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"I'm sorry? Sorry for what?" tanya Baihaqi slowly stared fixedly at Rara's two eyes.

"Sorry ... If I haven't been able to open my heart to anyone," Baihaqi said softly.

"Rb ... I know, this must be hard for you. I'm not forcing you to accept me. Just walk like running water, so that you are not burdened with all of this either" Baihaqi said wisely.

Baihaqi was unwilling to impose his will. Enough Rara knows, that she hopes to enter Rara's heart completely and throw all her bad memories with the sweet memories she will live with.

"Yes, Rara understands. I'm sorry, Mas" said Rara slowly.

"It doesn't matter Ra. Done already?" tanya Baihaqi closed the conversation.

There is actually a deep sense of disappointment. Rara should not refuse but say she will try it first to open her heart. Why should we refuse firmly not to open our hearts.

"It has. Then where are we going?" rara asked quietly while finishing the iced milk in her glass of jumba.

"Where do you want to live? In Bogor want to? I have a house that is not in use, maybe you want to occupy it. Of course, the house is very safe and comfortable to live in" Baihaqi said.

Rara seemed to think for a moment. His large stomach was full until sitting was a bit difficult. Rara leaned against the dining chair.

"Anywhere else but Bogor? I think it's far away," said Rara who is still hesitant to really move and move to Bogor.

Baihaqi shook his head quickly.

"Only that place I think is safe. If you want to find another place that you think is safe and peaceful, I will deliver" said Baihaqi slowly.

"Nothing, Mom. Maybe right now your advice is the best advice. I want to go to Bogor and live in a place that Mas suggested for me," said Rara resigned.

"You sure? Change your mind again? convince first," said Baihaqi gave time to Rara to think.

"I've thought about it. I want to move to Bogor, but .." Rara's words stopped.

"But ...? What, Ra?" baihaqi asked curiously.

"But I'm scared. Don't leave me, 'cause I don't like to start everything at the very beginning. You know what I mean, don't you, Mas?" rara said slowly.

"I understand what you mean, Ra," Baihaqi said softly.

"Yes already. We're going to Bogor. Sorry, it's been a hassle, Mas," said Rara Lirih with her own face. Either Rara's presence had troubled Baihaqi by accident.

It all started when in the hospital.baihaqi had to accompany Rara who was not a theme or friend because Dyah and Mas Hendra suddenly had a sudden need for trouble Cantika, his son. Then, Baihaqi had to drive Rara home to the rented house after being allowed to go home from the hospital. Then, the incident this morning was the biggest peak that Baihaqi had to solve wisely. At present, Baihaqi suggested the most obvious and appropriate solution for Rara, although Rara was not yet fully able to accept it well.

"i want to be there until I give birth, so that someone takes care of me and my baby after I give birth. Honestly there are doubts to go home, like something bad will happen to me," said Rara who could have predicted what would happen.

"Don't suudzon just yet, Ra. Just do what you want and think well. I think coming to the old man's house is good. The rest will be how it is, think later," said Baihaqi slowly raising the anxious heart of Rara.

"But if my expectations are correct, how?" tanya Rara is getting upset.

"Yes, you should be able to accept it with a patient and airy heart. How else would you like? Your parents' thoughts will be different from yours. But it should be, if you become a wise and good parent, you can definitely accept whatever happens to your child. Provide support, motivation and positive input in order to rise and advance again. It is not the judgment and association that actually aggravates the problem and makes the child become worse and worse will experience depression" said baihaqi slowly explained.

Rara tried to debunk her bad prejudices by taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly.

"All right, I tried. I have to be ready, if I have to get out of the house. Hopefully there is a place that is more worthy for me and my son in the future" said Rara Pilu.

"There I am, Ra. I will stay with you, accompany you and help you whenever you need me. Never mind this, you know enough, I sincerely help you selflessly regardless of my feelings of love and love for you" Baihaqi said.

Rara just smiled knot. His face was embarrassed. Is not this ordinary, the adam praised and adored him, but Baihaqi's words seemed to be truly gushing from the bottom of his heart.

"That's it. No longer want to talk about love and affection. We're leaving now?" said Rara slowly while carrying her small bag and walking towards the parking lot.

Baihaqi could only stare at the smile and follow Rara who had already walked first right in front of him.

they share a happy married couple waiting for the birth of the child.

"Wear the safety. The seat is pushed back so you're more comfortable. Our journey is quite far, hopefully you are not tired" said Baihaqi advised.

"Hopefully no. Stop by the minimarket. Want to buy a snack" said Rara innocently.

"Yes, later we stop by the minimarket.but you just wait in the car, bair I'm buying for you. You're already cape and tired," baihaqi said slowly as he turned on his car engine and began to drive his car with a peln.

It's late afternoon. A long and long journey. Rara has fallen asleep after eating some snacks and special milk box pregnant women.

Baihaqi only glanced at a glance then smiled widely.

'If only, what I wish could be realized, you would surely I happy the afterlife, Ra, ' bartin Baihaqi in his bath.

Baihaqi picked up her phone and dialed the phone number of someone who used to guard the house that Rara was going to live in. The elderly woman, in her fifties, a widow whose husband had long since died and had no children. His life so far, only served in Baihaqi's Pesantren Cottage as a cook.

Madam Warti, that was the name of the old widow who would help Rara during her stay in Baihaqi's bamboo house.

"Assalamualaikum, Mother Warti has finished cleaning? Rara will be staying there for a long time. Help for every need, her gestational age is also large, she needs friends. Just take Sifa to accompany you in the bamboo house," said Baihaqi slowly to Mother Warti.