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Rara left the cafe and sat in her car. Today Rara was really upset and disappointed.

'Why meet him!! He who has ruined my life and become my son is considered an illegitimate child for his savage deeds!!' rara shouted in her heart while hitting the steering wheel very hard.

Rara's head was bowed and placed on the steering wheel of the car. Both eyes have been wet and shed tears slowly to wet the cheeks and part of his face.

His heart was too sensitive to accept a disappointment repeatedly that made the pain reopen and appear at the wrong time.

GECK!!

GECK!!

GECK!!

Car window glass is knocked hard by the wife of the rental service tenant.

"Ra ..." call the Wife softly .

The young woman tapped on the window glass quietly with a big smile and gave a food box to Rara when the car window was opened. Rara tried to hide her sadness and disappointment. Her tears had also been wiped away with the back of her hand.

"Yes, I'm sorry I fell asleep" said Rara in self-defense.

"You crying? What's the matter Ra?" ask the Wife to Rara who saw the remaining tears that were still imprinted around Rara's face.

Rara shook her head slowly.

"There's nothing. Just miss the same kid. By the way thank you this lunch until diaterin all," said Rara slowly.

"Yes, Ra. You welcome. If there's something, you can tell me the same story, just think of me as your best friend," said the Wife softly while smiling at Rara.

"Sure, thank you for being my friend. But, really, I just miss the kid, last night on the phone and Abuya won't sleep without his mom. I was too busy outside and looking for money, even though what I did was to suffice for the life and make my son happy" said Rara slowly looking for an excuse.

"You're great Ra. You can still get up and move on for your child. I don't know, if it happened to me, what would I be like?" said the Wife with a feeling of admiration for Rara.

"You know, we mature not because of age, but we grow up because of the test of life that always accompanies our every step. I can be strong and this strong as well because I am used to, at first the same, I must have fallen into my state, eolah this world collapsed and stopped. This whole body feels stiff and wants to die alone, or end life as a final decision. But, it is not that easy, there are still many solutions faced by us, we just want to choose which way," explained Rara slowly.

"I'm in a dilemma, too. My husband has changed for me lately. Not only that, but I also have comfort with other men I know on social media. We should meet up today at this place, but I'm afraid" said the Wife in a quiet and confused voice.

Rara was quite astonished to hear the honesty of the Wife.

The wife shook her head slowly.

"No Ra. It's real and fact. I know someone in cyberspace, when I feel lonely. Now, I'm really comfortable with that guy. The man happened to be in town too, and we both agreed to meet" the wife said slowly and lowered her head.

Shame to open its own shame. But, the Wife did not have a friend to share until the comfort of another man she knew in cyberspace was even able to make the Wife feel something different in her heart.

The woman always wears a heart when meeting, getting acquainted and making friends. Unlike men who use logic when they know the opposite sex.

"Don't keep. A married woman should not have comfort with another man except with her own husband" Rara said.

Rara only advises and gives advice only, but not intimidates, all decisions go back to each person. We cannot dictate to someone to be what we want to be, but, at least we can give a view both in terms of position and negativity from a problem that is being faced.

"But, Ra. The feeling has grown, and I am really comfortable" said the Wife softly.

"Try calling the man and meeting him. Look at it from a distance, does it live up to your expectations? Sometimes everything is not the same. What we see online and ultimately meet and meet face to face, usually many people who retreat regularly because it does not match expectations. Try to call the guy," Rara suggested.

The wife nodded slowly and tried to contact the man she knew online from her mobile phone.

Several times tried to contact and finally the man gave an answer. they were both immediately to meet at the cafe in front of the old villa.It just so happened that the man was not far close to the area.

The wife tried to ask Rara to accompany her braa in the cafe and give an assessment of the man she knew.

Half an hour later, the man who was waiting was dtang and had dduk at one of the tables located in the corner. While the Wife sat in a different place with Rara. The wife showed Rara that the new man came was the man who had been an online friend of Sang IStri.

Rara stared fixedly at the man as she rubbed her eyes between believing and disbelief. The man is Cantas, Rara's ex-lover and Abuya's real father, her only child.

"Him? Cantas?" said Rara slowly smbil covered her mouth with one right hand.

the wife looked at Rara curiously. Rara knew the name of the man, but she had not mentioned the man.

"You know Ra?" the Wife asked quietly while looking at Rara. Rara returned the Wife's gaze and nodded slowly.

Want to not want to, like not like, Rara has to tell everything. After all, the relationship between the two of them is the wrong relationship and must be stopped.

"Not know anymore. I know who Cantas is. She was my ex-lover, more precisely my ex-fiancee who promised to marry me, but the truth is that she left me when I was two" Rara said fiercely.

It hurts enough to uncover the truth and reroute his old wounds. Not only the disappointment or hurt that Rara felt, but the trauma to men made Rara more cold in a relationship. Rara will assume all men are equal and just pretend to be sweet. However, the reality is that all of this is just a falsehood for a specific purpose.