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Rara's current position is indeed cornered, but, that does not mean Rara is in a position of guilt. Since the beginning of acquaintance with Rafli, Rara already knows rafli has a heart that is being guarded. Rafli already has a wife and four children.

Rara is comfortable with Rafli. From that moment on his feelings of like and admiration must stop enough to be there so as not to be fertilized with fertile feelings of affection and love until the feelings of mutual belonging to each other and difficult to let go.

"Omong empty!! Love is still love!! Baby is still baby!! I've felt the same way and I don't want to repeat it to Rafli's father, my husband!! Enough when it became a rift of my household, and not to be repeated again," cried loudly Mother Fatarani stomping.His face was reddened with anger and annoyed mixed into one. Maybe if Mother Fatarani and Rara face each other, already in sure both will gelut and hurt each other to maintain their respective self-esteem.

"Mother asked me to be honest. I've been honest. I love Mas Rafli, I love Rafli. But, indeed I have no intention to seize Mas Rafli from Mother Fatarani or I intend to have Mas Rafli without the permission of Mother Fatarani. I'm not that crazy, and I don't want to be that way. Mother Fatarani should have appreciated me. Honestly, I feel comfortable with Mas Rafli. Many positive things given by Mas Rafli as advice and encouragement for me. I just need support, need support, need to be appreciated so that my mental strength is stronger!! That's all!! So, please let go of all the burden of Mother Fatarani who thinks ugly and even negative about me. I am indeed a single woman, but I still have self-esteem as a campaigner. And dear more mnegharagi feelings of Mother Fatarani," said Rara at length explained the actual situation.

Not unwilling to be blamed or not accept the harsh reality given by Mother Fatarani to Rara, as a woman seductress and destroyer of houses to others.

"You should have stayed away from Rafli's father, my husband. Let my husband know if he keeps contacting you. If you need to block this number, and close all social media access that is linked so that my husband can no longer contact you!!" mother Fatarani said begging.

"Sorry I can't do that. You better block everything, because I have no problem with Rafli, your husband. Looks like our conversation is pretty good here. I have a lot of things to do. I have to find money for my son. Thank you for all these discussions and I decided to keep loving Mas Rafli in silence. Forgive me if it has hurt and made Mother Fatarani disappointed for the most time," said Rara firmly.

Rara immediately hung up the phone without many more words. Quite clear and enough to explain about the actual situation.

Rara's heart is now even becoming worried with some words of Mother Fatarani earlier. Mas Rafli could have just toyed with his feelings because it was not good or hesitant if he had to stay away from Rara.

But that ugly thought was just thrown away by Rara. Rara believes in Mas Rafli who she has known from heart to heart these few months. Mas Rafli is an honest man and what it is. Rafli never lies. If it is 'Yes', then he will say 'Yes' and if it is 'No' then he will say 'No'.

Mood Rara that morning was getting worse. The original mood has been built with happiness and a sense of spirit. Everything now turned around into a chaotic and was-as feeling. Rara's thoughts are said to be a seductress and willa destroyer household people enough to make her heart sore like a sliced knife.

Maybe indeed the worry and fear of Mother Fatarani as a wife as well as a mother of four children who are sometimes emotionally unstable due to stress or thoughts that continue to be a scourge in her brain.

Breakfast in the morning was placed on the dining table. Abuya who had been taken care of by Aneng finally came to Rara who was at the dining table while contemplating the incident that had just happened.

The man who is happy is sometimes very spoiled for Rara. Understandably, perhaps the effect is too often in staying by Rara to work.

"Hey, Ouch ... Mom's most handsome boy. Want to eat alone or in bribe? Mama makes fried rice sausage and meatballs same nugget, Abuya's favorite," rara said in a soft voice while raising her little boy's body to be in my place on his thighs and looking at the snub nose of his child with anxiety. The typical fragrance of a small child with a sprinkling of powder and telon oil all over Abuya makes Rara's mood slightly improved. The aroma of the spice fragrance therapy was so piercing his sense of smell that it brought his appetite back, as there was something that made Rara again passionate to want to do well today.

"Suapin with Mama" asked Abuya as he looked at Rara's face and displayed his happy smile.

Rara returned a warm smile from Abuya and gently rubbed the child's head. There was a feeling of guilt in Rara for the rest of her life. Rara does not want to reveal or introduce directly between Abuya and Cantas, her biological father.

Sau dishes malkan sudar fried rice sausage and meatballs and some chicken nuggets on the edge. Rara began to feed her beloved child slowly.

The atmosphere of the morning was so warm and comfortable, although it had been in a slightly tense position earlier. But everything can be handled well.

After breakfast, Rara prepares to go to the store which has been open for several months at the end of the street next to the housing complex. Incidentally at that time, helping a distant brother who was in trouble keungan and passing all his efforts ranging from shophouses to all the contents that are still left.

"Your mom went to work first? Abuya the same Brother. All right at home. If Mama comes home, what will Abuya bring?" rara asked softly while dipping both the cheeks of the abuya kingpin and Abuya's forehead in her sling.

For a moment Abuya was silent and seemed to think, looking for something that was being desired to be asked to Rara, the Mama who promised to buy him.

"Buya, want chicken chiken, same tayo," pinta Abuya very simple.

the request is never strange and easy to get. Rara's smile expands perfectly hearing Abuya's quite simple request.