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A few months later ...

The age of Rara's body is growing. Since moving to a new city and a new business there. Rara increasingly diligently followed the existing taklim assembly. He became a changed figure and really wanted to change all his attitudes and traits so far. Rara wants to emigrate.

Rara also became one of the permanent donors at one of the Orphanages near her home. Sometimes Rara comes to play with the kids there. Inviting his favorite son, Abuya to play with children the age of Abuya.

His stomach grew bigger and his body grew weaker. The age of the womb has stepped on seven months. During that time, Rara rarely communicates with Rafli, the man she still loves.

Rara never regretted everything that had happened to her. It's all her wish, it's all her hope. Rara thought that by becoming pregnant, Rafli would soon marry her even though he was only made a second wife, but in fact after seeing the integrity of the Rafli household and Fatar, his wife, his wife, and his wife, Rara actually retreated and did not want her hope to be realized anymore.

For Rara, nothing is too late. Rara always hoped that God would forgive her. All his sins have been confessed and Rara has begged Allah SWT.

All the favors added after Rara. Even though Rara has never demanded anything from Rafli. He only wanted to be married, and Abuya, his son, had a Papah. All that has been realized, but Rara does not want to be selfish with all her wishes. Rafli's body and soul should be with Fatar, his SAH wife.

"What's up, Ra? Is there something you want to tell me?" tanay Panti's mother to Rara who was daydreaming while looking at Abuya, her son ran in the courtyard of PAnti with friends he already knew well.

Rara turned towards Mother Panti and smiled sweetly.

"There is no Mom. Rara was still traumatized when she gave birth to Abuya. Now finally, his sister Abuya will be born," said Rara slowly.

"Your husband doesn't come home?" ask Mom Panti who never knew the story of Rara's past.

"No Ma'am. Rara and Mas Rafli just married Siri only. Rara was too affectionate with Mas Rafli, until Rara asked in marriage siri, so that Rara could have children from Mas Rafli," Java Rara slowly.

"Then?" tanay Ibu PAnti is getting curious.

"Rara chose to leave and let her family remain intact with her wife and five children" Rara said casually.

There is no sign of regret or sadness. Everything remains safely under control, because indeed Rara has.

"But ... Your age is already big. You don't want to, he's here to accompany you, Ra?" ask Mom Panti slowly.

"Not want to. Rara misses, even Rara wants to meet every time we communicate. But, Rara held back, so that the events of speerti did not repeat themselves. Rara held back from looking for Mas Rafli again, because Rara did not have the heart with his wife and child" said Rara slowly.

"Did you tell Rafli to leave his family?" ask Mom and then.

"No. Not at all. We are not divorced either. Can we still gather together?" tanay Rara slowly.

"As long as you're married to Siri, it won't matter. Unless you did tell Rafli to die his wife and five children. It was not good," said Ibu Panti advising.

"Not at all, ma'am. Rara is not so," replied Rara Lirih. Rara rubbed her stomach slowly which began to grow. She hopes to meet Raflio during her birth. Hope Rara, RAfli wants to come his emnemaninya, that's all.