DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

My wife

Alda Pov

This European-style luxury house is covered in grief. Sobs are heard between the chants of Surah Yasin. Lots of mourners coming. As the wife of a well-known businessman and principal, Mrs Suci has many friends and business relations from Mr. Armand. I just found out this morning, if it turns out Mr. Armand has a property company.

The sense of loss penetrates the recesses of the heart. My gaze fell on the corpse of the Holy Mother. My heart is still throbbing pain. Find out if the Holy Mother has left so soon. Near me, Mr. Armand was seen sobbing. He loved his wife very much, so it was natural that he felt a deep loss.

      

It is time for the body to be bathed. There were relatives from the Holy Mother family bathing, and Mr. Armand also took part in it. While waiting for the body to be bathed and pardoned. I approached mom. Because I feel foreign and uncomfortable with the gaze of his extended family, Holy Mother. Maybe Mr. Armand told us everything that happened to us.

"The new mother got a call from your aunt. He said Akram and Roses did a bad thing." Whisper mom to me.

My words surprised and confused me. Did Akram and Rose do something bad?

"What bad mother mean?" I said slowly staring at my mother with curiosity. Last night Akram's facial expression was very sad in the hospital. Did he commit suicide?

"They were caught gathering kebo in Akram's contract."

"What's.." Unconsciously my voice sounded so loud I was surprised, the information I heard from my mother, so that people around looked at us with her, I awkwardly smiled faintly at the mourners who were watching us.

To be able to speak freely. I took my mother into my room. Really, I was very curious about the information that mom said.

Arriving in my room I scouted my mother with a lot of questions. Mom got dizzy with my back-to-back questions. I was really curious about Akram and Roses.

"Mom doesn't know the exact story. You called the rose." Said mother.

I was curious about the news I got from my mother, I finally decided to contact Rose quickly. But, the phone call from me was not picked up 4 times I called but still not picked up.

" Not lifted by Mom." I said to my mother limply, I was very curious about the story about Akram and Roses.

"Try your aunt's phone." Mother's advice, looking at me fixedly.

I also contacted Bi Imah, but was not picked up after two calls. "The News of Akram and Roses can be the Mother of Who?" ask my mother.

"From your aunt Minah, your son Mina was also last night looking for Roses, because they did not come home. So your Aunt May, last night went quickly from this house, after hearing the Rose did not come home already at 11 pm. Investigate to his close friend Rose, where he went. I learned that the rose went to the club with her friend. Your uncle and aunt moved quickly to the club where the Roses came." Obviously mother.

"Oowww...." My heart is curious. I want to go home, to know the state of Roses and Akram. Roses and Akram were very kind to me. I don't want anything bad to happen to them.

"Allah may the Roses and the Acram be well, O Allah. O Allah protect them. I am a good man, God. He deserves to be happy, God ." I said with both hands.

"Who are you praying for, Akram..? You recognize that waitress?" the firm voice surprised me. We did not realize that Mr. Arman was already in this room. My mother and I were both surprised to see her now walking towards us.

"Oouuww.. Son Armand here turned out to be "Mommy said with a thin smile, trying to melt the tense atmosphere.

The expression on Mr. Arman's face was very tense, looking like holding back anger plus he was again, he was sad again. So it really looks unfriendly and scary.

"Mom, we'll just get out." Whisper me to mother, sometimes I look at Mr. Armand who is still staring at us.

"You're here, mom's out."

My forehead shriveled at my mother's words. Mom got up and dragged her feet out of the room. I looked at my mother until she closed the door again. I was so scared and nervous. I just want to catch up with Mom. But, if that's what I do, you're gonna be mad at me. From the time my mother always taught me, a wife must serve her husband, and obey and obey. Even Mas Evan who was being mean to me, said mother should be respected.

"Alda, can I ask you a favor." He spoke softly with a shahdu look.

"A, what is it sir?" I asked by holding back the nervousness. My chest has been rumbling great. The leaflets were very tight, which made my body tremble.

"My head hurts so much. Can you massage my head with this oil? just a moment before I change clothes." His love is still with his soft voice.

It's natural Mr. Arman has a headache. Because he had not slept all night, he had accompanied his wife's body in the living room, and he entered this room at dawn and woke me up, so all night I slept alone in this room.

"Oowww...I, yes sir." I answered nervously.

Hufffts...

I took a deep breath and threw it away slowly as this hand stuck out to reach for the bottle of oil he was holding.

She smiled sweetly at me. "Thank you, yeah." Then, start sitting on the edge of the bed. He closed his eyes, ready to receive a massage from me.

I was so grateful, he closed his eyes at this moment. Once he looked at me fixed and Syahdu like earlier could I tremble when massaging his head. My finger massage on her head I moved gently but under pressure.

His head is very clean, no dandruff. Even her hair is very fragrant. I'm sure the shampoo and hair oil that Mr. Armand wears must be very expensive. Unlike me, use shampoo price of 500 rupiah per package. It also buy lentengan, not buy shampoo in a bottle of packaging. Understand, I am a person who does not have. I could eat, I was so grateful.

"Your massage is so good, the pain in my head goes away instantly. You fit in as a masseuse." he said gently intonation sounding voice holding back laughter.

I just smile at her words it feels so shameful to be praised like.

"Kok keep quiet You're not afraid of me?" now he looked to the side to see my face clearly.

"Fear, why should I be afraid?" quickly said.

"Aren't you and your friends afraid of me?"

"What does Father mean?"

"From now on don't call me Father." He's still staring at me. "You and the other teachers are afraid of me."

"That's at school." Reply quickly.

" if you're not scared at home?" tanyanya smiled faintly.

I feel increasingly deg deg an teased in by him like this. I'm running out You finally choose to be silent and continue the activity of massaging his head gently.

"Thank you, my wife.." He smiled at me.

Deg

It felt like my heart was going to fall when I heard him say the wife said.

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