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"Well, I don't mind at all," replied Rara so excited because her mood was indeed happy.

"Okay, Mas moved into the video huh?' ask Rafli to make sure.

"Yes" answered Rara slowly.

The phone connection was turned into a video connection. This is the first time they meet each other face to face online in cyberspace/. The two of them hid their incomparably happy feelings. Happiness is truly indescribable with words. This month they can only tell stories and listen to each other via voice and now they can arrange faces with each other even online. They had already exchanged photos before.

"Hi, how pretty today? Where you going?" ask Rafli softly. His eyes did not blink and could not turn to look at anything other than Rara on his phone screen.

The two were completely satisfied to be able to look at each other and admire each other's beauty and good looks.

"I want to go to lembang, not yesterday I have said the same Mas? Even permission too? I forgot?" tanya Rara reminded the chatter last night until midnight.

"Oh, Yes, I'm sorry I forgot. You know, don't you, I have a forgotten disease? So don't be surprised, huh?" said Rafli slowly while chuckling softly.

"Yes know, but the effect is like again mengeprank," said Rara with a laugh.

Many things they talk about while laughing happily, so it does not feel like time just keeps going.

Half an hour later, the car arrived at its destination. Rara ended her conversation on the video call.

"Mas, I've reached the consumer's place. We'll go on later, okay, right?" rara asked in a soft voice and felt like she did not want to end.

"Yes it's okay. Later tonight we'll connect again. Mas also want to mengumpulin dimeh for children," said Rafli softly and sound resigned.

"Okay, I'll wait for tonight" replied Rara quietly with a big smile behind the screen of her phone.

it was like going back to adolescence. It feels like falling in love with a million feelings of heart beating that is powerless to be held when you miss.

"Insha Allah, do it" said rafli softly. Rafli himself also has the same heartbeat as Rara. It felt raging, his heartbeat made him even more insane thinking about the woman of his dreams he had just known.

"Be careful of you. Don't speed the car," Rafli advised.

"Yes Mas. Thank you for reminding me," said Rara softly. Happy things are true. Being noticed like this felt like drifting, as if the interlocutor knew the contents of Rara's heart at this moment.

"Ra .." call Rafli in a soft voice.

"What Mas?" rara asked slowly with curiosity.

Rara's heart degub is increasingly beating irregularly. His curiosity grew bigger waiting for Rafli's unusual remark.

"Ecchem ... What do you want to talk about, Mom? Just talk," Rara said in a soft voice without intimidating.

"Cock, feel between Mas and you like there is something different. Not like other women friends. You are different, and your feelings are real" Rafli said slowly in a very convincing tone.

Rara listened and listened well, every word that was said from Rafli's lips that bewitched her heart into a beautiful flower garden. When viewed carefully, Rara's face was flushed like a tomato with disbelief and happiness mixed into one and not because of the taste.

Lebay, maybe that word is very appropriate to say to a Rara who is in love. Rara's age is no longer young, but the love given by God is so real and perfect sincerity, really a gift that can not be avoided.

Rara could only be silent, surprised, confused, happy, sad, disappointed and afraid, all the flavors were there and mixed into one. Rara doesn't know what to behave like? Should happy? though Rara knows, Rafli already has a family, has a wife and five children. Should happy? If in the end they must be disappointed to swallow a bitter pill, that their relationship cannot be united.

"Rara? You mad?" asked Rafli slowly, his tone was very confused.

Rara is confused as to what to answer. Both of his eyes glared at the ceiling of the car, his body propped up in the steering wheel seat.

"I'm not angry. I do not want my love to welcome because of a compulsion," said Rara slowly.

From the beginning of their introduction, Rara has already acknowledged her admiration and interest in Rafli. Until Rara finally knows, Rafli has a wife and children, but still Rara still likes and loves Rafli with great sincerity.

Rara doesn't need a reply or Rafli likes her too. Absolutely not, Rara just wants Rafli to know enough and accept him as a interlocutor is enough without any other frills.

"No Ra. There is absolutely no compulsion. Long before you express your feelings to Mas, Mas already has different feelings for you. It's just that, Mas harbored everything with various reasons including reasons, Mas does not want to hurt you," said Rafli slowly explained all the contents of his heart and uneg-unegnya.

Rara listened while shaking her head. Rara considers this all untrue and impossible to continue. Rara does not want to develop love that is a target, enough Rara just harbored without having to have and be owned.

"Mas, this is the wrong start. From the beginning I just wanted you to know my heart and I never wanted anything in return or thought about having you. Totally no. I am still physically and spiritually healthy, I may not do it for my happiness but there are women who are hurt. Even if I was in vain to be the second it must be your wife's permission," said Rara full of steadiness.

Rara is not to blame in this relationship. At all Rara does not want to tease, although Rara expressed her love for Rafli. If it happens, then Rara will know what the consequences will be. Rara would be considered as the destroyer of other people's households.

"There's nothing wrong, Ra. All of this is a gift, can we not choose to whom we give our feelings? Even though we can choose whom we will marry? Every feeling is real and unique, we can't fight destiny if the heart has spoken?" said Rafli slowly while convincing Rara. Rafli does not want to blame anyone including blaming Rara in matters of feeling.

"but, Mom, this isn't true. I do not want to be considered bad and considered a household destroyer between Mas Rafli and Kak Fatarani," said Rara honestly.

There was fear that enveloped Rara's heart and feelings.