day. Although I often maki.


"Oohu... So did uncle. All right, I'll close first. Ahilynjou...!'


After my cell phone was stuck in my pants. I sat my ass next to him.


Huuff...


I took a rough breath and exhaled her rough. I need a lot of oxygen stock in my lungs, in order to calm down to face Sisil who is unstable. Don't get my emotions provoked.


" You've been on his talisman. Why are you looking for him again?" my question was gentle, as if understanding and drifting in the problem Sisil faced.


"I just got one of them. And I just found out that I'm pregnant." He said with tears. His chest was seen rising and falling, as it held back that intense sobbing.


I was sad to see him. She was finally pregnant too. Four years married to her, I can't make her happy. It is fitting that he would often insult me, because I cannot give him a child. Don't give her a child, just satisfy her I can't.


"Keep, why did you even meet me?" I asked with confusion.


"Me, me..." She was crying hysterically again. "I'm pregnant, a.. I don't want me to give birth without a husband." The Uajrnya with brick.


Hufft...


"I can't be the father of your son. Pleases... Sisil, stop bothering me." I said firmly, I don't want to be complicated made this woman.


Huhuhoo..


She was crying hysterically. I'm going crazy I made this woman.


"Yes, I also know you won't come back to me. But, what's wrong with me trying first."


Hadeuhwas...


There - There's the little girl, laughing at me.


"I don't have much time. I hope this is the last time we communicate. If you keep bothering me about romance. Don't blame me if I'm rude to you." I clearly look at him sharply.


Huhuhoo..


He looked down and sobbed sobbing. "I, yes...!" His mouth with a trembling voice.


Huuff..


Accounts are back taking a deep breath. Then get up from my seat.


"I'll take you to your husband. I'll reconcile you guys." I thoughtfully looked at him, who now looked up to see me. Because Sisil is still sitting.


"He didn't know I was pregnant." Sad answer.


"Later, I'll help you solve your problems. Now we go to your husband's house." Mouthed


Sisil nodded, he got up from his seat. Followed me, and rose above the bonfire.


Sisil's husband's family is in town. So, it's okay for me to take her there. I'll help her get back to her husband. Because he doesn't want to have a child without a father. Maybe Sisil, was ready in polygamy because he said, her husband had an affair.


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