DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

Pov Acram (Slow)

"I.. Yes, Holy Ma'am. I want to fulfill your wish..!"

Prancing..

My body that had been trembling since then, furious and annoyed to see Alda who was forced to become a second wife to Armand, finally collapsed to this door of the ward. The sound of my body crashing into the door was clear, Because of the mental door to the wall.

My soul has not calmed down since the arrival of Judge Raihan to the stall. I listened carefully to what Judge Rehan said to Alda who asked Alda to come with him to the hospital. My feelings are getting crazy, upset.

I can't be silent, without being invited, my feet are following Alda's steps toward Judge Raihan's car. I need to know what's going on. Why was Alda asked to come to the hospital? alda didn't mind me going to the hospital.

Along the way I was made more and more anxious, wanting to ask what happened but it was not my authority.

"Accord...!" alda's voice was soft, and all eyes were on me at this moment. I was embarrassed by that. Before they concluded about my attitude, I quickly got up, holding the door. I ran out of the room as fast as lightning.

I didn't expect Alda to accept the request of the woman named Saints. Did Alda like Armand so much, that he accepted it?

Thinking about it all makes me stiffer. Along the hallway I went through with a hard-thinking brain and a wounded heart, as slashed as it was, while remembering the incident in the nursery. I, who really hope for Alda, must be disappointed, when he more accepted the offer to be a second wife.

Aarrggh...

I poured out the emotions that were entrenched in my chest. I don't care about people looking at me from a distance. I am currently in a hospital park. Even though my position is in the corner. Right now, there are eyes looking at me. Because of my strange behavior according to them.

Nope, no.. Alda can't marry that guy. I, who was still panicking, dragged my feet back quickly to the Holy Mother's ward. I won't let Alda marry Armand. I have to derail it. I'd say, if I was his fiancee.

Pukk

I hit my own seat, realizing my stupidity. Why did I just leave that room. Why I'm not preventing. Oh Allah... I hope Alda is not married to Armand. There was a religious figure in the room. I'm sure it's a feather, because it can be seen from her clothes.

Because of the rush, I instead hit a fat mother. So that the plastic he was about was scattered.

"Yes my... Where'd you make your eyes..?" mom was upset with me. He just stomped his feet hard, without helping me pick up his stuff scattered on the floor of the hospital hallway.

"Sorry mom, sorry..!" I'm not less upset. Try this slim mom. That body won't fill this hospital hallway. "It's mom." I just put the stuff on the floor. I see he's getting pissed at me. I don't care anymore, I need to get to the Holy Mother's nursery quickly. I have to get Alda away from that place.

"Hey... Fucking young man...!" yelled at mom

"Fuck....!" I who was panicking unconsciously let out that word.

"What... What did you say? the devil....!" the mother was chasing me.

"Basic lunatic....!" I was again unconscious. I'm so upset with today, koq I was able to meet that kingkong man.

I turned my head back, feeling frightened from being chased by Kingkong. If this mother was a man, I wouldn't be afraid. It's a woman, there's no way I'm fighting with her.

"Yes Allah... Help me from the chase of the kingkong, the situation is precarious, O God...!" I screamed while running around. The cassava man seemed increasingly upset, while chasing me.

And

Bruugkkk

He also slipped and fell. Incidentally, right now in the hallway it is being cleaned cleaning service.

"Campus... Eehc ..Sorry..!" I said by looking back at "Da... Da, uh....!" I feel funny about that pigeon guy. I am tense at the moment. My dream is on the verge of destruction. The woman I wanted was getting married. May you not get married in this hospital, God..

And

Huufft

Has...

Hu.

I was bored, and now I am at the door. I need air, it feels like my chest is tight and narrow. My head hurts and it's hot.

Huuff..

Instantly I was astonished, a moment of silence sounded from within the room. The door is not closed, that means. If there is talk inside, then it sounds out.

And

"SAADUHAN....!"

Bruggkk..

For the second time, I collapsed. And this time I collapsed in the doorway.

"Barakallahu laka wa baraka alaika wa jama’a bainakuma fi khoir." Speak to the people in the room at the same time. I can still hear it clearly, even though I'm in a bad state.

TB