
The atmosphere of the store was very crowded this morning. Rara and the two assistants who helped in the store were overwhelmed by serving consumers who had been booming since morning.
Gratitude continues to be spoken from Rara's tiny lips over all the abundance of rejekin for her at this time.
Rara's phone again vibrated with a ringing sound that was so loud. Both eyes glanced at the mobile phone that had been ringing on the cashier table near the computer to input the data of goods.
One hand grabbed the phone and stared at the screen that continuously displayed the name Rafli. Sontak Rara looked up at the wall clock that was stuck on the shelf of goods on the right. The direction of the needle had already shown at eleven o'clock in the afternoon, it was time for Rafli to come to his workplace.
"Assalamualaikum ..." said Rara as she lifted the phone in a soft voice.
"Waalaikumsalam, what are you doing?" rafli asked as he answered Rara's greeting.
"I'm in the store, Mom. What's up?" rara asked back to rafli.
"I'm sorry about what happened this morning. I'm really sorry about this" Rafli said in a soft voice.
"Sorry for what? There's nothing wrong. I was wrong, right said Mother. If this sense never existed, it would not be like this," replied Rara remained calm.
Rara's words were enough to make Rara herself so tormented by this situation. It may be very difficult to accept the reality and destiny that has been outlined by Allah SWT.
"Mas is in a difficult position as well. The only way Mas is to be honest with Mother about how Mas feels about you, Ra. But ..." explains Rafli who was directly on the sidelines by Rara.
"But what? Mother cannot accept the reason Mas, right? Mas, will until anytime, Mommy will still hate Rara, because Rara who has damaged Mas and Mommy's household" replied Rara firmly.
"Nothing is destructive. Please never say those words again" said Rafli who began to worry.
Honestly, Rafli has been very fond of Rara. She did not want to hurt and disappoint Rara's feelings. They both take care of each other.
"But Mas? It's all happened" Rara replied in a disappointed tone.
"Then from that because everything has happened Mas apologized. Mas should have defended, but Mas should be able to keep the feelings of the two of you," said Rafli regretfully.
"defended? Who would want mmbela? Me? Or Mother Fatar?" rara asked with a strange feeling.
"Mas wants to defend you!! But you know the conditions" Rafli replied quickly and very firmly.
"Enough Mas. Thats enough. I know enough about all of this. Don't add to my mind any more. You understand what I mean, right?" rara said firmly.
"Rb ... Listen to the words of. Do you still want to hear what you say? Still want to go with me?" rafli asked softly in that phone connection.
"Yes, I want to hear. I want to obey. What's?" rara replied in a soft and resigned voice. His heart was so soft and easily melted with Rafli's sincerity.
"Dear you, Ra. But, you can't leave Mother either, can you?" lirih Rafli's words so pierced Rara's heart that was too sensitive.
"I understand what you say. From the beginning I said, I love you but I demand nothing!" firmly Rara with a slightly raised tone.
Rara just wants Rafli to know, that his presence should never be considered as a destroyer of other people's households.
"Mas knows that. But, Mas sure can marry you, according to your expectations," said Rafli firmly do not want to lose.
"I have sales. Later we continue again, Assalamualaikum," said Rara quickly and immediately closed the phone.
Rara does not want to be ignited again emotions.nough events this morning made her mind confused until now who continues to think about the words of Mother Fatarani against her.
"Waalaikumsalam .." replied Rafli slowly.
The course of one's life no one will know. Fate also goes according to the plan of Allah SWT. Rara kept quiet after hanging up her phone and leaning her back on the cashier's chair. Tired of feeling, not only his body was tired, but also Rara's soul which also weakened along with the burden of his mind is increasing.
Rafli closes his phone application and opens a photo gallery on his phone. The ladder is very skilled at sliding some photos that are considered unimportant and continue to slide to the right, like looking for something.
'Why do you suddenly miss Ra. Mas has already fallen in love with you, Ra, Rfali's inner self in his heart while continuing to look for the photo of Rara he took when Rara and Abuya went to Jakarta to meet him yesterday.
The photo was met and continued to be looked at by Rafli. Rara's smile that looks sweet, friendly and so sincere as it is.
'You are beautiful as it is. There doesn't seem to be any flaws that you have, but everything looks amazing. Your charm can paralyze Mas who is supposed to guard the heart. Honestly Mas is interested in you, there is something unique and interesting about you that makes Mas so want to know you closer, closer and closer again. Even now, Mas wants to have you too, Ra, Rafli's inner self back in his heart.
His love for Rara cannot be prevented like other women who have known Rafli and who want to know Rafli more personally.
'Ahh, the meeting that day felt so fast and so short. Though all day you beada here with Mas, but it feels very lacking and very fast actu pass when chatting with you, said Rafli while touching Rara's face in the photo displayed on the screen of his phone.
It is not just women who are always missing. Even men if they are in love and love can feel overwhelming longing. It cannot be expressed and can only be felt. It turns out that it is all evidence of affection that someone has for his partner. The more longing it feels means the greater the affection and love we have for our partner.
Rafli closed his eyes and took a deep breath. One hand closed his photo gallery and closed his phone screen without looking at his phone. Rafli only tried to suppress his longing by clearly remembering the image of Rara's face recorded very nicely in the memory of his brain. Rara's special smile that always imprints in Rafli's heart.