DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

Can't leave

Alda Pov

"Dear not, mother hardcore koq. That mother is worried about you. I see you're not ready for this wedding. If you are not ready, you will not max this relationship, before it drags on. Let me tell Armand that he's divorcing you."

"Will never happen..! There will be no divorce...!" The barithon sounds scary. I know that cold voice.

Me and the mother who was still holding, the same as by to the origin of the sound coming from behind us.

"Son Armand..!" Mother said flatly, I was silent, watching Mr. Armand approaching Us, whose facial expression suddenly changed rapidly. From tense and tight, so sumringah. Surprised me, koq suddenly changed that way.

"Don't hear what people say." He looked at me and my mother in turn. "What happens doesn't need to be regretted. This is what happens, which means it's the best thing for our lives. I'll never divorce Alda, no matter what." His eyes on me and Mom were getting serious.

" I heard, too, all the rantings people have about us. But, I don't want to take any of that dizziness. Let them roar, which obviously we do not do as they say, we need not be dizzy, afraid and panic thinking about what man says we just need to fear God."

It seems Mr. Arman is so afraid of losing me. Is it true that holy Ma'am said that Mr. Arman loved me long ago? because when in the holy house, the Holy Mother once said that. But where's the story, Mr Arman loves me?

"Alda had already suffered greatly with his first marriage. From the past, I have rejected your proposal. When Alda called last night, saying you were married to him, as long as you know, I was very surprised to hear that. I'm stressed about that too. I don't want this Mother Princess to suffer anymore, as long as you know Armand, just one day Alda here, has a thousand negative comments on him. So, I think my son's mentality will be broken if this is the way, so I want to take him home. As long as there's still an event here, Alda's whereabouts aren't good in this house." Said mom firmly and loudly to Armand.

Suddenly Mr. Arman's face was anxious and agitated. "Mom Don't take Alda away from here, it's not good Mom. Me and Alda just got married, if he leaves here people will talk about it." Said Mr. Armand with a weld. He looks scared of losing me.

Mr. Armand now turned his head towards me, grabbing my hand from my mother's grasp. She refused, as she wanted to pull my hand out of my grasp. But I finally got it too. It felt like my body was tensing up, as he grasped my hand. Suddenly my hands became cold.

"If you can't stand it, you can't hear what people are saying. Starting tomorrow, on the second night of Takjiah. You and Mom are in the room." His words are full of tenderness. I was flabbergasted by Mr. Armand's attitude. I can't believe he's acting as sweet as he is today. He is famous for being hourly and assertive at work.

I let go of his hand, awkwardly. He is aware of my uncomfortable self as he holds my hand. Mr. Arman also gently took off my hand

Instantly the atmosphere became awkward. I was clumsy, looking at each other with my mother. And at that time I asked my mother with an eye code, what was the decision we were going to take, honestly at this time I was confused and confused. I don't know what to do? if asked the deepest heart, I want to go home, want to live alone first. Not ready to have a partner.

"Well, we'll stay here. After the third takjiah night is over. We'll talk about these issues again, I'm very surprised to know the truth. Why all of a sudden Alda, married in the hospital with you Nal Arman."

Haaha..

It's not wrong to say that Mr. Arman, it's true that he wants to live in our small house, the house of KPR type 36

Which room is very small, when compared to the maid's room only, the maid's room is wider than my room.

"Mom hold your words, Son Arman. I hope what you say is true like that. I don't want to see Alda suffer if Alda I see you suffer. I won't hesitate to separate you from her, whatever people want to say, tell her she works Married, Divorced, Married, divorced mom doesn't care, what matters is my daughter's happiness." Mother summarized my puffy face, looking at me full of love.

" Yes ma'am, how could Alda make me suffer." He said with a small laugh. Mr. Arman immediately separated me and my mother, and now he was in our midst, his hands quickly embracing me and my mother. With her fluffy smile. Mr. Armand looked at me and mother in turn. He kept smiling widely. "Let's eat..! I'm so hungry."

Mr. Armand invited us to leave the place, still embracing me with my mother, we also headed to a gazebo in the garden next to the house. It turns out that there have been many nuclear families waiting, namely his parents Mr. Armand. My father and mother-in-law, and not just them, Raisya and Reza.

"Mama.."

Raisya who saw my arrival with her mother and Mr. Arman, immediately ran to us by stretching out his hands. It seemed that my son was longing for so much, his beautiful eyes glazed over as he dashed quickly towards me. Honestly, I also miss her a lot when Raisa is close to us. Mr. Arman took off his embrace from my shoulder and just then, Raisya jumped straight into my arms.

"Raisa kangen ma, very kangen ma." She kissed my left and right cheeks and hugged me tightly, indeed my daughter could not be separated from me. One day and one night we didn't see each other, it was natural that he felt so lost to me.

" Yes dear, Mama is also kangen ...!" I kissed back the gemes of her puffed cheeks. Satisfied releasing kangen with Raisya. I approached everyone, who was waiting for me at the Gazebo. Raisa's arrival became a mood booster for me, the sadness and confusion disappeared already. I Am also a spirit.

Instantly I feel hungry and very happy to eat, especially in front of me has a lot of my favorite food. There's chicken for a lifetime and tauco kikil. We finally ate together at the Gazebo, and while eating, Mr. Arman looked very fond of Raisa. He fed Raisa several times. And took turns to feed his son Reza. Reza still looks very sad. Maybe he understood the meaning of loss.

realizing that aroused the spirit in me to be a good surrogate mother to Reza.

TB