DUDA IMPOTENT DESIRE

Divorce

Alda Pov

It's Takjiah's first night at home. The purpose of Am's teaching is to comfort, invite patience, encourage and relieve the grief of people who are stricken by disaster, both in the face of death and other calamities.

My mind is not in this place. Only my body is in this place. Right now I'm thinking about the wedding of the Disc and the Roses. I would love to see both of their marriages. Akram and Roses mean a lot to me.

Although he said, Akram played a role in damaging my household, but before Akram knew Mas Evan and Juli, Mas Evan and Juli had cheated before. It's so exciting to be out of this house after this first takjih night is over. I would love to sleep in my room. Sleeping in Mr. Armand's room wasn't good. The shadow of the Holy Mother still haunts. Plus, I miss Raisya a lot. I haven't hugged my daughter since last night.

Currently ongoing lectures from Mr. Ustadz. I who joined the mother group of the mother of the Holy Mother family, always get a cynical look, no matter what they think of me, koq they look at me as hateful, always get a cynical look, do they think I took Mr Arman?

Ouch... Thinking about it makes me dizzy. This marriage will be full of problems. I am lazy to face problems now. I actually still want to be alone. Take care of myself and my daughter Raisya.

The people who come here are very many. The invited Ustadz is also the most famous ustadz in the city.

Ustadz began speaking

Assalammu’alaikum wa rahatulli wa barakatuh..

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillahilladzi arsala apostullahu bil huda wa dinil haq, li yuzhirahu ‘aladdini kulli, kafirun karial walaw, hypocritical karial walaw, idolatrous karial walaw.

Asyhadu ala ilaa ha illallah wa asyhadu anna muhammadan ‘abduhu wa rasuluh salallahu ‘alaihi wa salam, la prophet ya ba’da amma ba’du..

Praise be to the presence of Allah SWT who has bestowed His grace and grace upon us all, so that we can still live life in this world.

Salawat and greetings do not forget also to give to our great prophet, Prophet Muhammad SAW who has brought his people from the age of ignorance to the era of abundant knowledge as we both feel at this time.

Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi roji’un..

“Truly we belong to Allah and to Him we return”

Muslims who are blessed by Allah,

At the end of the night, I will give a lecture on the importance of remembering death.

Before, let us read together the letter of Al-Fatihah, in order to justify the late Holy Mother, who just left us all on Saturday. May his spirit be given the best place at His side, considering this late house during his life was a devout Muslimah, diligently worship until the end of his life. Similarly, for the families left behind, may they remain steadfast, patient, and confident in this disaster. Amiin, amiin ya rabbal ‘alamiin.

Kullu nafsin isna`iqatul-maekt, wa nablikkum bisy-syarri wal-khairi slander, wa ilaina turja'okin

Meaning : “Every soulful will feel dead. We will test you with ugliness and kindness as trials (the real ones). And only to us are you returned”. (Q.L. Al-Anbiya’ :35)

Based on these words of God, we should be able to draw conclusions about the importance for all of us to remember death. Because, no one in this world knows when the end will come. Death is a secret that only Allah SWT knows, so many ways people live life will be a lesson.

Speaking of death, perhaps the first thing we remember is our final resting place. Where we are alone, only earth and darkness cover us. Even though our lives in this world are filled with treasure, to all of it is useless, because that is not what we will bring later, but the worship that we have been doing in the world.

The muslims, muslims,

Life is only a temporary stopover, it is death that actually becomes the beginning of eternal and eternal human life. This life is not the final destination, but only a temporary stopover for a very long and tiring journey, then what provisions should we prepare for a journey that is so long? Among them is to multiply the memory of death, because in this way, will motivate ourselves to prepare the provision as well as possible.

There are several benefits if we often remember death that does not come when.

1.      Always do good and be afraid to act.

2.      Become diligent in worship.

3.      Not the love of the world is excessive, because the treasures and everything we love in the world we will eventually leave and when death arrives, we only use the shroud.

