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Rara closed the phone by force. His heart hurts so much, love does not have to have and Rara is not ambitious to have Rafli.Seely Rara does not want to destroy Rafli and Rara's household, Rara, enough to love and be able to communicate well until a smooth relationship is established. That'sallthatis. There is no other desire.

Her tears are pouring down. The introduction ended up not as pleasant as this. Sometimes Rara regretted why she had to meet and get acquainted with Rafli, until her heart continued to want to settle on the married man.

'Am I wrong to love you? If love is a gift, then what can I do? I just want to get close, treat all my longing and love for him. I never thought to be able to have it let alone want to snatch it from the person who has been his priority all this time, Rara Lirih's inner being mixed in her sadness and disappointment.

Both of Rara's hands covered her face. Holding back her sobs that just kept flowing down her cheeks. The phone that was still tightly clasped in his hand was slammed because of annoyance. Rara is upset at herself, upset at her destiny, annoyed at the path of her life that never lived up to her expectations.

"I hate!!! Hate!!," shouted Rara dengn sara loudly. All makeup tools are thrown in all directions.His heart is really hot, tight and no longer because of the taste.

Rara's breath gasping withstood the tremendous pain.

Aneng, Abuya's nanny heard the loud noise of many falling goods running towards the front door of Rara's room. Her ears were set up there, right in front of Rara's bedroom door to listen to what was really going on. There was a sound of sobs and loud cries that reached his heart, as if knowing Rara, the Employer was heartbroken and disappointed.

"Relse ... Mama .... Want to go to Mama," said Abuya slowly while pulling the clothes of Kak Aneng who was still seriously listening from the outside.

Aneng's hand immediately lifted Abuya's small body and was carried right in front of his chest to calm Rara's beloved little man.

"Abuya shut up first huh? Play the same brother first yuk? What are you going to play?" aneng asked gently and patiently.

Abuya shook his head quickly and then shouted very loudly.

"Mama wants to be with Mom. Just the same Mama" cried Abuya loudly until Rara heard the cry of his beloved man.

Aneng immediately took Abuya away from Rara's room and carried him affectionately. He took Abuya outside and took a walk to see the outside conditions that usually make Abuya excited, but not for today.

Abuya continued to cry and thrashed asking to return home and wanted to share with Rara, the Mama.

"Mama rest again. Mama's sick again, Abuya don't bother Mama just yet. Later in the afternoon can only play with Mama," said Aneng slowly while rubbing Abuya's hair slowly which already looks very thick.

Abuya just fell silent and continued to whine. Can't understand what's really going on.

Rara remained silent in the room. His messy phones were picked up one by one and put on again and turned on again. His heart was relieved to vent his frustration with terjia, mengagis dn pelting his favorite goods. That's the only way Rara vents all her emotions.

Rara's body was already feeling weak from crying too much. Both of his eyes were swollen and noble felt mnyipit. However, his chest was no longer as crowded as before. Rara was more leogwo and accepted everything that happened to her. Rara put her body on the bed. His intention was to go to the store was paused because of his erratic mood.

His phone rang back with a loud voice. Rara's heart seemed to want to escape from her body, and her beat increasingly felt moving quickly. Rara did not dare to stare at the screen of the phone and did not dare to see who was calling her. Rara grew more anxious and panicked encompassing her heart and feelings, the atmosphere of her heart became increasingly uncertain.

"Assynnnya ... Ra?" greet Rafli in a soft voice and sounding softly.

"Waalakumsalam, Iya Mas Rafli," replied Rara holding back her still-sounding voice shaking.

"I'm sorry, huh?" rafli said slowly.

Rara listened to Rafli's voice by staring blankly at the front with such a nano look.

"Yes Mas is okay," said Rara slowly.

Still sounds stuffing from Rara's stuffy nose.

"You crying?" ask slowly as if feeling guilty.

Rafli's chest was also felt tight to hear Rara's raucous voice and held back her cries. Rafli can feel what Rara is feeling right now.

"No Mas Rafli," answered Rara lying while holding back her shaky mess

Rafli's voice was so reassuring but also made his heart ache and sorrowful given the ravings of Fatarani, Rafli's wife who constantly mocks Rara with harsh and inappropriate words.

"Never lie to me. I know you've been crying. Try our video call, of course Mas will see a sad face and your embab, Ra," said Rafli in a soft voice.

His guilt increasingly covered his heart. I don't know what this feeling is. I felt sad when Rara was sad. Come along happy if you see Rara smiling sweetly and so innocently.

"I'm not lying, Mas," Rara replied still with her lie. Her tears began to drip again soaking through Rara's cheeks.

"Tell me honestly, don't lie to your own feelings it'll hurt yourself, Ra" Rafli said softly.

Rara can only freeze in bed and not answer Rafli's words.The phone call that switched on a video call was silent by Rara was not even received. Usually Rara will be very happy to receive a video call from Rafli. However, now his heart is not good and not bad.

"Why shut up, Ra?" asked Rafli softly who did not hear Rara's voice did not even hear the sound of breathing attracted from her sense of smell.

Rara shook her head slowly, as if rafli was in front of her and was talking to her and understood the body language that Rara implemented for Rafli.

"Why Ra? What exactly are you? Don't make me worry and panic about your current situation? Please move the call to a video call, Mas wants to see you and wants to make sure you are in good shape" Rafli said.