DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

pob Akram(unloaded)

I finally let the doctor go home. It all happened because Dad forced me to go home. Dad told the doctor that he was cured, the doctor did not believe so the doctor did another examination and it turned out that indeed the condition of the father had returned to normal blood pressure norm, the norm, the doctor did not believe,l Normal uric acid blood sugar is also normal and the heart is also good.

Arriving at home when it showed at 05.00 pm I helped Dad clean his body. And before long the clever man who would examine my vital part came, reluctantly and embarrassedly my sensitive part was examined in front of my father.

Aaahkk. I don't know where I'm going to put my face in, I'm like a kid who's asking to pee and asking to be teased by his parents. After seeing my wand was completely healed Dad looked so happy that his old face was sparkling with enthusiasm and confidence.

After the magrib prayer I fed Dad and gave Dad medicine. After that we talked for a while in the living room. I said that I had an acquaintance of a woman in town and with my meeting with that woman that my illness could be cured that I told all about Alda to Dad.

And I also said this afternoon when I had smiles found Dad in the magic house. It was because I was on the phone with that woman, who was none other than Alda. I'm really happy to hear my story. He was so excited that he forced me to return quickly to the city, explaining to the woman the mistake I had made to her.

Because I also did tell everything that I experienced from the accident before marriage, the complexity of my marriage with Sisil, my separation with Sisil. I moved to the city, so many people knew about my illness and bullied me. And I'm the one with the passion and concentration to work so that in a short time, I've been a director. All that I told my father it feels plong like having a best friend where to share.

" Yes, papa, you can go home tonight, you explain everything to the future daughter-in-law of the father. When your heart is calm. It's all clear, you come here again if you want to take care of dad " said the gentle father.

I was so happy to imagine having a daughter-in-law. And tonight my father forced me to go back to the city, I finally left the village at 11:00 pm and at 1 am, I have reached Alda's temple. I have the keys to that shophouse, so there's no obstacle for me to get inside.

Arriving at the shophouse, I put my bike inside. And I was ready to rest. Because tomorrow the fight will begin.

***

What a beautiful morning. The clear sky. People look at the day with passion. So do I. Right now there is a great hope that I will have and I will achieve. That's getting Alda's love.

After the completion of the prayer. I cleaned the whole room. And also the page. I'll surprise Alda. She was happy, with my unexpected arrival. I just don't think, Dad asked to quickly return to the city. In fact, my father has not been fully healed.

I heard Alda's motor. With a burning feeling, I ran to the stall yard, because I was in the kitchen, still in the stall.

When we arrived at the terrace. I looked at Alda and the Rose, looking at me with a cruel look. It made me feel unsettled. What, Alda already knows about me?

God, I hope Alda doesn't know about me. I noticed they were clingy. Because their behavior is strange. The whisper is unclear. I approached them, with a faint smile, trying to cover up the nervousness.

"I just arrived, this is the plan to go to the house to pick up stuff." I said with a perfect smile. My hand moved quickly, grabbing the basket in the middle of the bike.

Alda doesn't say anything to me. He didn't even look at me when he spoke. He displayed an expression of hostility. Does he know everything? does he hate me? koq's attitude is cold.

"You why? from that silence on?" I asked with her cheerful face, looking at Alda and Roses in turn. As if I didn't know what.

Again - Again Alda did not mengubris my words. The Rose seemed to want to talk. But Alda prevented the Rose from speaking. It was like they were hiding something.

"Emmm.... You guys are angry, aren't you? or kangen huh..?" I never stopped teasing them to open their voices. Must be tituin usually, in order to want ngerocos.

"What a curiosity bang? wait, there's a good time, I'll answer your question. Now we work, work..!" said Rose annoyed staring. Where was his gaze full of amazement when he saw me first.

Fix... I'm sure Alda knows everything.

"Oowww... That, fine!" I put a napkin on my shoulder. I went into the kitchen, joined aunt Romlah cooking. Yes, Bi Romlah has also come. I can't be too insistent on urging them to talk to me. Wait for the time of the place, I'll take Alda to talk.

In the kitchen I and Bi Romlah, start cooking and talk casually.

"Kram, how are your parents doing?" ask Bi Romlah. Now also Alda to the kitchen, want to take sugar. He seemed to stop for a moment. Like we're eavesdropping on our conversation.

"Still sick Bi. But, I'm eating." Sahutku friendly, me lyrics Alda. Then when I lyricized it, it went to the front of the stall. I know, he's gonna want to interrupt my conversation with Bi Romlah. Does Alda really like me or not? his people are unpredictable.