4.      When facing trials more patient and strong, because they know the torment in the grave and the punishment on the day of the hymn will be more powerful.

6.      Always be humble and not arrogant.

Muslims who are blessed by Allah,

That is how important it is for all of us to remember death. Husnul khatimah (good ending), a special gift of Allah SWT given to special humans, every one of us would want to die in this situation. Husnul Khotimah is like a gift to us, for our earnest efforts in carrying out the task of living in this world.

Based on these circumstances, as Muslims who cling to the Qur’an and Sunnah, let us always remember the death that will surely befall every living person. And when it is willed by Allah, no man can escape from it even though he hides at the end of the earth, death will come wherever and whenever, even without us knowing it.

Thus the lecture from me on this occasion, may be useful and can be a lesson for all of us in the future in carrying out daily life. I also express my gratitude to the late Holy Mother's family, may we all remain on His path. I apologize if I made a mistake that I unintentionally made.

I ended with billihan taufik wal hidayah...

Assalammu’alaikum wa rahatulli wa barakatuh..

Ustadz talks are very touching. Tears just keep pouring down my cheeks. I just lost my father, not even 4 months. The sense of loss is still very pronounced.

"Look, Armand's new wife is beach acting. So pretentious she cried, but in her heart she laughed. So the wife of a rich man." Said a middle-aged woman, she was sitting not far from us. It's next to mom, on the limit of one woman. I'm sure the mother's mother's family is from the Holy Mother.

I obviously heard the rant, let alone the mother. The people around him must have heard.

"Yes, yeah. Koq PD once he presents himself here. From what I heard, this Armand has long been married in silence. Kan, that saint has his peranakan disease down. Yeah, you know what a guy is, how to hold it if you don't play."

Astagfirullah... In the event still mourning. There are still people who defame.

"Hey.. Small is your voice. You can hear them "

"Oouuu yes, just let him hear. We're talking facts." Replied the mother made up thickly with confidence.

Mom grabbed my hand and held it tight. Mom's face was very tense and upset. I know, a mother like that because she doesn't accept her daughter in slander.

It is natural for people to assume that way. Anyone would be surprised to learn the fact that Mr. Armand is married again.

Mother turned her neck towards the origin of the mother's gossiping voice. The show is actually almost done.

"Hey... This is a takjiah event, here it wants to provide entertainment and invite patient families who are stricken by disaster, not to be digosipin or digibahin and slandered. What you're saying is all wrong, as long as you know, my daughter has never been an actor in this family. My daughter whom Sacred asked me to marry Armand." Said the mother firmly with glaring eyes.

I grabbed my mother's hand, to turn my body towards me. "Mom, let's get out of here." I said slowly to my mother, it just so happens that the event is over. The fathers have also risen from their seats.

Mother did not answer my call. But, he got up also from his sitting. We walked quickly to the back. Find a quiet place to talk. I don't know why I feel so uncomfortable in this barn house. I Want to go home. I want to sleep well in my room..

"Mom, don't think about what the other guy said? I don't want you to get sick, because of all this. I don't want to lose you, Mom." I said with tears. I think this chest is still tight. Really, I'm so scared of losing mom, because to mind this problem.

I shouldn't have accepted Holy Mother's coercion to marry Mr. Armand. Even if we were married, I wouldn't have shown myself in this house. Because it will be the talk of people. Moreover, Mr. Armand turned out to be a very influential person, of course, every thing that was on him, will be a conversation.

"Dear not, mother hardcore koq. That mother is worried about you. I see you're not ready for this wedding. If you are not ready, you will not max this relationship, before it drags on. Biiar mom told Armand to divorce you."

"Will never happen..! There will be no divorce...!" The barithon sounds scary. I know that cold voice.

Me and the mother who was still holding, the same as by to the origin of the sound coming from behind us.

"Son Armand..!" Mother said flatly, I was silent, watching Mr. Armand approaching Us, whose facial expression suddenly changed rapidly. From tense and tight, so sumringah. Surprised me, koq suddenly changed that way.

TB