After finishing helping Bi Romlah cook. I put a side dish on the window. By 10 a.m., buyers had started arriving. I also started to serve the buyers. Many subscriptions ask why I didn't work last night. I am kindly answering all customer questions.

Eemm...

It feels so happy to miss so many people. And at two o'clock in the afternoon, trade all the ludes. I also back to tease Alda. As a way to talk to him.

"Huuuuuhh... Aakkhh... Aaiiisshh...!" This time I teased them with my silly behavior. I play tok tok, to attract Alda's attention. The sound tok tok, it caught his attention. .

"Haaah... Is there Tok Tok too?" Roses that are addicted to playing Tok Tok, immediately excited approached me, even though he had shown his sour face. He forgot that last night until this morning he hated me.

"Yes is." My heart relaxed and smiled with satisfaction, while glancing at me the pretentious Alda.

"Loh, loh.... Where is this big brother? cake knows this place?" asked Rose kepo, he glanced at me Alda for a moment. Looks like Alda doesn't want to know, what I did with Alda.

"This is where you used to work. Before you decide to stop." Loud say. My loud voice caught Alda's attention. We stared at each other for a split second, and he quickly looked away.

"Why quit work? ask the rose seriously. The unblinking rose looked at my handsome face. Yes, I pretend to respect the rose. Who knows if Alda is jealous.

"Not anything bored I want to open my own business, want to be independent." I said firmly back to glancing at Alda. "If Alda's attitude were like this Rose's. Hadeuh...... It's so happy my heart.

" Oh that, that last night here came a girl whose name was sister Yuli. The Perakor, he said he knew Brother."

I was very surprised by the Rose. Juli told me everything. I look sad Alda. Be careful not to judge me. And damn, he looked at me sharply. End is my life. My hope is also. Alda hates me.

His face was tense already at this moment. His gaze that was light, now looks heavy and foggy. If he looks sad to see me. I even challenged his gaze.

Can't stand being stared at cynically, I broke eye contact with him "After yes rose Brother came out first to buy a cigarette." I was nervous, getting up quickly from my seat.

"There's a bang cigarette here." The rose, holding me back.

I stepped up, turned around. "It means well, you want to buy a pulse." I answered with a tense face. Before the Rose spoke much, I quickly left the Alda and the Rose.

10 Minutes later I arrived as usual. Always smiling when you see a woman. Alda who was still upset displayed a sour expression. And I keep smiling.

"Surely there's something to talk to me about?!" I said to the point. Not only him, I also want to have a serious talk with him.

"My feeling said something was wrong, so I came back here, when my parents were still sick, care was still needed" I said with a sad face. I saw that Alda could not bear to see, my sad face.

"If Dad wasn't sick I wouldn't have come home last night. Because I wanted to explain something important to you, I was willing to move in the middle of the night, so I could explain something important to you, before that information you got from someone else."

Ada looked at me clingy. It was like giving me time to explain everything.

"your attitude today makes me very sure of that. Did Juli see you?" I asked so curious.

"Yes." answered Alda quickly.

I felt guilty, looking down scared to look into his angry eyes at me.

" Who are you really? Why did you say I hit you during the accident.Why do you want to spend money on me for treatment? why do you keep staying here? Why do you want to stay here?" fawning Alda with so many consecutive questions, pointed at me who was still lowered.

"I already know who you are. Juli told me everything. What the hell do you want?"

Deg

End of me, dashed hope to have a wife.

I still looked down, looking moody full of great regret on my face.

"Why silence? who are you really? Why would you spend money on my treatment? If I really hit you."

I remained silent and still looked down.

"Wicked you, you evil, I didn't expect you to do this to me? what wrong? Why did you ask Juli to seduce my husband? because of your words, because of your fight, because of the game, I have to suffer like this. Who are you really?" he asked with tears in his eyes, how my heart trembled, the fear and pity of seeing it. When saying all the things that were entrenched in his heart, about Akram who was not clear of his identity. About the mysterious Akram

I raised my face, looked at him

sad full of regrets. "I'm sorry if you think I'm the cause of the destruction of your household. If I told you everything, I'm sure you wouldn't believe me because I was wrong. I shouldn't have done that." I said with regret.

"So you really made that bet? why?" tanyanya hysterical.

because I hate your husband, I have a grudge against him. He hurt my feelings. He humbled me. Who would say impotent. He must feel pain, he must feel destruction like the destruction of my life.You know? he insulted me." The white face was flushed already due to emotion, hearing Akram's explanation

TBc